Chapter 715

Do you know you don't have the courage to face it? Just choose to escape at this time? Girl, don't you think it's too late? Since you are afraid of admitting, don't show me the attitude you resolutely want to face! Now try to escape, will only let you and my brother and sister hypocritical smile to each other all their life, that's not the thing you hate the most?!

Chu Yuan's denial, on the contrary, stimulated me and made me firm my determination to face it. I followed her closely and asked, "is it? It doesn't matter to me. Why do I feel like I'm reading a diary? Why is the protagonist called Murong Yuanyuan, and why is Murong Yuanyuan's friend called poor, called Xiao Bo? Why does Murong Yuanyuan live with a police flower sister? What is her brother as like as two peas brother?

"Because fiction comes from life!" Chu Yuan interrupted me, but she didn't look back. Instead, she walked faster. She yelled: "I just draw material from life and create it into a fictional story. What's the matter? Is it because Murong fate is a pervert who likes her brother, I have to be a pervert just like her? "

"I didn't say you were a pervert!"

"Then why do you say I like you?"

"Did I say you like me?"

Chu Yuan's step, this just reflected, I haven't said anything yet, she didn't fight against herself,

"you are an asshole!" Chu Yuan, like a crazy calf, turned around and put her head on my stomach. I didn't expect that this soft girl would have such explosive power. Unexpectedly, she knocked her potential to the top of her head. She took two steps and sat down on the ground.

There was a white flash in the sky, two thunders rolled through the clouds, and a few chills fell on my astonished stiff face. I was stunned -- the thin raindrops fell from the sky, and had not wet my bangs, but had already flowed on Chu Yuan's face

the smelly girl cried!

Why is she crying?

Without waiting for me to ask questions, Chu Yuan ran back to his side.

"Margin!" I am busy to get up, three or five steps to catch up with her, "you wait, brother has something to say to you!"

"I don't listen!" Chu Yuan shook off my hand, wiped her tears, and ran faster, "what you said must be what I don't want to hear! Because you're a jerk! You don't know anything! "

"I haven't said it yet. How do you know it's something you don't want to hear?" I directly pulled her back neck and pulled her into my arms. Before she could run away, I put her arms around her from the back. With a little force, I lifted the boneless girl away from the ground and let her kick her legs to try to step on my feet.

The smelly girl couldn't get rid of it. She cried like crazy, "it's definitely not what I want to hear. You don't know what I want to hear!"

"What do you want to hear? Tell me what you want to hear Chu Yuan's excitement made me lose calm, or in other words, it made me flustered. I didn't know what I should do. I could only yell like her. It seems that only such hysteria can prevent the timid self from collapsing completely.

Maybe it was the same expression that made Chu Yuan realize that we were actually the same nervous and uneasy, or she was just as usual, afraid that I would get angry, so she stopped making trouble. She turned her head and looked back with my eyes. Her red face full of tears and nose turned back quickly, relaxed her shoulders and twisted her body.

I let her go, but she grabbed my hand, lowered her head and whispered, "I know what you want to say and what you want to ask. I have only one request. If you agree, I will answer everything. If you don't promise, we will forget what happened today, and no one will mention it again."

The drizzle began to become a little tight. The cold raindrops slipped into my neck, which made me shiver. I hope this is the reason why Chu Yuan shivered. I held her soft hand, then raised my other hand, scraped off a raindrop hanging from her hair with my index finger, and said with a bitter smile, "can I forget what happened?"

"Then pretend to forget!"

"Pretend to forget?" My sister, do you know what we need to pretend to forget? If we don't face this problem, can we be frank with each other in the future? We all know each other's heart has a pimple, and will be tortured by this pimple all his life, "do you think, that kind of getting along, will make us feel relaxed?"

"I've never been relaxed!" Chu Yuan's answer surprised me, and made me speechless, "pretend to forget, even if we get along with each other in a hypocritical way, we can at least maintain the relationship in the past, right? Anyway, you've never been honest with me, and I've never been honest with you. Since five years ago, you've been used to keeping secrets in your heart, and then no matter whether you're happy or not, you'll tolerate me and pretend to love me! Is it difficult for you? It's just as usual, isn't it? I'm used to it. I'll continue to get used to it. I won't want to change anything naive again. "

the voice of Chu Yuan is getting smaller and smaller. At the end, it's almost inaudible. The bitterness in the voice is getting heavier and heavier, falling in my heart, and I have a kind of unspeakable suffocation - from small to large, especially in the past five years The desire of the heart is not aware of, is the most self reproach thing in my life, and there is no way to make up for the damage to her, destined to become the pain of my lifeYes, I'm used to it. I'm more used to fake smile than she is, but let me go on like that? Impossible, this not strong girl's body, has been cut full of scars by me, my hypocritical smile has been such a cruel knife, her hypocritical smile will not kill her own?

We always stand in the middle of such a crossroad, wandering left or right. This is the so-called life. Yes, life is a continuous multiple-choice question, and the answer is only a and B, only right and wrong, not complex, but also not simple.

Now, I stand at such an intersection, but for me, at this time, the multiple-choice question is not complicated. I have no need to hesitate, because there is a road that will make my sister black and blue, so it must be wrong. I don't need to know what is on the other road and where the end of the other road is. I just need to step on it, which is enough.

"What is your request?"

Chu Yuan seemed to have known for a long time what I would choose. Without any surprise, she slowly turned around. In her big black and white eyes, there was no tears flashing. The dark eyes were no longer cunning and smart, but as always, she was stubborn and willful. Her left hand held my right hand, guiding me to shoulder level position, and then opened her palm to indicate Like her, I pressed the palm against the palm, and I did as she did. The big and the small palms were pressed together, and the smelly girl's fingers went through my fingers. For example, she grasped my hand more forcefully.

I was puzzled and embarrassed. I didn't know what she meant. Seeing my hand still unfolded, she frowned, as wronged, as disappointed, as threatening, staring at her lips. I was stunned. I quickly followed suit, curled up five fingers and wrapped her little hand in the palm. At the same time, I couldn't help asking, "hand in hand, why do you have to hold hands like this?"

Hand in hand and ten fingers clasped hand in hand, for some rotten bones of me, there is still a big difference, which is not like brother and sister ah? More like a couple in love who are lingering and unwilling to separate?

"This is more firm, even if one of them gives up, the other can hold on to him (her)"

before I understood the meaning of this, I saw Chu Yuan point my right index finger on my heart, gently opened her lips, and said word by word: "I want you to promise me, no matter how you look at me in the future, no matter how you think I am to you I can't help it. Don't let go of my hand, and don't let me let go of your hand. "

I seem to understand, as if I don't understand at all - if I don't let her go of her hand, I understand, but don't let her let go of my hand. How can I understand this? Doesn't it sound contradictory?

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