She thought, mother insomnia, arrhythmia, are all related to this matter.
So, after all, is it her who made the mother die? It was she who gave her mother a hope, but eventually led her to despair.
Caused physical damage, to use drugs to maintain sleep, long-term use, so that her heart can not bear, leading to sudden death.
"Ma I'm sorry, I'm sorry... " Duan Shumin wants to rush in. Duan Siye accompanies her to the rescue room to see her mother.
Duan Siye looks at his mother. His eyes are full of tears. He clenches his lips. At this moment, his heart is tight and he is in great pain.
Duan Deliang also came in, in this matter, his wife's death, as if there is a reason to find, but, as if this is an irresistible fate.
However, people have gone, and all causes and effects are scattered.
Knowing the news of song Meilan's death, Mr. Duan, regardless of his physical inconvenience, drives him to the hospital with Duan Shuxian.
At the moment, song Meilan has entered the morgue. Mr. Duan comes to see her for the last time.
Duan Shuxian also came in crying. Duan Shumin knelt down on the ground, facing the direction of song Meilan. Her head was very low, and there were tears on the ground.
Duan Siye is supporting his father. He had a good dinner, but he lost one person.
Everyone stayed in the hospital until early in the morning. Duan Shumin's grief and self blame made her faint. Duan Siye sent her to the nursing ward. Li Yu and Duan Shuxian came to take care of her.
No matter how sad Duan Deliang is, he can't let his wife stay there all the time at this time. Therefore, he needs to pick up his spirit to arrange for the future.
Duan Deliang must be old. His hair is half white overnight. But this matter still needs young Duan Siye to do. Even though he is in the same pain, this is the last thing he can do for his mother.
In the ward, Li Yu has to go out to take care of Mr. Duan. He is old and has stayed up all night. He is haggard and sad, but nothing can happen to him.
Ward, looking after the fainting Duan Shumin, only Duan Shuxian, at the moment, her heart is also full of remorse and guilt.
She thought of the last time in Duan's family, she thought, did that also aggravate the big aunt's illness?
Duan Shumin slowly woke up, she opened her eyes, crying swollen eyes, loose hair, pale face, her whole person has become particularly haggard.
She saw Duan Shuxian beside her, and her tears came down again.
Duan Shuxian took out the paper from the side and handed it to her, "brother Si Ye has already prepared for the great aunt."
Duan Shuxian was infected and her tears fell silently.
Duan Shumin covered her eyes. After a while, she suddenly murmured, "I killed my mother. I killed her. "
Duan Shuxian's tearful eyes looked at her in amazement. She didn't know why she said that. "If my desire is not so strong, if I am not in front of my mother and keep mentioning the future I want, she will not be nervous, will not be unable to sleep all night, and will not be eager to realize it for me all the time." At the moment, Duan Shumin has no one to talk to, and Duan Shuxian is the only one she can talk to.
"Sister min, don't blame yourself." Duan Shuxian choked and comforted. Duan Shumin shook his head. "I don't blame myself, but the fact is that I killed my mother. I know I can't marry Xi Jingchen at all. However, I created a belief for my mother that I can marry him, and let my mother be proud of me. She
went around to inquire about it. She asked those political officials and wives for opportunities to get close to him. She did too many things for me 。”
Duan Shuxian was stunned. Of course, she didn't know that in private, the eldest aunt was so interested in her cousin's affairs, and she ran to Xi Jingchen.
"It's my excessive efforts that hurt my mother. If I knew this earlier, I would cut off my mother's expectation and keep her from worrying about it all the time."
Now, Duan Shumin really regret it. She didn't expect that this kind of anxiety would make her mother lose her life.
She also hated why she had to leave her mother's room just now. If she accompanied her at the moment when her mother was ill, she would be able to save her mother. She had learned how to save her mother, and at least had a chance.
Duan Shuxian sighed, raised a pair of red and swollen eyes and said, "I'm sorry, it's also my fault. I shouldn't have stimulated my aunt that day."
Duan Shumin closed his eyes, "what's wrong with you? It's a fact that you love each other, and it's a fact that you're together. There's nothing hard to say. "
Duan Shuxian looks at her, and her heart is stunned. Sister min seems to have calmed down a lot.
Duan Shemin was thrown out of bed. She wanted to send her on her mother's last journey. She owed her and could only continue to be her daughter in her next life. At that time, she hoped to live like Duan Shuxian.
She will not kill her favorite mother because of her ambition.
Duan Shuxian accompanies her to come out, just when song Meilan is about to be transported to the cremation place, Duan Shuxian drives the car, takes her to follow the car.The Duan family, still unable to accept a living person, suddenly left.
Two hours later, Duan Siye comes out with song Meilan's ashes in his arms. His tall and straight figure seems to have taken away his strength. His steps are particularly heavy and his face is sad.
Duan Shumin came forward and said to her elder brother, "let me hold you!"
Duan Shuye hands it to her, Duan Shumin holds it in her arms, and her whole body sobs again.
They must first store it for three days, and then take care of other affairs before they can greet song Meilan's ashes and rest in peace.
Mr. Duan is also directly ill. Li Yu is taking care of him at home. Mr. Duan really can't figure out what his eldest daughter-in-law can't figure out. This will happen.
Duan Deliang's sudden loss of his wife almost made him lose confidence in his life.
Duan Shuxian returns to Duan's house. At this moment, everyone is immersed in sadness. She sits on a chair in the garden and imagines some of song Meilan's usual figures walking in the garden. Suddenly, her sadness becomes stronger.
Duan Shemin is standing on the top floor. Duan Siye is worried about her, so he is always with her.
"Big brother, I won't jump. I want my mother to watch me live with ease." Duan Shumin put his arm around him and felt cold.
Duan Siye stands beside her. He is usually happy and angry, but at the moment, his handsome face is covered with a strong sense of sadness.
No one can accept the sudden loss of a close relative, even if it is a normal state of life, aging and death, but no one can accept it normally.
Duan Shumin took a deep breath, "I can't forgive myself all my life."
"Don't blame yourself. It's not your fault."
"It's my fault." Duan Shumin took the blame.
Duan Siye is handling the affairs of song Meilan. When his relatives and friends suddenly learn the news, they all sigh about the impermanence of the world. Unexpectedly, the person they met a few days ago suddenly left.
The event will be held in three days.
Duan Shuxian is sitting in the garden. She is immersed in some memories. Suddenly, she hears the sound of a mobile phone. She picks it up and her heart is choked.
It's Xi Jingchen.
She was biting her red lips, and now she answered softly, "Hello!"
Her voice was full of tears.
"Shuxian, what's the matter with you?" That end Xi Jingchen's voice immediately concerns to ask, because she recognized her cry.
"I..." Duan Shuxian took a deep breath and said, "my great aunt suddenly left."
That end of Xi Jingchen immediately understand, "is your cousin's mother?"
"Well!" Duan Shuxian took a breath.
"When did it happen?"
"The night before yesterday, I left suddenly."
"All of a sudden." Xi Jingchen's voice is a bit more low.
"Are you back?"
"I'll be back tomorrow."
"Well, you should be safe on the way." Duan Shuxian didn't know what to talk with him for a moment.
At this moment, her mind was empty, as if she had lost part of her thinking. "I'll be back tomorrow, and I want to accompany you to her funeral." Xi Jingchen said.