Purple female actually did not sleep, she just sat in the room, she could not sleep, on the one hand tangled in their own feelings and identity, dare not reveal.
On the one hand, it's hard to hide the joy of seeing him come back.
Two kinds of feelings mixed together, bitter, hot, sour and sweet, all kinds of taste is not enough.
Before he was not in, all things to carry their own, a person to deal with, his share of emotion is very good buried in the heart.
But the other party suddenly came back. For such a long time, there was no one to rely on.
Under the influence of this kind of emotion, some of the emotions that were originally hidden wanted to be released.
But her reason told her that she shouldn't do it, she can only continue to suppress in the heart, very dull, very depressed.
"Who." Hearing the voice coming from the door, the purple girl took a deep breath, controlled her emotion, and asked in a deep voice.
"I don't know."
When she heard the voice coming from the door, she was almost out of control. Was she happy? Of course, the happiest.
Nothing could make her more happy than the concern of her sweetheart, but she knew that it was impossible for her and him. If she saw him at this time, it would only make both of them worry.
In this case, it's better to stop thinking from the beginning.
Purple female understand all this, so say, even if he all kinds of not give up, heartache, but still suppress the voice, "I have been sleeping."
She understood that if she said that, the other party could not come in and do something, and the other party would leave.
The other party must find that his behavior is abnormal when he observes carefully. He may come to find himself to comfort himself at this time.
But once they choose to accept, then I'm afraid the feelings in my heart can no longer be controlled.
So she directly choose to refuse, refuse, this is the best way.
Li Yi stood outside the door. At this time, he didn't know what to say. He could feel that the other side didn't want to show himself this side.
But want to choose the same as before, all things in the heart.
"Zilan, this is the first time I call your name. If I can, I hope I can call you that in the future. There's something you can tell me. Can I make you believe it? "
Purple girl's original name is Zilan, but few people know her name. Only those closest to her will call her that way.
Although Li Yi once knew it by chance, it was the first time that he used such a close name.
"Of course you're the one who makes me believe the most." Purple girl yelled in her heart, but she didn't have the courage to say it.
She found that the emotions in her heart were like waves, pounding against the dam of reason.
The slightest carelessness will lead to some emotional leakage.
Li Yi waited outside for a while and found that there was no sound coming from inside.
But he could tell that purple girl was sitting awake on the table.
Why does the other party refuse to speak? Or what else happened during the time when I left?
Li Yi is very curious and strange. Since he helped purple girl to rescue many brothel women who used to be Purple Orchid Pavilion, the other side believed him quite a lot, and had reached the point of saying nothing.
Li Yi can realize that the other party believes in himself very much, and is even willing to sacrifice his life for himself.
What's wrong with her silence?
Thinking of this, he knocked on the door again. "I'm in."
At the end of the speech, she pushed the door into the room. Purple girl was sitting on the table at this time. She was thinking about what he said. She just wanted to stop him, but she found that he had already entered the door.
At that time, she suddenly stood up, faltered back, did not know what to say.
If he didn't come in before, then everything is fine, but now he comes in, she finds that she can't control her feelings.
Li Yi is still a gentle and calm smile, but for purple girl, that smile is like a deadly poison, leading her to the abyss of crime.
She couldn't control herself completely, and even wanted to do it according to the mood in her heart.
Li Yi step by step close to her, purple female panic, some of the pace of retreat also gradually stopped.
With the distance between the two people getting closer, she used to take a slight step and hold him in her arms.
Hold her, hold her tightly, purple female heart seems to be stable.
In this way, I have thought about it in my mind and imagined it countless times. This time, it has really come true.
She put her head on Li Yi's chest and rubbed it like a small animal.
This is what I have seen before. Before, yanlingji had done this many times in front of her.
Every time, she had fantasized about how good that person would be if she were herself, and now it has really come true.
For a moment, I don't know why the tears flow out of her eyes, and more and more, I can't control them.
She cried, put in the heart of the grievance, joy of emotion, this period of time has been Yixing tune every minute every second like treading on thin ice of depression.
Cry these all out, lean on his shoulder to cry hard, hold him to also have a rely on.
Li Yi looked at him, though he didn't understand why he was hugged.
He knew that at this time, any language of comfort is pale, he gently patted his back.
Whispered in his ear, comforting her.
As time goes by, purple girl's uncontrollable emotions are gradually pulled back. At this time, he seems to have some regrets, but also seems to have no turning back.
She couldn't figure out what was going on in her heart.
Her original sobbing voice gradually stopped, eyes red, Li Yi also gradually stopped for her comfort.
But he did not continue to do anything, since purple female want to hold, then let her hold it.
This period of time also suffered her, crying out naturally is the best.
Purple female looking at him, looking at each other's close face, she did not want to let go, but she felt that she had to let go.
Yes, Li Yi's has brought new ideas to the people of this era. The idea is that everyone is equal.
There has never been a nobleman with the same status.
But this kind of thing is not so easy to break, not to mention from Xia, Shang and Zhou dynasties thousands of years of class culture.
In the new political system he has reestablished, class still exists.
They preach that everyone is equal, but they have to admit that class still exists.
Purple female understand all this, the prejudice in the heart is a mountain.
Li Yi may not care about his identity, but others will.
He is the master of zilanxuan. Few people know about it, but many people also know about it.
It's impossible to be with him, let alone someone else.
Purple female understand, if Li Yi want to marry a brothel woman, don't say others will oppose.
The gap between two people is too big, I want to love but can't love.