Chapter 541

His appearance is very difficult, like those words are difficult to say, Li Fei's heart sank, don't know exactly what is it?

But then she thought, what else can she worry about now?

She sat back and looked into Shen's eyes. "What do you say?"

Think of her before no mind relaxed, but now a serious face, he said, she estimated not happy.

However, he couldn't help saying that he knew Li Fei's character. If he didn't tell her, she might blame him in the future.

Shen Musheng's deep eyes were fixed on her face and her voice was heavy. "Have you seen your mother?"

Only those two words, let Li Fei's smile stagnate for a while, countless worries and anxieties poured up.

She hissed, tone suddenly pale a little, "no, last time I went to see her, I said no visit, I never went there again."

With that, she suddenly responded and turned to Shen Musheng, "why do you suddenly ask this?"

She has a bad hunch. Shen Musheng is not the one who talks about it all of a sudden. What he can't say just now has something to do with her mother

Her mother, the heart suddenly hangs high!

"Don't you want to know why you can't visit?"

Sure enough!

She heard her heart fall, and she was a little out of breath.

Almost instinctively asked, "why?"

"Because..."

"Don't say it!"

Li Fei abruptly interrupted him and looked at Shen Musheng's puzzled eyes. She avoided his eyes and clenched her hand tightly. "Don't tell me, I don't want to know!"

When you know it, you should take care of it.

But she has decided to put it down, no, she can't

"No?"

Shen Mu Sheng raised his voice a few times. He stared at her in surprise. His eyes seemed to say how can you not think, how can you not think, how can you forget how much you used to care about it?

Now you say you don't want to.

Li Fei hardly had the courage to look at him. He nodded difficultly and breathed a few mouthfuls of saliva in his throat.

Shen Musheng will say that it is also because she cares about her and knows that she has always wanted to check, but now if she says not, it will be hard for him to accept.

"Li Fei!"

Her shoulder was clenched, she was forced to look at Shen Musheng, his eyes heavy and oppressive, "why not? Tell me

Li Fei's eyes drooped in pain, his mouth pursed tightly.

How clever Shen Musheng was and how he understood her, "what happened? Tell me

He just cares, but she feels pressure. Li Fei pushes her away and goes forward two steps. "There's nothing wrong. I just don't want to take care of it any more. Since I don't care, why should I know?"

"No matter?" Like hearing something new, Shen Mu Sheng repeated in surprise, staring at Li Fei's back, her shoulders shaking suspiciously.

If you really don't want to know, why so excited?

"Li Fei, that's your mother. How can you not care?"

"I just don't want to care. You don't know what my mother did to me? She didn't want me to save her at all, and she didn't want me to take care of her. She never liked me. I... "

Speaking of this, Li Fei's unbelievable eyes on Shen Musheng suddenly mentioned his throat, and all his emotions suddenly choked there.

Like a volcano that's about to erupt, it's blocked up.

Turning around, she closed her eyes and lowered her voice. "In a word, I've decided not to care!"

"I don't believe it!" Shen Musheng came around to her, looked into her eyes and asked, "you're not that kind of person. Tell me, what happened? I can help you. Now I can really help you. I come to you because I want to join you... "

"Stop it!"

Li Fei screamed and covered his ears.

"Li Fei..."

"Don't say it. If you come to me to talk about the past, I'm very welcome. If it's anything else, forget it!"

Li Fei looks at Shen Musheng and smiles reluctantly. There is a wordless plea in his eyes.

What else can Shen Musheng say? He can't say anything. "Well, I'll go."

He turned around and walked a few steps. Looking back, he saw that Li Fei's eyes were still chasing her. He couldn't help but said, "I know that something must have forced you to let go. I don't want to force her, but Li Fei, some things may not be left alone if you want to. You may not have a choice."

what?

Li Fei's heart leaps, and Shen Musheng leaves with this vague sentence. His words seem to be affirming that she has no choice.

What did he know?

In fact, he came here to give himself a shot?

……

Because of Shen Musheng's words, Li Fei felt so heavy for the first time these days.

I can't concentrate all day. As long as I'm free, my mind is full of Shen Musheng's words.

——Don't you want to know why you can't visit—— Li Fei, that's your mother. How can you not care—— You're not that kind of person. Tell me, what happened? And that sentence - some things may not be what you want to ignore, you may not have a choice. How can you ignore the noise of countless mouths around her ears? Don't you want to know? She thought, she thought! But, how to manage? The dead Pei Fei, Yang Xueer's stand in, their appearance of seven orifices bleeding and poisoning is right in front of her eyes, she continues to investigate, may be dead! She is not afraid of death, but Qin Luo, little button, she can't be so reckless! At the thought of Qin Luo and xiaobutton, Li Fei's confused heart suddenly seems to be held hard, and chaos can't get up. Forget it, that's it. She's decided to leave it alone! Her mother doesn't like her. She doesn't care. Yes, that's right, that's right! She closed her eyes and shook her head. She wanted to throw all these things out. She didn't want to think about anything. Like a few days ago, she happily stayed with Qin Luo and them. Think of that person's face, that person's smile. Suddenly, Li Fei got out of the car, turned around and ran to the Fuhai hotel. Do you have a moment when you suddenly want to see that person. There are so many people in the world who only want to see him. When you see him, you feel that the world is beautiful. If you don't see him, you feel that there is darkness around you. But after running for a while, she stopped, panting on her knees, shaking her head and laughing bitterly. She forgot that Qin Luo left tonight and wanted to take a plane. Why today? On the day she wanted to see him so much? At the moment, she wants to see him so much, but she can't see him. She just wants to see him, hug him, and make sure that her choice is right, but! Not to be seen! Endless grievances and depression came up, she suddenly squatted on the side of the road like a child who could not find a fake, with tears streaming down her face. Li Fei covered his face, crying helplessly and sadly. She didn't know why she was crying, but she didn't know what else she could do except cry? Ring, cell phone rings. Her tears blurred out of the phone, two words on the screen flashing light, because of tears and magnified several times. She hastily picked up her tears, took a deep breath, and opened her mouth with a smooth voice without any flaw, "hello?"“ Are you not at home? I see your car. Where have you been? " Slowly flowing in the microphone is a man's voice. Li feimang looks back and sees a man turning out at the gate of the community. That person's body posture is pretty, such as jade and orchid. Even in the dark night, it is also shining, shining her dark and unlight world.