Chapter 888

"You must have been very lonely at that time..."

She whispered, at that time, Tan Yihan needed company most, but she didn't know him at that time, and there was no channel to know him.

After all, their families are far apart.

"Fortunately, I'm too young to remember what I felt at that time." In fact, he has been forcing himself to forget, can only forget.

Because she was too young at that time, she would dream of her mother hanging herself every night, so she couldn't sleep all night.

Later, because of his elder brother's love affair, his insomnia became more and more serious.

Ye Miaomiao raised his head with tears in his beautiful eyes and asked, "did your insomnia begin at that time?"

In her impression, this man's insomnia seems to have lasted for many years, so thinking about it only then began.

Talk about Yihan silent, this time silence is tacit.

As soon as her heart was tight, she began to lose sleep when she was so young. She didn't sleep well for so many years. Can she stand it?

No wonder the outside world hears that he will die soon, so long time without sleep, of course, the body is overloaded.

"What would you do if you couldn't sleep at that time? Would a person be afraid?"

Talk about Yihan silent for a long time, began to recall his childhood, when he often hide in his room, who do not want to see, also do not want to talk.

There was even a time when he was slightly depressed. His grandfather asked a lot of psychologists to treat him, but it didn't help.

"Afraid?" He repeated the word in an interrogative tone, and then said with a smile, "I'm afraid. After all, it's too small. I saw it with my own eyes..."

Half of what he said, he didn't say any more. He looked at the distant sea. It was dark, just like his old world.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to mention it. You can forget it if you don't want to."

Ye Miaomiao also doesn't want to poke his sad things. After all, such a small child who witnessed his mother hanging himself will leave a lifelong shadow in his heart.

The man released her in his arms, took out a cigarette and put it between his lips. He lit it with a lighter. The red dot flashed out in the dark.

She could vaguely see the profile of the man's side face, and seemed to feel the depression of the man.

"There's nothing you can't say. Since you know about my mother, you should know that she committed suicide."

She nodded: "well... I know."

Talk about Yi Han pretends to be relaxed tone, like don't care about general, in fact how can't not care, so tragic memories.

"When I saw my mother commit suicide, I left some psychological shadows. At that time, she was too small to be lonely. I just had nightmares every night, so I couldn't sleep. When I fell asleep, I would dream of her. In my dream, she was crying all the time. I thought it was my fault that I didn't protect her. If I could be a little bigger at that time, maybe I would have some say, She won't be so miserable

He felt that he was too young to have power and voice, even if he didn't have the right to choose a cemetery after his mother died.

After hearing this, ye Miaomiao felt even more distressed. At that time, Tan Yihan was still a child of several years old. He should be very sad to bear such a heavy blow.

"It's not your fault, really. You don't have to blame yourself so much."

She always knew that Tan Yihan not only blamed himself for his mother's death, but also for his brother Muran's death, so he worked day and night. In fact, he felt that he was taking responsibility for his brother.

Tan Yi said with a smile: "that's what I said, but the reality is that my brother is dead, and I have to bear the responsibility of the whole family. My grandfather doesn't want to give the position of the person in power to other people, and I'm not qualified for it. So I have to keep working hard to make everyone welcome me to this position."

Ye Miaomiao looks at the tall figure of a man and suddenly finds that the higher the status, the greater the responsibility.

"Very tired."

"I'm a little tired, because if I can't sleep, I will be very grumpy. In fact, I used to be less grumpy. You don't have to be afraid of me. After my sleep returned to normal, I won't be so grumpy."

The man put out the cigarette end and threw it into the garbage can, as if explaining to her. It sounds sad for such a superior person to defend his temper.

Ye Miaomiao couldn't help laughing: "are you explaining to me why you have such a bad temper?"

She thought that Tan Yihan would retort immediately, but unexpectedly, she answered faintly: "eh..."

Ye Miaomiao's smile froze in the corner of his mouth, suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and tears fell down again.

"Why are you crying again? How do you like to cry these two days

When a man sees her crying, he is not happy. He doesn't like to see this little thing shed tears. It seems that he is incompetent and always makes his own woman shed tears.

"No, I thought you were miserable at that time... No one was with you. It was hard to be alone."

"It's good to have you with me now, Miaomiao..."

"Well?"

"Will you always be with me?"

Ye Miaomiao was stunned for a moment, and then showed a sweet smile: "of course, I will always accompany you, and we will get married and have a baby in the future. Our baby is very lovely and looks like you."

Tan Yihan took another step forward and looked down at her small face: "do you want to marry me?"

"Well, guess what."

"If you don't want to, how can you want to have a baby?"

Ye Miaomiao blushed and snorted, "what's the matter? Do you want me to give birth to someone else?"

The man put his arm around her waist and put her close to his body. His voice was overbearing and unreasonable: "you dare to have a baby with others."

"What will happen to you?"

"I can't help trying to kill you."

Tan Yihan doesn't look like a joke at the moment. He can't imagine this little thing with other men, and he has a firm idea in his mind that he must keep Ye Miaomiao by his side.

"Why are you so cruel? Are you willing to kill me? So who will accompany you to sleep? When you have insomnia, who will accompany you through the hard night? " She said with a smile.

The man stroked her long hair: "not willing, so you have to be obedient, you can only have a baby with me, understand?"

"Well, I see! It's a little cold. Let's go somewhere else. We don't want to stay here. "

"Where do you want to go?"

"Well... Go to the cinema!"