Duan Shuxian knows that her mother's family background is very ordinary. In her grandfather's family, she has been afraid to offend anyone. If she knows, she will be scared. "Dad, I promise you everything except to let me leave school!" Duan Shuxian sat up and said, "I promise you that I won't really associate with him. I just want to stay in school."
"It's better to leave than to let you see him and sink deeper." Duan Deming understood that his daughter would only suffer like this.
"I just want to see him, and I won't think of him any more! I just want to see him twice a week. " Duan Shuxian has only one requirement.
Duan Deming was soft hearted after all. He sighed, "OK! You may not leave, but you have to maintain a relationship with him, and you have to explicitly refuse him, so that he will stop the idea of associating with you. "
Duan Shuxian's heart in the hard pull pain, she bit her lip, nodded, "OK, I will."
"If you let me know you're closer, you'll go to your mother's shop and help him. You'll never see him again." Duan Deming reminded.
Duan Shuxian forced to endure tears, gently should be a, "good!"
"Come out to eat!" Duan Deming said to her.
"I can't eat now. I'll eat later." Duan Shuxian just wants to be quiet now.
Duan Deming didn't disturb her any more. He got up and pushed the door to leave. Duan Shuxian lay down on the bed and looked at the ceiling. Her tears slipped silently from both sides and disappeared into her hair.
There is only one persistent and strong thought in her mind. Let her see him more! Even if not together, let her accompany him to the end of his teaching that day!
That's all she needs! And with him, she couldn't think of it.
At this time, a message came from her mobile phone. Duan Shuxian immediately sat up. She reached for her mobile phone and looked at it. Her eyes were covered with tears. She suddenly widened a little. She looked at the door with a guilty heart.
It's a message from Xi Jingchen. She reaches for it.
"Have you eaten yet?" A simple question.
Duan Shuxian breathed. He sent the message she didn't dare to send just now.
Duan Shuxian immediately wanted to return to him. She stretched out her hand to type, but her heart was full of anxiety. Even though she would not be with him, why should she show her love for him?
Even if she really likes it, she has to keep a distance from him. She has to lock her heart and can't be attracted to him any more.
Duan Shuxian looks at the information, her heart is suffering from a kind of suffering, God knows how much she wants to return to him.
Duan Shuxian bit her lip and looked at his message. She could only bear it and forced down the impulse. Looking at his words, she was in a trance and honored.
As time goes by, Duan Shuxian refuses to give him a message. She thinks he won't send it back. She just wants to lie down for a while, because she suddenly feels very tired.
Cold, she put next to the mobile phone suddenly began to sing a song, Duan Shuxian startled, she picked up the phone to see the name of the call, she quickly hid in the quilt. She didn't dare to pick her up immediately, but she didn't want to be heard by her father outside. If he knew it was him, he would make a decision to let her leave school again. Duan Shuxian is lying in the quilt, and the bell rings so loud that she is in a panic
, and reaches out her hand to connect.
"Hello A low magnetic male voice sounded in the narrow quilt.
Duan Shuxian's heart was about to stop. Unexpectedly, when she got through, she said, "Hello!"
"Are you sleeping?" At that end, Xi Jingchen heard her voice strangely quiet and had a sense of ethereal.
"I Yes, I'm sleepy and sleeping. " Duan Shuxian pretends that she didn't reply to his information just now. In case he asks, she doesn't know how to answer. "No wonder you didn't return my message." Xi Jingchen gave a deep smile.
Duan Shuxian in his close ear laughter, there are a few seconds of thoughts blank, this man's everything is like a huge magnet, in attracting her, even through the phone to listen to his breathing, are so heartbeating.
At the end of the day, Duan Shuxian had a kind of fear and weakness in her heart. She really fell in love with him.
"Why do you sleep now? Am I disturbing you? " Xi Jingchen asked some apologetic questions.
"Well I woke up and didn't disturb me Duan Shuxian doesn't want him to feel guilty either.
"Your father seems to have a problem with me this afternoon! He should know who I am Xi Jingchen asked helplessly.
Duan Shuxian said, "no, no, my father has no opinion about you. He probably guesses your identity! But you can rest assured that he will never reveal it to anyone. "
Duan Shuxian is very aware of the current affairs to protect her father, but caused a burst of magnetic smile from the opposite, "what are you so afraid of doing? I'm not going to do anything to your father. "
Duan Shuxian didn't know how to answer immediately. She was really afraid just now.
"I haven't eaten yet. I want to eat!" Duan Shuxian is also afraid that her parents will come in at any time. She wants to end the call."It's eight o'clock. Why haven't you eaten yet? It's not good for you to go hungry like this. " The man at that end reproached me.
"I know, so I'm going to eat now. I'll hang up." Although Duan Shuxian was extremely reluctant, she did not dare to talk with him more.
"Well, go!" Xi Jingchen answered.
Duan Shuxian cut off the phone directly. She breathed a sigh and got out of the quilt. She couldn't eat either. It was as if she had just played a game. She was very tired.
At this time, her mobile phone information sound, she thought it was spam messages, picked up a look.
At this time, her heart, which had just calmed down, was pounding again. It was Xi Jingchen.
She stretched out her hand and opened the message. She saw a paragraph asking, "what's the matter for you to consider? When will you give me an answer? "
Duan Shuxian swallowed her saliva. Looking at these words, her heart was extremely bitter.
Can she still think about it? She has no room for consideration at all, because she can't be with him.
Too many factors are preventing them. First of all, my father won't agree. If Duan's house knows, what will my grandfather and uncle's family and cousin think of her?
Such a father is not a good man, of course, this is a reason, there is also a big psychological barrier between them.
Does she really have the ability to be his wife? At this point, she had no bottom in her heart, even she was afraid. She was not greedy for power, and she never thought she had such a noble identity.
She is not afraid to be with him, but afraid that her own shortcomings will lead to his future achievements and become a stumbling block in the future.
As long as you think about it, she may bring disaster to his life, so she dare not love him without scruple. Maybe he needs an excellent woman who is suitable for him and also for the president's wife.
Compared with his future, does her pain seem insignificant? And they've only known each other for less than three months! In such a short time, will he be lost for a while?
So calm to analyze all this, Duan Shuxian's heart is in pain, but the reality is like cold water.
Duan Shuxian only wants to maintain one thing, that is, during his teaching period, let her greedily accompany him, only look at him twice a week, even if it's just looking at him from a distance.
Duan Shuxian picked up her mobile phone, edited a message and went back, "sorry, I haven't thought about it yet!"
After returning, soon his information came.
"Well, don't worry. Take your time. I'll wait for you." Xi Jingchen's words are full of patience and tolerance.
Duan Shuxian looked at it with a feeling of shame.
Duan Shumin has been drunk in the bar until she calls one of her staff to pick her up and leave.
She did not go home, but went to the hotel, she is a very proud person, how can she let her family see her like this? She would rather spend time in a hotel.
Although Duan Shumin is drunk, she is very sober and lies on the bed. Her mind is still the scene she saw behind the bookshelf in the afternoon.
She has a strong sense of crisis, she thinks, in this matter, she will not find Xi Jingchen, she wants to find Duan Shuxian, she wants to let her know, the man she Duan Shumin likes, she can't rob, she can't rob. That's her man.