Chapter 794

The truth is still a novel rather than a diary

she takes the same attitude as she attaches importance to learning and regards it as a professional attitude towards writing

the novel intends to publish it in the future, which is the moment when she decides to confess

before the arrival of the confession time, which makes her unprepared and confused, because everything happens too passively and suddenly In fact, she never thought of giving up on sugge's words, which turned my heart into a balloon. She puffed and inflated my heart. Under the pressure of the front chest and back, it seemed that it could not beat. It was a suffocating feeling, but it was transparent, and the hidden things in the inflated heart were constantly enlarged, magnified, and even dozens of times Not only can she be seen by others, but also can't be seen by herself - Chu Yuan's biggest hobby is to write novels. Of course, I know how much she wants others to appreciate her stories. Not long ago, she started to write her new novels with Xiao Yi as her guide. Isn't it just that she intends to publish them one day, so that they can be warmly welcomed by readers? And her novel with brother and sister love as the main line is not the one discovered by Shu Tong?

Yes, maybe Chu Yuan never wanted to hide her feelings. For example, she did not want to give up now. Ge Ge Ge's poetic emotion made my fragile heart tremble.

"Feelings are like a race. Successful feelings have two results, either conquering the one you like or being conquered by the one you like; feelings of failure are nothing but two results, hurt by the one you like, or hurt by your opponent on the other track. In the emotional race, there will be no self harm, because only those who are aware of the results will stand on the starting line. So, giving up voluntarily is not what she is pursuing. However, the game has not yet started, who can know the success or failure? Have not run hard, pursued, and what reason to give up easily? Xiaoyuanyuan, the silence now is probably just brewing or thinking about the starting time. Maybe, she is already running and catching up with those competitors in silence. She knows her disadvantages, but she knows her advantages better. She is closer to the people she likes than anyone else. The disadvantage is that the intimate sense of distance is too strong, and it may be difficult to get closer, But the advantage is that such a distance will never become further, because the person she likes will not let her fall alone. The distance between them is always that he holds her hand and does not let go of the feeling of success. There are two results, either conquering the person you like, or being conquered by the person you like. From the beginning, she knew that she would not fail because she was too much Know the man she likes, he will not hurt her, let alone let her be hurt by others, in a game that won't lose, why should she give up? She has no rival. If she has any, it is just herself. She has already known the result - because of xiaoyuanyuan's confidence in you, brother Xin wants to be friends with you. He said that xiaoyuanyuan, a little black, is simple, infatuated and lovely in emotion. If he misjudges the result, there is only one possibility That is, xiaoyuanyuan believed you wrong. Therefore, he hoped that at that time, he could have an identity other than a doctor to beat you hard for xiaoyuanyuan, and he would not be accused of intentional injury by you

It turns out that Xin Quji not only analyzed me, but also analyzed Chu Yuan

I don't know whether his analysis is accurate, because my head and heart are in a mess, but I admit that his analysis makes me unable to refute. Compared with him, I know the strange smelly girl better, so I spent a lot of effort to shake the tongue that is stiff with my body And asked, "why?"

"Because, after sister Shutong's dictation, brother Xin has become a big fan and super fan of xiaoyuanyuan," Ge Ge said playfully, pushing up the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose and blinking his charming big eyes. "Of course, I am, too. So if she gives up this unfinished novel because of someone and doesn't write any more, I will We also need an identity other than doctor Xin's wife to be, to catch someone with a face full of flowers and not be accused of intentional injury by him. "

In the scorching sun, I sweat like rain, but it's because of the cold of Ge Ge Ge's long fingernails, which makes my heart miserable. It's worthy of being a guest psychologist who doesn't do his job. Is that why you want to be friends with me? At one time, I thought I had some special charm that attracted them. Now, I am ashamed to find out whether there is a gap on the hard ground to put my face in.

I decided to read Chu Yuan's novel again after going home Second, we should read it seriously, objectively, bravely and word by word. Is that novel really so good-looking? Only half of it is enough to make all the people who read her novels become her crazy fans. Shu Tong is, Xin Quji is, Su gege is, I'm afraid, Dongfang xiaoniang and Xiao goblin are also

About five minutes later, Shu Tong appeared downstairs. The speed was amazing. I thought acupuncture would take longer than reminiscence.

Ge Ge and Shu Tong exchanged a few words, and then rushed to catch up with his announcement. In five minutes, her phone rang four times.There was no special car to pick her up. She took a taxi to leave. It can be seen that her relationship with Xin Quji was handled very carefully, even the agent or personal assistant who had the closest relationship with the artist was also on guard.

I'm very curious. In such a short time, Xin Quji told Shu Tong what she said. Originally, she was carsick. But after she went downstairs, her face was extremely ruddy. I asked her why. She only said that it was the effect of acupuncture. She pricked a few needles in the back of her ear by Xin Quji. After that, she stopped speaking. I doubt it, because this girl has been avoiding my eyes Light.

On the train at 4:15, I had some time to buy some presents to take back. But because Shu Tong became so weird, I had to strangle the proposal in my stomach and accompany her to wait in the railway station. The girl bought a box of ice cream, and soon finished eating it, and then went to buy a box of

"if you don't want to talk, you can stop talking, if you don't want to talk, I can ignore me, There's no need to feel that silence will become an embarrassment, "she frowned at the ice cream she bought for the fifth time, and I finally couldn't help saying," there's still an hour and a half before I get on the train. If you can't eat it, don't eat it. I'm not blind or stupid. I've seen that you don't want to talk to me because you don't want to talk to me, but you're not very clever in this way, and you're going to eat bad stomach "

in this way, I can't help saying that Xiao Shu finally recovered her normal face. In a flash, she dyed the same blood red as before. After staring at me for a long time, she quibbled: "I'm so smart that I'm afraid I'll get carsick back home. Nothing in my stomach will hurt, so I'll try my best to eat ice cream. Even if I can still vomit, it's more comfortable than vomiting. You can say what you want, and ask what you want, but I don't stop me I don't take the initiative to talk to you for fear of embarrassment. I lied to you about many things, but it's all for the sake of your sister and you. What's the matter with you? But I have to make it clear that you are the patient. I also knew it after seeing Xin Quji with you. Silence is also because I am similar to you, and it is also difficult for me to digest this unexpected result "

" one point I have to make clear, "the friend embarrassed:" he said that I may become a patient in the future, but he did not say that I am a patient now ”

"what's the difference?" Shu Tong asked, "why didn't he say that Chu Yuan might become a patient in the future? It's because she's OK, you're psychologically wrong! "

You ya have said so directly. It's good that you didn't take the initiative to answer me just now, for fear of my embarrassment?

In fact, up to now, I am not willing to admit my psychological problems and what people are thinking. In the final analysis, only myself is the most clear one. I dare not think about it. It does not mean that I have never thought about it or admitted to myself. I am more sure than Xin Quji. I have some feelings for Chuyuan besides brother and sister, or more accurately, they are mixed with brother and sister From the first time I saw Chu Yuan, the feeling gradually matured, transformed, profound, from unfamiliar to disgusted, from hate to pity, from indistinguishable love and doting, to pure love and doting now

If I face "pure love and doting" frankly, I can prove my psychology If I'm not sick, I don't mind being more calm. It's just because I hate the four words "mental illness". Moreover, if I don't admit that "love and doting" are harmful to Chu Yuan, then I will not do that.

I've known for a long time how to do it right. I'm just not sure, and then I'm waiting for someone to tell me, say, do it, there's nothing wrong with that.

OK, I admit, I'm not brave enough, but as long as I have a little support, let me know that at least someone supports me, then I will have courage.

[PS: originally, I wanted to take more time to write a few more words in these three days, so that I could be a little bit more today. As a result, I couldn't even find time to say "Happy Mid Autumn Festival" to everyone yesterday.

I was called away by my uncle when I came back from my right and wrong today. I crawled back at ten o'clock, and I was late for updating. I apologized to you.

Then, ha ha, recently, many people have left messages on right and wrong, asking some questions about Xin Quji's role. They doubt whether he has any relationship with the third miss. Here, I'd like to talk about this role.

Originally, the role of psychiatrist was not necessarily played by Xin Quji, who obviously had a story. He had nothing to do with the third miss. Even, the most important relative mentioned in his story, and the brother-in-law who had similar problems and experiences with the South South relationship, had nothing to do with the book sister Instead of "a certain example" of "a psychologist" or "a psychological expert", the reason for writing "Xin Qu Ji" is that it is because the egg is itchy and the egg is painful.

Right and wrong have been mentioned in "Yuan Meng". The role of teacher Xiao Shu was not originally in the design of the book "sister". At the beginning, the performance of "Mei Mei" was poor, and she was scolded extremely badly (although now she is being scolded even worse). There was a serious problem in the mentality of right and wrong. In a trance, she wrote such a role. Now that she has written, she is not redundant, There must be her role, her story, her feelings, and her explanation. Therefore, the secret of fate that should have been discovered by tassels in Nannan's home was set to be discovered by teacher Xiao Shu in the school.I don't know how many people have guessed that the disease is a result of Nannan. However, Dr. Xin didn't say that he was ill and didn't discriminate against the stinky girl. He also expressed his support attitude. Surely some readers would like to know his story, so he kept leaving windows to ask him and his story, but he was sad to say that he was in In "sister", only guest star

Yes, Xin Quji is one of the roles in the new book that right and wrong have been preparing. However, his relative and the two brothers and sisters are the main characters in the new book, because the younger sister needs a doctor who is not engaged in business. When writing this bridge, he is too busy to do too many ideas I'm sorry, everyone, about Dr. Xin's story, there is no one behind "sister", and some words will become the spoiler of the new book, so many messages have not been answered, so I sincerely say I'm sorry.

But Su Ge Ge will come out later, but that is after Nan Nan left Beitian. Ha ha, we can still have some expectations for her. Of course, the gentleman does not take people's love, she is Xin Quji, and there will be no spark with Chunan, but a sincere friendship is indispensable. As for how this friendship comes from, it determines the end of the book It's a story.

If you haven't updated it for three days in a row, moderate spoiler can be regarded as a small compensation for everyone, and it can also be regarded as indirect advertising for the new book. As for the new book, I'm sorry, the update of sister is still a problem, so I really don't have time to get the new book. Please continue to spray me on how helpless life is and ask for understanding.

Finally, make up for a Happy Mid Autumn Festival, I wish you health and happiness, happy and carefree. 】

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