Chapter 360

"Silly girl" I lent my chest to Ziyuan, because I know that she cried and stroked her head, and I was more angry, but the anger to the asters has disappeared, the rest is only heartache and pity, "you are right, wrong is me, I'm sorry, Xiaozi, these five years, I've always forced myself to forget you, I don't know whether your life is good or bad, I don't know "How much pain have you suffered and how many sins have you suffered"

the asters held my waist tightly and shook my head against my chest, "don't say it! Xiaonan, please don't say it

"No, I'll say," how can I not say it after five years of holding back? What happened last night, how can I not say? "I've been wrong for five years, but I won't be wrong again. I will take care of you, care about you, and I will bear all the hard work you have undertaken"

"no need!" The asters pushed me away, pretty face is pear blossom with rain, "what I undertake is not what you can bear at all! Xiaonan, you can't be so cunning! I don't want your pity, I don't want your sympathy! So, don't give me a reason to forgive you! I don't want to hear your explanation! If there is no resentment for the past five years, I can't forgive myself for what I was last night, and I would have no face to live any more! "

"I can't afford it now. I've worked hard for five years, ten years and twenty years! I'll have a day to bear it! That's my responsibility! I am not for you, but for myself, so don't talk about sympathy or pity! " Savage and absurd has the final say, "I fear that she will leave again without Frence leave." I have this hunch. "You don't need to forgive me, because I committed an unforgivable mistake, and I don't want to say that I have no face to live. Do you have that face? It's up to me to say that I don't blame you. You are no longer alone. Because, since last night, you have been a My woman, and I, you man, you live for me now

Ziyuan didn't struggle any more. She let me hold her arms quietly, then gently put her arms around my waist and sobbed in a low voice: "Xiaonan, you are really too male chauvinism, like a child"

"childish?" I said with a faint smile: "it doesn't matter, this is my faith, the way I live."

"Can I really rely on you?" "What can I do with Miss Cheng? What about Mr. Mo? What about officer Dong? "

I didn't know that a man is such a simple animal. I didn't think so much when playing handsome. In front of the responsibility that we should bear, we would not consider that there is a conflict between this responsibility and a certain responsibility that has already been shouldered. Even if I thought of it, we would only say to ourselves: first, we should carry it on ourselves. Then, who let this responsibility conflict with that responsibility What kind of responsibility should you take?

"you didn't think about it, did you Ziyuan knows me too well. She grabs the hand in my waist and uses her strength to pinch my burning pain. I don't say anything, because I know that she is venting her grievances and feelings in her heart. "Xiaonan, I hate your gentleness. Since childhood, you have been a flower ghost, and now it is getting worse. Obviously, she wants me to be a senior four, but she says that she is so emotional and moves me If I really depend on you, what should you do? "

I didn't answer because I didn't know the answer. Some things were destined to go step by step, "did I have a heart since I was a child? No, I remember that until you went abroad, I had never been close to other girls "

" why not? " Astragalus looked at my puzzled eyes, full of ambiguous smile, "there is a little girl who sticks to you more than me. You and she are closer than me. We are always jealous for this."

Chuyuan?!

If it was in the past, I would have laughed it off as a joke. But when I thought of what Dongfang said in the morning, I was so shocked that I didn't know how to control my expression. Fortunately, Ziyuan didn't pay attention to my face, and slowly withdrew from my arms and said in a soft voice, "Xiaonan, I said that I've been waiting for your reply for five years, but now I won't embarrass you. I can't tell you a lot of things, but you must be right about one thing - someone wants you to be responsible for me "

" but you won't tell me who that person is, right? "

Ziyuan nodded, "now you are too weak, you don't have the capital to fight with that person, so I beg you, don't go to Mohist school, don't try to dig out that person, otherwise, you are absolutely yourself, in that person's view, you are just a tiny existence, his purpose has been achieved, I think, he has no interest in you again It's a waste of time "

" is his purpose to see me abandon you or take responsibility for it? "

Ziyuan looked at me in amazement, "he just wants to see a result, which is not important. Xiaonan, you are very smart, but you should not be so smart, otherwise it will only arouse his interest in continuing to deal with you!"

If my idea is true, it does not really matter to the person who makes the final choice. The important thing is that the two results are acceptable to him. I laughed and grew so big that I felt this for the first time - I was extremely angry, but I was proud to smile at the person who calculated me and me!

I used to keep a low profile for the first time and refused to give up, not because of the person I, calculated me, but because he and I, in order to calculate me, used the asters, hurt the asters! That bastard should regard the astragalus as a chess piece, which is the most unacceptable to me!"My father always said, endure the wind and waves for a while, take a step back, the sea and the sky, I have endured, but I have not retreated, because my father also said that people can live ordinary, live low-key, but can not live without backbone!" I wiped off the tears on the face of the aster and said, "I will tell that person with my actions that he is wrong. It doesn't matter if you don't tell me who he is. I will dig him out by myself."

"Don't be silly, will you? He's not an ordinary person. What do you use to fight him? "

The more afraid the Astragalus, the more vigorous my fighting spirit, word by word: "man's backbone!"

"Can you eat your backbone? Can backbone be used as money?! I didn't understand before, but now I understand better than you. In the past five years, I have experienced too much and seen through too much too much. Xiaonan, the world is unfair. We are living, not fighting. It's useless to have backbone. In front of the reality of embarrassment, backbone is really too childish and insignificant, "Ziyuan tearfully held my hand and laughed "Xiao Nan, I don't need you to be responsible for me. No matter how you look at me now, you must have liked me before, right? You don't hate me, do you? I gave my first time to you. We just had one more memory, but we didn't lose anything, did we? "

"You lost it! Not only the body, but also the dignity of living! "

Astragalus stupefied, then, she cried again, "I don't need you to be angry for me! You have always been like this, your own things can be tolerated, but the people around you have been wronged, but you can't bear it once. Why can't you be cheated by me once?! Xiaonan, I beg you. If you really do it for my good, will you bear this time for me? "

"No, little purple, man, some things can't be tolerated."

"I'm not worth it! Xiaonan, I beg you, don't be silly, OK? The body is what I voluntarily give you. I lost my reserve and dignity. It has nothing to do with that person. You can't get anything if you fight with him! "

"Voluntary?"

"Yes, I volunteered!" "It's a fair exchange of interests. I did those things to you according to their requirements, and then they gave me what I wanted, but I still made money, because I never felt that sleeping with you was a practice of myself!"

I don't know if I should believe in asters, but that's obviously not the most important thing, "what's next? In order not to destroy the feelings between me and tassel, you will leave again and disappear from my eyes, right? "

The expression of Astragalus told me that I was right. At the same time, I also knew that my impulse could no longer be contained. I turned to the door, and the asters suddenly hugged my waist from behind, "don't go! I won't go, I promise you, I won't go

I slowly turned around, stroked the little face of Ziyuan, and gently said, "do you think I will believe it? Xiaozi, you are too kind, you can't cheat me "

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