Chapter 655

"Life is like this. Some things seem to be out of reach. In fact, some things can be touched by hand, but they are so far away," Murphy said quietly. "Power and wealth belong to the former, I am the winner, and family and love belong to the latter. I am a loser. As a winner, I don't feel happy at all, but as a failure But I can clearly feel lonely, fear, and even despair, I can not afford to lose, not because I am proud, but I am not strong enough, I am weak, weak, cowardly, I am afraid that others can see through the real me is so hopeless, but I can't help tearing the disguise in front of you, so I am not convinced and unwilling to lose! I've never been so honest with a person. Why can't you be more honest with me? As a woman, what's worse than Cheng tassel? I think about it, the only place to lose to her is her height, but what's the use of a woman so tall? Can only make you short? "

I have to admit, Murphy was very subtle hit by

"she and I have not yet won, but you announced the result unfairly. You only admit that she does not recognize me, because you have made a commitment to her first, so you refuse to give me a chance, so you let me taste the taste of failure all my life? I am wronged

I know you are wronged, but

"love is not a lifelong commitment, nor is it a game of winning or losing," I said with a wry smile: "love is to value and cherish each other, tassel will not feel that she is a loser or winner, because she has no such things in her heart. This is the biggest difference between her and you. She will not feel aggrieved, she will only feel sad and commit Not only to her, but also to myself. To break a promise is to lie to her and myself, which is the most cruel injury "

" you don't have the heart to hurt her, so you hurt me? "

I didn't like Murphy's questioning attitude. With a serious expression, I said, "this is the only thing I feel lucky about - I have no commitment to you."

Debt and guilt are two different things. Frankly speaking, I don't feel that I owe Murphy any debt. The so-called guilt is because I like her but I don't admit it. I refuse her who is willing to open her heart, finally decide to be strong and brave enough to tell me. This is equivalent to stabbing another knife in her wound. So I stayed in Fengchang and tried my best to deal with Zhang Jia I want to do something to make up for her, but more importantly, I hope that the woman I like can have a better future.

I have not hurt her, at least not now, all I do now is because I value her and cherish her, because I can't put her down in my heart! hurt? This is not only a denial of her special position in my heart, but also a satire to me!

Murphy was stunned and looked at me without expression. The deep and beautiful big eyes behind the lens seemed to pierce my heart, which made me a little flustered. For a long time, she suddenly burst into laughter and was so proud. "That's why you dare not admit that you like me, because you think that to admit is to give me a promise. If you give me a promise, you must cherish it I value me, so you just don't like me, don't you? "

I finally found out that I hate smart women.

"just like Cheng Liusu said," Chu Nan, your understanding of the word "responsibility" is antique. However, "Murphy came to me, stretched out her hand to help me tighten my tie. She said shyly with a smile:" I like it. I like your male chauvinism, which proves that I have a great chance isn't it? I just have to force you to give me a promise. "

Being brought into Murphy's rhythm, I was a little flustered and forgot to deny my understanding of responsibility. "I won't give you any commitment." And then I realized, isn't that like admitting that I like her?

"You will, because there is only one Murphy in the world, and there is only one Murphy in the world. There is only one Chunan in the eyes of Murphy. Because she can't leave him, she can't see anyone in her eyes, including Cheng tassel's hateful fox," the woman pulled my tie, and at the same time stood on tiptoe, touching my earlobe with her soft lips, and said softly in an extremely seductive voice He said: "as long as you say you love me, I will promise you and turn a blind eye to the relationship between you and Cheng Fox"

I am not moved because I feel that Murphy is insulting herself. A man like me is not worthy of her love. Perhaps, she is simply dependent. She just does not have the courage to face all people with her true self, so she thinks I am so important

I dare not think down, "stop playing and keep talking about business"

"I mean business! Do you think I'm kidding? " Murphy took a bite in my ear, then glared at me and said, "I know what you're thinking, but I tell you, it's not what you think! Do you think it's easy for me to say these words? I also thought about it for a long time and struggled for a long time, including now, I am also very contradictory! I say it not to you, but to force myself to make up my mind, to restrain myself, because I, like you, am also a person who will not make a commitment easily! "

"Why deceive yourself"

"I didn't deceive myself! I have no other way, I can't leave you, but you don't want to leave Cheng tassel. If I force you to leave her, you will leave me! For me, there is no justice at all. Either I am wronged to be with you, or I will make you and Cheng Tasu happy. How can I choose? How can I choose? Why do I have only two choices? Because it's always you who deceive yourself! You obviously like me, but you won't admit it. You won't give up Cheng tassel for me Murphy interrupted me excitedly. She seemed to have accumulated a lot of grievances. She seemed to be releasing. She roared angrily: "you said that emotion is not a game. I agree, but I don't agree. You say that because you have no competitors, but I have! Cheng tassel, too! Your calm and calm is the result of our two women fighting against each other, is a hateful sense of superiority! If there is no threat of Cheng tassel, without me, I will create a competitor for you to make you nervous and please me. Then you will know what the competition is like. At that time, you will know how much you cherish me and how much you want to prove it to me! Do you believe it or not? "I have no words to say, because I believe in Mo Yizhi. When I invested in Hengxiang group, Murphy and I went to Shangri La Hotel to criticize him. Murphy didn't come to work the next day because his eyes were swollen. At that time, I only heard Song Jia say that Murphy went out with a man. I didn't know that the man was mo Yizhi. The result was right Yu Murphy stayed in the hotel for a night, full of suspicion and resentment. Until he understood the reason, his heart was like being pulled into strips and buttons. I would be jealous, I have no doubt.

"If you don't believe it, go outside and look for Song Jia. This morning, she received a pile of flowers for me. Each bunch of flowers was inserted with cards. You can go and see the lines written on those cards. After reading them, you can just say that you are not angry and jealous. I will never pester you in the future. I will go out with those men who are more handsome and richer than you, and become a rich and young grandmother Man coax a lifetime, and humble coax man a lifetime, which kind of life is more moistening? Don't I know? Which one of the men chasing me is not handsome and unrestrained, who lives in a villa with a famous car? But I fell in love with you, who took my salary to pay the rent. I didn't even have a bicycle. I was not handsome. I didn't have any self-improvement. I only had a bad heart! Have you ever seen such a stupid little girl like me? " Murphy's eyes were red, with a cry: "but I'm cheap, I don't want to be coaxed all my life, I just want to coax you all my life, because only in front of you I am myself, I don't need to disguise myself hard, I like you, I just don't want to deceive myself, I'd rather be wronged, I don't want you to praise my greatness, but I don't want you to despise me!"

I should say, am I wrong or am I wrong? I'm a little confused, but I agree with Murphy's words - you are really stupid, stupid and cute, so stupid that I can't help but want to hold you in my arms and confess to you

"I tell you, Cheng Liusu must have thought so in his heart. Without me, she would have made you a love enemy. Don't think she is a kind of fuel-saving lamp." Murphy wiped a tear that was about to fall "No woman doesn't want to test her weight in the heart of a man he likes. No woman doesn't like to see a man jealous. So you say she is simple and I believe it, but you say she is simpler than me and I don't believe it! She's better than me, but she's also meaner than me

Tassels mean? I don't like it. "How mean is she?"

"She is mean!" In fact, I don't have a straight face, but Murphy's aggrieved expression tells me that I seem, seem, probably, and really have a stiff face. "It's clearly that I was bullied by her, but as soon as I say that she is mean, you can immediately show me her face, which is the proof of her meanness! Why do you always look at her instead of me? "

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