Chapter 706

This seems to be contradictory feelings, but also seems to be intertwined feelings, I do not know how to answer Shu Tong.

"It's hard to answer, is it?" Shu Tong nodded his head rationally and said, "you are not growing up together. When you become family members, you all know that you have no blood relationship. When you know each other, it is the relationship between strangers and strangers. This estrangement that has not been valued by you has accompanied your growth. It is not something that is hard to understand ”

"can you understand?" I was a little surprised, because Shu Tong was more calm than I thought.

"No similar experience doesn't mean you can't understand such an experience," Shutong said, feeling that he was looked down upon. He puffed up his cheeks and said, "don't always look down on me. I'm also a teacher. I don't necessarily know more than you, but I don't know less than you. What's more, you, a man, are not as familiar with girl's mind as I do Psychological age is generally precocious than boys, if fate in accepting you, is to you as the object of vision rather than brother, then today's results, what is difficult to understand? When a girl's psychological and physiological development is sound, and her love affair begins to open, is there anything difficult to understand for the object she is looking forward to exposing this aspect of emotional tendency? "

"Are you mistaken?" My friend couldn't cry or laugh and said, "when Yuan Yuan and I became family, she was only six years old. A six-year-old girl knew what to like? Like a 13-year-old boy? In any case, she is too precocious "

" what I mean is vision, not like, but that kind of vision will eventually transform into the possibility of liking, what's more, the object of her vision has always existed in her life, never disappeared, and in the process, there has never been anyone who she thinks is better than you. Of course, this is due to the nature of fate There is a very direct relationship. She is very introverted and even a little autistic. She doesn't want to contact people. Her world is very small, and there are very few people. So don't get me wrong. I don't mean to praise you as excellent. I mean, there are too many excellent people than you, but I have never been contacted by fate. "

What's my mood? Shu Tong is still interested in teasing me. She is very abnormal today. Is she taking care of my feelings or taking the wrong medicine in the morning?

"even so, it's not realistic to have a dream object at the age of six. What do you know about that little child?

" because she is a six-year-old child, she is wary of you I won't accept you easily. Think about it. If she regarded you as a relative from the beginning, how much more could she like you today? " Shu Tong sighed: "the six-year-old child has already had the understanding of the bad situation, the judgment of right and wrong, the ability of thinking and emotional experience, and the consciousness and instinct of self-protection. When she adapts to and releases her vigilance to you, she may be eight, nine, or even eleven or twelve years old. I ask you, you How old was your first love? It's OK to change the method of asking. When you were in your teens, you didn't have a girl you cared about? For example, don't tell me that you didn't care about her at that time

My friend's face was hot again. When I began to care about the asters, it seemed that I was not ten years old. Shu Tong's words had some truth

however, when Chu Yuan fell in love with me was not the key to the problem. The key is how to face this problem now

"do you think Yuanyuan is a psychological disease?" "I'm not a psychologist, and I can't make a conclusion. Moreover, I haven't asked Yuanyuan for evidence. She still doesn't know that I've taken this book." Shu Tong laughed at himself: "I'll tell you the truth. After reading the contents of this book, I'll learn from it School ran out, but I don't know why I want to run out, probably because I feel like a thief, steal other people's secrets, my time as a teacher is too short, has never encountered such a thing, what's more, it not only involved my students, but also involved my cousin ah, because I was at a loss, just called you, and you contradicted When I got up, I realized that I was too excited and had too many subjective emotions in it, so I forced myself to calm down - I asked you to come, not to quarrel with you, but to communicate with you and discuss with you, how to face the fate problem. I said that I had something important to give back to you. Here, this is the dress. In fact, I went to the dry cleaner to get it back after I hung up the phone Come on, ha ha, I've been busy these days. I've forgotten this dress. If I didn't have the phone call just now, I'm afraid I can't remember it. I'm just using this topic to force myself to calm down, and I don't need my subjective emotions to create pressure on you. "

In this way, what life is at stake, what must I see at noon, or you will be found by tassels when you take your clothes home, all of which will deceive people? I froze, and then smile bitterly, isn't it? Shu Tong is not stupid. He doesn't dare to take the clothes home. He throws them in the dry cleaner's shop and takes them out to me tomorrow. Even if they have been taken out, it's not the same to put them in the office? It's not that you have to take it home.

"what do you think Shu Tong showed that he was willing to help Chu Yuan and me from an outsider and from an objective standpoint. My heart was much more stable. In fact, I was very clear that this kind of relief was only because I longed for someone to share and bear the heavy secret hidden in my heart. "Do you think the relationship between our brothers and sisters is very abnormal?""It depends on whether you are normal or not," Shutong said, shaking the ice in the paper cup. "Even if there is no blood relationship, you are legally recognized brothers and sisters, which is doomed to be supervised by the eyes of secular morality and bound by the shackles of ethics. Now this feeling of fate to you is certainly abnormal. As a woman, I can understand, but no matter what you do Teacher, as Su Su's cousin, or as your friend, I can't accept that such feelings happen between you, so what I want to know most is whether you have such feelings for fate! "

I couldn't help but pick up Chu Yuan's novel again, and looked at it absentmindedly. Then I raised my eyes and asked Shu Tong, "what do you think?"

Shutong a Leng, some avoid my eyes, "should be you answer me, why change] new fastest w ask me?"

I was silent for a moment and said honestly, "you have asked this question just now, but I can't answer it, but you say you understand it. Now you ask again. Looking forward to my answer can only prove that you have the answer in your heart? I want to know your answer "

Shu Tong was silent for a long time, then murmured:" I have no answer, the answer is in your heart "

the answer in my heart is greed - whether my sister or taboo emotion, I want to keep it in my heart, never change it, just have it forever. I know it's wrong, so I hope Someone put my heart out of my mind and put an end to such greed.

However, Shu Tong connived at me and refused to tell my secret

I summoned up my courage and went to look for "self destruction" again. "So I say hello. As a person, after reading this novel, do you think Murong's brother really likes Murong

"Like it!" Shu Tong did not hesitate, because this was the answer in her heart.

"But if Murong's brother likes Murong, how can he explain that he told Murong that he already has a girlfriend?"

"So I'm far less interested in the story before this than in the story after it," Shu Tong's eyes changed sharply. "Murong's brother is indeed a good man, gentle, considerate, occasionally strong, very overbearing. He has many advantages that men don't have. He protects all the people around him in his own way, and he tries not to hurt everyone around him But because of this, many people around him are used to relying on him, trusting him, and actively approaching him, and he is obviously an affectionate man who does not know how to refuse others. He is sure that he likes Murong. He confesses to his sister that he has a girlfriend, perhaps because he really realizes his sister's abnormal feelings for himself, and his sister obviously can't Accept this reality, what will she do next? Will you completely confess your feelings to her brother? If she confessed, what would her brother, who did not know how to say no, and her brother who was reluctant to hurt anyone? He knows that his sister's love is so hard, so tired, in order to suffer so much injustice, can he still bear to refuse? In particular, after cohabitation, mutual understanding and dependence have made them used to having each other's life. Can he convince himself to give up? If he refused, what would his sister do? If he doesn't refuse, what about his girlfriend? This novel is not finished, and none of us know how it will develop, but we are all curious about it, aren't we? "

"Yes," I stroked the blank after the last page of the novel, "this novel should not end in such a place, I have to help her continue to write it"

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