Close the door, Tong Xinyi leaned on the door, raised her head, closed her eyes, and swallowed all the sour, depressed, unwilling and self reproach.
She's right. She should ask.
Don't ask you will hold hope, asked you should die.
He doesn't love her, and he hates her!
In fact, I have known for a long time. Now I ask, it just makes you live more sober.
No problem!
Anyway, it will be separated sooner or later. There is no difference between speaking now and speaking later.
She can give birth to a child on her own, or she can bring him up and let him grow up.
Without Qin Shuang, she can.
Then, on a sunny day, they ran into Qin Shuang. Qin Shuang saw their child and wanted to touch him, but her son hid behind her. Her little face was alert and alert, "Mom, who is he?"
Ha ha, Qin Shuang's expression must be pretty good.
Think of here, Tong Xinyi actually smile, smile, eyes wet.
With the idea of slapping Qin Shuang in the future, Tong Xinyi sleeps well without his company.
Until dawn.
She got up and opened the door.
There was a little white smoke outside.
"Cough!"
Tongxinyi choked straight hand, see a figure on the sofa quickly up.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
Qin Shuang steps to the window, opens the window to ventilate, and turns on the air conditioner.
After all this, he looked at her and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!"
He glanced at her in a hurry, then bowed his head, feeling guilty.
His eyes were red and he didn't sleep all night.
There was a pungent smell of smoke at the end of his nose, some ash on his legs, and cigarette ends in the ashtray on the tea table.
It's a night of smoking!
Eyes one by one swept all this, Tong Xinyi slightly frowned and turned to Qin Shuang. When Qin Shuang thought she was blaming him and was ready to apologize, she heard her ask, "are you still there?"
She looked puzzled.
She thought he was gone?
How could he walk away when the talks were like that yesterday?
Qin Shuang stepped forward in a hurry, "how can I go? We haven't said yet -- "
He automatically silenced his voice and watched Tong Xinyi walk past him. As usual, he opened the refrigerator, took out the milk and went to the kitchen.
She didn't want to hear him at all.
When she asked him, he didn't say it. Now he wants to say it. She doesn't want to listen.
Take the glass, pour the milk, put it in the microwave, and start at 10.
Every action, Tong Xinyi do slow and steady, she focused on looking at the timer of the microwave oven, all the foreign things out.
He came to the door and she didn't see him.
His name is teacher Tong. She doesn't listen.
He approached her with pleading eyes. She turned on the microwave and took out the milk. She turned her back and looked up.
"Teacher Tong!"
I didn't expect that he would come straight at her and circle her tightly from behind. The hot milk spilled out and ran down her chin.
It's flowing back into the neckline. It's wet and sticky.
She has been maintaining calm, there are signs of cracking, Tong Xinyi secretly closed her eyes, "Qin Shuang you..."
"It's not that I don't love you. I just think of Gu Yue's death. How can I love you? I don't hate you either. In fact, I don't hate you for a long time. I know you can't blame her for her death, but she's dead. Besides you, I don't know who to hate? She died because of me and you! In fact, I hate myself more. It's my fault that I killed her and hurt you. I really can't forgive myself. I don't know how to tell you, Miss Tong, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry... "
Qin Shuang buries behind her neck, one mouthful does not stop saying, excited cannot from.
It's not that I don't love you.
I didn't hate it for a long time!
Tong Xinyi pupil dilated looking at the front, for a long time can't come back.
She could feel the heaving of his chest, and she could feel him trembling slightly.
Her clothes were wet and cool.
He's blaming her, but he may not feel better himself.
Because the responsibility is there, he can't love her or hate her. He says Qin Shuang is an irresponsible person, but he has such a sense of responsibility.
It is because I know him that I can understand his difficulties. Tongxinyi has some comfort in her heart.
It's much better than she thought, isn't it?
Moreover, as long as Gu Yue's death lies there, there will be no solution to their love and hatred!
When she asked that question, she was asking for trouble!
That's it, that's it!
She raised her hand and finally grasped Qin Shuang.
Qin Shuang's body was shocked. She raised her red eyes and looked at Tong Xinyi. "You..." she understood him, didn't she?
But she hugged him and buried her face deep in his chest. "Don't say it, I understand. That's it. We won't talk about these things in the future, OK?" What does that mean? She raised her face and looked at Qin Shuang's puzzled expression. She bent her lips and laughed, with tolerance, understanding and compromise to fate. He took his hand and put it on his stomach. Tongxinyi stroked his big hand. "That's it. We won't talk about those unhappy things any more. Don't think about anything. How about waiting for the baby to be born?" So it is. Qin Shuang understood, she no longer care about his love and hate, the condition is that he also don't mention remarriage. It's just muddling along. It's not the way to solve the problem. What about after the baby is born? He couldn't help but want to ask, but when he saw the gentle look in tongxinyi's eyes, he still held back. She doesn't care. What else does he say? Ask further, unless he has the consciousness to face the complete breakdown of their relationship After work, Tong Xinyi comes out, not like looking for Qin Shuang's car. Qin Shuang said that he couldn't put off a dinner tonight and could not come to pick her up, so she went straight to the bus stop. Didi, there's a horn behind him. When she looks back, it's Qin Shuang. She is puzzled to walk over, Qin Shuang has already met to come over, took her bag, opened the car door again. When she sat down, he trotted to the driver's seat. Tong Xinyi chased his figure past and felt that although he was careful in the past, he seemed to be more careful recently. When he sat down, she fastened her seat belt and asked, "can't you come? Is the dinner cancelled Qin Shuang started the car, just looked at her, "no, but I think I'd better take you back first."“ Why bother? You can go directly. I can do it by myself. " Tong Xinyi said, just feel the air suddenly very quiet. She raised her head and saw Qin Shuangding looking at her, "can't I pick you up?" He really hated the rejection of fear, a hear she refused his offer, he subconsciously feel afraid. Even worse after that night. Although his expression did not change, but tongxinyi still heard a bit of grievance, "I'm not, I'm not afraid of your trouble."“ I'm not afraid of trouble! What I'm afraid of is... "Seeing Tong Xinyi staring at him, Qin Shuang turns her head and lips are pursed. He was afraid that she would be rejected by her again. He was afraid that if he didn't see her for a moment, he would find that the building was empty when he went home.