36 Wild Dream

(At Ying yue's dorm room )

There is Xing xi ya who's pathetically holding her breath before entering her friend room, standing anxiously, she was uneasily biting her nails while placing her left ear on the door listening if Ying yue might already fall asleep so that she could sneak in without troubling her.

After listening for a long period of time Xing xi ya could now tell that her friend Ying yue was sleeping, it's confirmed and she was relief but more glad if she success entering the room without bothering Ying yue.

With a deep sighs Xing xi ya bend her knees then one by one removed her shoes revealing her bare foot she straightly stood up while aggressively runs her one hand through her hair and then tucked it behind her ears before sneaking in, she sighs once again then put her both hands around the doorknob and necessary, surely opened and closed it without making any sound by turning in it with a slow motion.

She carefully lean against the wall, lift her chin up with round eyes open, she was first checking up if Ying yue really does sleeping.

A victorious sweet smile appeared on her tired haggard face, when she did saw her friend sleeping tightly on her bed while wrapping herself around the blanket.

However Xing xi ya smile instantaneously faded away, when her gaze landed at the room left sideways where Li shang mian bed and expensive belongings was currently placed.

Her face doomed as she tiptoe her foot and carefully continued walking forward at Li da wei's sister's bed. She come forward and dazedly stood up in front of the bed, put her shoes beneath in it and her bag at the top of it.

She hold her attention at every Li shang mian's belongings don't know if she will feel amaze by their exceptionally wealth or disgust by how dirty rich people are, just like them.

Although it was her dream to become rich and more than that. Imagining herself like the toxic spoiled brat who think they own almost everything in the world was never her path to became. Thinking it right now was making her wanted to slap herself so that she can control her mind.

She hates being in lowest but she don't either wanted to become a upper who unfairly abused the lower, she hatred it cu'z she's currently on it. And she do experiencing it right now that she knew how hard and suffocating to be played and left.

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Xing xi ya rubbed her forehead " This is worst, i just find out that damn thing and now i have to force myself to sleep at his sister's bed. What a perfect combination of stress stroke. Geez I'm so lucky today.....So lucky like i won a lottery ticket. " She ridiculously mocked herself through her mind.

Then sat down on the bed staring into space deeply thinking how tiring and unbelievable how fast everything happened in just a whole day.

She turn her head and quickly picked her bag, placing it at the bed head not wanting to use any of Li shang mian things anymore, she just simply sacrifice her health that even though it was freezing especially at midnight, she did not use the blanket nor the pillows.

She lay down at the side of the bed, curl her body into foetal position and depressingly covered her face with her hands until she finally fall asleep.

(Before seven O'clock at the early morning)

Xing xi ya heart pulsation was starting to increased way further, her eyes are moving vigorously, her lips are slightly curving into a aroused smile. She pleasantly dreaming about Li da wei and her kissing each other, the alluring face she said she hatred the most, but truly love to see was gently caressing her hair, touching her hands, hips and giving her his irresistible kiss, love and care was once again making her lose herself.

Although she was dreaming those gentle touches, she's dreaming right now felt so incredibly real like the same she'd experience them yesterday. It was totally the same that it was making her lost her guard like what she did before.

A few several minutes later. Her forehead are full of sweats her pulse was more increasing as the dream goes wilder.

Just then the Li shang mian's alam clock started to rang, it was deafening that for the moment it made noises Xing xi ya's body quickly responses, her eyes rapidly wide opened, breathing heavily her hands automatically landed at Li shang mian's alam clock.

She cruelly grabbed that noisy thing and since it was under the table and beside her ear, her mind immediately got shock that she threw it at the floor making it broke pieces by pieces.