On a cold night, when the hermit was about to kill the fish with a kitchen knife, he suddenly had a meal.
He suddenly looked at Li Fei.
Li Fei's heart was tight. Sure enough, the next cold night, the hermit slowly put down his knife and said with a smile, "little girl, you are too tender to use the method to motivate me!"
Li Fei
Could he have seen it for a long time, but deliberately deceived himself?
It's rare to see Li Fei choked and speechless. On a cold night, the hermit pulled back to the city and was in a good mood. He stuffed the fish into Li Fei's arms in a daze, picked up the fishing rod and threw it into the water.
Fish hook into the water, a ripple.
I have to say that Li Fei is depressed.
She stood there for a long time.
On a cold night, the hermit thought, should she go now?
As a result, Li Fei sat next to him and ate the fish quietly.
All of a sudden, I heard a dumb voice say, "my mother used to make spicy and sour fish for me. She made it very delicious. I never forget it. But six years ago, she didn't want me and pushed me to my father!"
I blame her for making a sudden noise to disturb him, but when I heard her, the hermit didn't say a word in the cold night.
"My father raised me for two years, but he didn't want me anymore. I took my child to sell barbecue for four years, and then I met my father. He thought he would have something to rely on in the future, but my grandfather didn't like me and didn't agree to let me in. He offered a condition and said he would invite you out of the mountain."
Li Fei said, looking at the cold night, the hermit was looking at herself. She pulled a smile from the corner of her mouth, some self mockery.
"But it doesn't look like it's going to work anymore. My father and mother don't want me anymore. The child follows his father again. I'm alone again..."
It's terrible to be alone.
Loneliness is the most tormenting.
She is still young, decades of years, a lonely living, no sustenance, no one to rely on.
This is Li Fei's worst plan. If she loses, she won't compromise to be Qin Luo's lover. She will leave him.
Originally, Qin Luo was the spiritual pillar she found after she lost everything. She didn't know that without Qin Luo, what else could she miss in this life?
It's bleak to think about it.
Li Fei buried his face in his knee and didn't speak for a long time.
Until she was patted on the shoulder——
She raised her eyes. She was a hermit on a cold night.
It was the first time he had taken the initiative to talk to her, but——
"I sympathize with your life experience, but I can't help you. I'm sorry!"
What he said was very sincere. Li Fei felt that it was hard for him to say anything else.
Looking at the cold night, Li Fei didn't move.
She felt frustrated.
She never told anyone about her life, her past, her untold suffering.
Even in the most difficult times, she did not sell miserably.
She doesn't like to be pitied!
Now she even opened her deepest scar for him to see, and gave up her dignity to ask him, but the cold night resident refused.
For the first time, Li Fei felt that it was over!
Out and out despair!
She looked at the half fish that she gave to the Housekeeper on a cold night. She had a strange temper and kicked far away.
Bang, the fish went into the water in a parabola.
A pile of fish around, a bite.
In a flash, the water was calm again.
Li Fei stood by the pool for a long time until a warm voice rang out——
"Li Fei?"
Is this sound familiar?
She raised her eyes and looked at the elegant man in a suit, which seemed more familiar.
The man saw her face and laughed, "are you Li Fei? I'm song Cheng! You remember me, high school. We were at the same table, remember? "
Song Cheng!
Li Fei looks at this man in surprise. The young man in high school uniform and the mature man in front of him are gradually overlapping.
It's her classmate, deskmate, song Cheng!
Li Fei burst out a bitter smile, "remember, how can you not remember?"
Four years ago, it was because Jiang Yingying liked song Cheng that she was cruel to her. How could she not remember?
I don't know why Li Fei saw her smile. Song Cheng was a little puzzled, but he was swept away by the joy of seeing her again for a long time. "Long time no see, I thought I was wrong. I didn't expect it was you! What are you doing now? "
Seeing song Cheng looking at the barbecue stand behind her, looking at the man's wrinkle free suit pants and shiny shoes in front of her, Li Fei is a bit ashamed.
She turned around and said, "ha ha, I have something else to do. I'll go first!"
The arm is pulled abruptly, "Li Fei, where did you go at that time? You didn't come to school. I've been worried about you. What's the matter with you? "
The urgency in Song Cheng's voice is real, but it somehow stabs Li Fei's pain. Her face turns white and she pulls away her hand. Her eyes stare at Song Cheng like ice.
"You don't know, don't you really know?" She knew, how can Jiang Yingying let her go? Even if she leaves quietly, she will not miss the opportunity to discredit her. Sun Leilei knows what happened to her four years ago. How can song Cheng not know? But what he as like as two peas is nothing, and this pretended ignorance and Sun Leilei's deliberate taunting injury are exactly the same. Superficial concern, in fact, the heart may be how sarcastic, disdain. Being stabbed by her sharp eyes, song Cheng lowered his head slightly. "I heard about it, but I know you must be in trouble. I know what they said is not true. Li Fei, I went to your home to find you. They said you went back to your hometown. Later, I went to cross river county to find you. Your fence is covered with purple morning glory, right? I waited there all day, but I didn't wait for you. I left a note on the fence. Didn't you see it? " Hearing what he said, Li Fei was stunned, and his long memory came to mind. One day, sister Lulu was uncomfortable. She accompanied him to the hospital for a day. When she came back, it rained. There was a note on the fence. The handwriting had been blurred by the water and could not be recognized, so she threw it away without much thought. It turned out that it was song Cheng! Li Fei raises her eyes and takes a close look at Song Cheng. When something happened four years ago, she thinks that no one cares where she is going. Four years later, she meets her old friend sun Leilei, but she only has a satirical attack. So, does anyone care about her? She slightly lowered her eyes, pursed her lips, "why do you want to find me?"“ Are you my classmate or my deskmate? If you don't come to school, of course I should care! " When he said this, song Cheng blushed, but Li Fei was immersed in his thoughts and didn't see it. She only thought that someone cared about her. Although she and song Cheng were at the same table, they didn't even say a few words. It turns out that some people care about themselves. Li Fei was so excited that he looked at Song Cheng, a successful man, "what about you? Where do you get rich now? " Song Cheng said with a smile, "it's a long story. Let's talk slowly." Li Fei hesitated for a moment, but there was no progress in the cold night, and she was also hit hard. I went with song Cheng. When he arrived at the dining room, he saw two women sitting on the dining table over there. Li Fei's eyes were instantly fixed.