Chapter 757

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"Xiaonan, are you afraid that I will leave without saying goodbye like I did five years ago?"

My whole body trembled

since the night of the relationship, I and the Astragalus are close to each other, on the contrary, it is not the day when she first came to Fengchang. When we meet again in the office for a long time, we are conscious and careful to maintain a balance, not to explore the things hidden in each other's hearts. Maybe this is a kind of silence Qi, maybe, it's just that we don't have the courage to worry about each other's not having the courage to break the balance. It's just like hanging a thin veil between two people. I look at her and she looks at me. Although we can't see clearly, we know that the other party is there. So we have a sense of security. We dare not touch the veil because we are all afraid of it The haze behind is just a mirage, that layer of yarn, which is frank

"yes," I said, "I am afraid."

"Do you think you should be responsible to me?" Asters really care about this.

I don't deny that this is a very important reason for me, who has the stereotyped idea of family heredity flowing through my bones, but

"time will not go back, and what I miss will not come back again. If you leave five years ago, what you leave me is not only regret for a lifetime."

this is not a confession, but it is no different from confession, Astragalus is very calm, as if she is more aware of her position in my heart than I am, she gently said: "Xiaonan, I believe that there will not be another person in the world who knows you better than me, so I believe that part of your heart belongs to me, but what about Cheng tassel?"

"I don't know" I'm a shameless and self defeating person. I'm playful, but I don't have the capital. I don't have luxury villas. I don't even have a sweet talk. I don't even have a word that can make Ziyuan happy. Of course, if there is, it must be a hypocritical lie. I said with a bitter smile: "I feel that I'm too selfish. I don't want to miss what I once missed, and I don't want to lose what I have now. But in the face of temptation, I still don't have enough resistance. I can restrain myself, but I haven't found a way to balance between you. If I choose to leave, I choose happiness. I can simply cut a knife in my heart, but I don't know, I don't know you Because you have not said, refused to say, you always said, the time has not yet come "

asters still did not answer what her happiness is, but she did not hesitate to answer me:" you do not let me go, I will not go. "

Yes, quite simply, just like a daring person who did something wrong and intended to take any responsibility, I want to compensate her, not that I should pay for that night's romance, but more to make up for the five years' guilt. When she thought of me, I tried my best to forget her, and now, this should hate death My girl, but always with me with a very even 12 points of self blame and guilt, this let me how can it?

"You said that before."

"Don't you believe it?"

I shook my head. "What's it like not to leave? Like now, wandering out of my life, afraid of me entering your life? I don't have the right to ask you to come closer to me, but I know that the so-called "will not leave" which is not close to each other is definitely not what you or I want

Astragalus did not deny, side over head, murmured: "close to you, your life will be disturbed by me, South, I can be you, but you are not mine, you think this is your selfishness, is my own choice, to be a bad woman, has used up all my courage, you know how weak I am, so, I am not suitable for a bad life."

"I don't understand"

"it doesn't matter, you will understand sooner or later," Ziyuan looked at me and said, "don't be afraid to hurt me, because you hurt me more than I do. Don't be afraid to leave, unless you drive me away, don't be afraid to wronged me, because I don't want to be a bad woman any more. I have enough time to repent for a lifetime, do you remember? From small to large, the right to choose is always on your side. Just like those times, I just need to stand behind you silently "

the words of Ziyuan make me feel very uncomfortable," I feel that your promise is just for atonement --- "

My brother's eyes widened, and I couldn't believe what happened in front of me There were tears in her eyes, and there was no hidden anger in her eyes.

"Five years, who do you think I think the most in these five years? It's you! What do you think I think the most in five years? Or you! Because of the existence of my memories of everything, almost all have your shadow! So I finally know why I didn't feel any happiness in these five years, because I didn't have you around me in these five years Astragalus tightly embraces my waist, buries the face in my chest, weeps in the thin, Hua, "atonement? no I'm continuing my crime! I don't want to go back to my life without you, but I'm afraid that my willfulness will trouble you! Because your side already had no my position alreadyFor five years, because of Chu Yuan's deep concern, I tried my best to forget all about the asters and forget the regrets, sorrows, regrets and remorse. Because of the fringes, my wounds slowly healed. In the expectation of tomorrow, the five years quietly flowed through the flowers like flowing water. However, these five years were so painful for asters that she did not want to return“ How have you been in these five years? "This is a belated greeting, which should have been the first sentence of reunion. Now I ask, it seems that I am such an idiot.

Astragalus severely bit on my shoulder, as if even the strength to milk out, I hold back the pain did not make a sound, let her release and vent - this is her answer.

In the end, Astragalus didn't say a word, but concentrated one hundredth or ten thousandth of the pain in her heart and left it on my shoulder. Maybe this is part of her agreement with the third lady that she will not answer any questions before the so-called time comes.

"Does it hurt?" the purple garden, who wiped away her tears, raised her small face full of grievances and cared, but did not feel guilty

I shook my head and said with a smile, "my shoulder doesn't hurt."

Ziyuan didn't believe it, because I was wearing very thin clothes. In order to work conveniently, I left my coat in the office of the comprehensive group. The thin cloth of the shirt could not block her two rows of hard white teeth. When I tilted my head, I saw that her saliva soaked shoulder was slowly stained with a light red color, and was bitten by her.

Ziyuan was scared and said: "bleeding! Come on, let me see! "

"Nothing"

"still say nothing? The clothes are red Zi Yuan couldn't help but come to untie the button on my shirt. If I saw her worried and confused appearance at this moment, who could believe that she bit my shoulder?

"Ah?" He took out his handkerchief and lifted up my collar. He was about to wipe the two rows of teeth marks on his arm. He was stunned.

"What's the matter?" I looked curiously at the asters staring at my neck.

Asters frown at me, expression is a little complex, and then become indifferent, finally light said a, "not how."

Then he turned and left.

I almost did not respond to come over, yelled to have walked to the outside of the Astragalus, "Hello, you do not care to stop bleeding for me?"

Ziyuan smell speech, and return to the body, brother has not yet sighed, the girl has put the handkerchief into my hand, and then coldly squeezed out three words from the teeth, "self, self, wipe."

Scornfully gave me a look, and then never looked back, left the bathroom, left behind to chase the outside of my face at a loss, the girl, mood change is too fast, too out of tune? Look at that foot stomping, ankle is not good, don't sprain again.

Ziyuan is not a person who can easily lose his temper, but she is obviously angry now, but where did I offend her? My friend is puzzled. My shoulder is hot. I grin because of the pain. The mirror outside is polished. I peel off the collar and show my shoulder. Then I look at my brother and stay.

It's not because I saw the deep tooth marks, but because I saw another thing printed on my neck - the color has not faded, it is still visible, bright and eye-catching kiss marks

shit, that's what it is!

[PS: at the critical point, I have been seduced by the sleeping God for several hours, and I can't hold my reserve any longer. I separate my two thick legs and yell, come to sleep with my quilt around.

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