Chapter 314

CEN Qinghe wanted to bite her lips and hold back her tears, but her lower lip had been bitten by her for a long time. As soon as she touched her teeth, she felt a pain in her heart. She couldn't hold it back, and her choking voice overflowed her throat. Later, she couldn't hold it back any more, so she simply stayed in his arms and choked.

She is not a weeping person. Xiao Rui has been with her for so long that he has never seen her cry five times. Listening to her crying in his arms, he felt so sore that his throat was tight and his eyes were red that he couldn't speak for a long time.

Holding his waist, she can clearly measure the width of his waist. Two months ago, he was not so thin, but now he is covered in a large hospital uniform, like the wind will run away.

Already choked can't, cen Qinghe or tremble voice said: "I'm very good, you don't have to worry about me... You good to yourself, don't let me feel guilty, you live well, I just feel at ease."

She couldn't see Xiao Rui's face, so she didn't know. At this time, on his pale and beautiful face, his eyes were red, and the bottom of his eyes were full of depressed pain and hopelessness. His lips opened lightly. He only said one word, "good."

After several years with her, the most he said to her seemed to be "good". No matter what she asked, he would give her a "good" in all kinds of tones.

He once said that in his life, love is given to her and people are given to her. As long as she wants what he has, he will give it all.

Now she doesn't want, don't want his love, also don't want his people, and he still gentle promise.

Let go, is his last tolerance to her.

What time brings is not only the pain of breaking up, but also the tacit understanding. Just as at this moment, they can guess what each other is thinking.

Xiao Rui knows that Cen Qinghe has no choice; CEN Qinghe also knows that as long as it is her decision, Xiao Ruiding will not be embarrassed.

One can not change the outcome of the doomed, two people can only bear the difficult process, only hope that the future time can cure all this.

Ding, the elevator door opens and shangshaocheng comes out. After walking several meters to the left, he almost reached the door of Cen's ward. He didn't see Cen Qinghe because she was held by Xiao Rui. No matter how thin he was, his height and body still covered her completely, which was more than enough.

Xiao Rui's back is to shangshao city again. Shangshao city doesn't pay attention at all. He just walks and suddenly hears a familiar name

"Don't cry, you know I can't see you cry. That day, detective Kong told me that he told you that I was hospitalized in a traffic accident. You cried on the phone and he was afraid. He wanted to take a taxi to find you. I said if I could get down to the ground, I would call him. Why did he tell you? Why do you cry“

Detective Kong's name is not strange to shangshao city. When he heard the sound, he looked up and saw the back of a man standing not far from the front, wearing a sick suit and with double crutches under his armpits. Two arms hugging him tightly appeared on the man's waist. The color of the sleeves... Shangshao city is familiar. He saw it this afternoon.

He couldn't see Cen Qinghe's face, but through the clothes and shoes, he was sure it was her.

Shangshao city seems to be knocked on the back of the head by something, and the whole person is confused. He heard Xiao Rui's words clearly just now.

Borehole exploration? Kongtian was on the seashore, while Cen Qinghe was on the seashore. Only that night did he suddenly sit on the seashore with red eyes. He thought that she was crying because of Yuan Yihan, but he didn't know that her tears never flowed for him.

Shangshaocheng is almost three meters away from Xiao Rui. He just looks at Cen Qinghe throwing himself into other men's arms. His hands are holding the man's waist tightly, hoping to embed him in his body. That strength, if not from the heart, no one can force.

At this moment, shangshao city is not only a slap in the face, but also has the illusion of being green headed. Because of the previous dream, he even more substituted the situation that she was his woman. Now he woke up... Ha, she showed him a naked truth.

This time, I really woke up.

Across this distance, he heard her repressed cry, as if he cried: "Xiao Rui..."

Xiao Rui... Xiao Rui?

This name is also familiar... Shang Shao city is in a daze, frantically searching in his mind.

At last, the light came to him, and he remembered where he had heard the name.

He took Cen Qinghe's mobile phone. In the middle of the night, a man who called himself Xiao Rui called and asked who he was.

CEN Qinghe couldn't hear Xiao Rui's name most. He almost mentioned that he had turned pale. Her ex boyfriend, she said, had broken up.

Shangshaocheng's beautiful face, because there are too many complex emotions at the bottom of his heart, became slightly ferocious. He almost rushed forward. He wanted to knock down the man holding Cen Qinghe, and then... What?

How does he face Cen Qinghe? Ask her why she lied, why she stepped on two boats, or... Why she lied to him?

She never said anything like that to him. All along, he was just wishful thinking. He was like a fool, complacent and complacent. Even because he could get closer to her, he was too happy to find the north.

He thinks that her tears are flowing for him, that her sudden emotion and abnormality are all caused by him

He had never been so shameful in his life. Shang Shaocheng was so angry and heartbroken that he had no sense at all. At this moment, he could not judge whether the resentment from the bottom of his heart was complaining about his ignorance or Cen Qinghe's ruthlessness. At a certain moment, he suddenly couldn't look down. He turned his head and strode back. His pace was so fast that he seemed to be running away.

"Xiao Rui, I'm still saying that when and where, as long as you have something to do, you can call me at any time, and I'll come back to help you."

Xiao Rui is very light should a, cen Qinghe slowly opened the distance between the two people, she can feel, he all kinds of don't give up, mouth said let go, but the hand is not willing to let go. So she has to break the knife.

Looking up at the red eyed Junyi man in front of her, she put out her hand to wipe her tears and said in a relaxed tone: "I'll go back to the night city this time. I don't know when I'll meet you next time. Take care of yourself. Don't be angry with yourself. And... If you meet a good girl, try to associate with her. You'll be familiar twice. Don't be a monk, In this way, if I meet people I like in the future, I don't dare to look for them any more. You also know that they are always looking for you, for fear that I will bully others. Don't drag me down and let me have a burden. "

Xiao Rui smell speech, slowly hook up the corner of the lip, she clearly see, in his smile at the same time, the tears in the eyes quickly accumulation full, like the next second will overflow.

Her hands hanging on the side of her body clenched into fists without any trace, and her nails poked into the soft flesh. She used almost self mutilation to fight against the impending pain at the bottom of her heart.

Xiao Rui didn't cry in the end. He just gave a gentle smile and said, "OK."

CEN Qinghe didn't dare to look at his face again. Instead, he stood on his side. He held his arm and said, "go, I'll take you back."

On the way, they were silent. They both walked to the end of the corridor. Then they saw Xiao Fangying turning out from the left, looking anxiously.

Side head saw Cen Qinghe holding Xiao Rui came, she subconsciously forward two steps, later reaction, and suddenly stopped in the same place, dare not move.

CEN Qinghe is still grieving for her predestined relationship with Xiao Rui for one second. The next second, she looks up at Xiao Fangying, her face changes secretly, and her heart is full of no regrets.

Every time she sees Xiao Fangying, she will think of the picture of Cen Haifeng carrying Xu Li's back to make peace with her. Such a relationship is like a poisonous thorn between her and Xiao Rui. Let alone a touch, as long as you look at it more, you can't poison all the viscera.

"Your mother is here. Let her help you back."

CEN Qinghe doesn't want to go further, and doesn't want to be close to Xiao Fangying.

Xiao Rui's mood is not all tangled, both of them are the people he loves, but now he really can't have both fish and bear's paw. Even if he is reluctant to give up Cen Qinghe, he can't really complain about Xiao Fangying. He can only swallow a lot of things.

Before leaving, cen Qinghe looked at Xiao Rui, "goodbye, take care."

I really don't know when I can see you again, or never see you again.

Both of them knew it, so they had red eyes and a smile.

"Go ahead, call me if you have something to do."

"Good."

CEN Qinghe gives Xiao Rui a big hand, turns around and leaves.

At the moment of turning her back, her facial features could not help wrinkling into a ball. She could imagine that her face must be very much like the steamed bun steamed in her milk.

But what can we do? She couldn't help it.

Xiao Rui didn't leave immediately. Instead, he stood in the same place and looked at her back. His eyes were so red that they seemed to be dripping blood. When she walked five meters away, his tears fell out.

When Xiao Fangying saw this, she was almost broken down.

It's her fault that causes Xiao Rui's pain at this moment. Cen Qinghe is right. It's retribution.

She wanted to say something to Xiao Rui, but she didn't dare to say anything. She was afraid that Xiao Rui would hate her as a mother when she knew the truth.

What she loves most in her life is Xiao Rui. She can die for him, but she can't accept that he really hates her.

CEN Qinghe hid in the bathroom. He cried enough, washed his face and calmed down. Then he went back to the ward.

Only Cen navy was on the vigil in the ward. Cen Qinghe asked, "second uncle, how can you be yourself?"

CEN Haijun said: "there is something wrong with your father's colleagues at home. Your mother went with her. Your second aunt said she had a headache. I asked her to sleep in the hotel first."

CEN Qinghe said: "second uncle, you can go back to the hotel and have a rest. I'll watch you here."

"No, I'm not tired either."

"I've been sleeping in the hotel all afternoon. It's not my mother's night watch tonight. I'll wait here for them to come back. Go back to sleep first."

Two people stubborn for a long time, finally Cen navy was also advised to go by her.

CEN Qinghe went to the inner room alone and found that the old man had fallen asleep. She retired quietly. Sitting on the sofa in the living room in a daze, she thought about a lot of things, but she couldn't say whether she was sad or empty. Suddenly she wanted to talk to someone, and Shang Shaocheng's face appeared in her mind. She wanted to call him, but when she touched her mobile phone, it was dead and she left it in the hotel.