Chapter 872

"Your father is always natural, calm and calm. But in terms of emotion, he is always forward-looking and vacillating. It is not because he is rigid and inflexible, but because he thinks too much. He is always worried about others, but often ignores himself. In those years, your sister Yue beat him to death, and he was not a stone man. How could he not be moved? Fear of hands and feet is afraid to accept her, why? Love between teachers and students, many topics, and feel that you Yuejie is young and beautiful, and has a bright future. What about him? Young 40 old man, also with a child who said big or small, whether it is your sister Yue's relatives or their friends and colleagues, it is inevitable that there will be some strange eyes and words. He is worried that you Yuejie can't stand it, but he is not as rigid as this. This is not the main reason. What he is most afraid of is that you will have ideas, afraid that you can't accept someone to take After taking your mother's position, when he knew that you didn't resist this, I appeared with fate. "Stepmother's eyes were red again. Although she didn't drink, she was infected by sister Yue. She was a bit drunk. Her voice was slow and calm, as if telling stories about other people who had nothing to do with her. Anyone could hear it. The shaking was deliberately suppressed in the memories“ When I married your father, I was not greedy for comfort, nor was I afraid of suffering. But you Yuejie scolded me for being selfish and self righteous, but I was not wronged. At that time, fate grew up day by day, and the children of other families went to kindergarten when they were three or four years old. What about her? Until she was five years old, she was still in my home. She was in poor health and weak health. She was often ill. At that time, she did not have a registered permanent residence. There was no kindergarten willing to accept her. She would ask me why she didn't have a father. Every time she asked me that, I was so worried that I didn't know how to answer her question On weekends, I was so busy with my work that I even forgot my fate and was afraid of thunder. I went home late and late. I opened the door and found that the room was dark and could not see anything. I was scared and called out to her, but I couldn't hear her answer. I found her everywhere. Finally, I found her in the wardrobe. She was wrapped in a quilt and shrank in a corner of the closet like a little mouse, with a high fever and sleeping Even if she fell asleep, she was still crying and shivering. That night, I hugged her and cried bitterly. I finally knew that I could not take care of her by myself. Once I thought I had the ability to bring her to Beitian. Isn't this my conceit? My self-confidence collapsed, and suddenly I felt that I couldn't stick to it any longer. In Beitian, I had no family, and the only thing I believed was your father, my former teacher. At that time, we had not contacted for many years, but I suddenly thought of him, because he also had a child alone, but he could take good care of his work and life. I asked him for help Help, ask him to tell me what I should do. I remember very clearly that your father only said two words to me that day. The first sentence was that after I had said bitter water, he asked me to take him to meet Yuan Yuan Yuan at home. Then he sat on my sofa and played with yuan Yuan Yuan all afternoon. He watched TV with her, piled blocks and put out puzzles until he left after dinner, He told me that what the child needed was a complete family, and he said that he could help me "

as for Chuyuan's biological father, I knew nothing about Chu Yuan's biological father. His stepmother never mentioned it, or even had not a picture of him. I don't know if Chuyuan's smelly girl is heartless or has been used to this vacancy, or Because this vacancy has been filled by the old man, she never seems to be curious, but I asked him, but he taught me a serious lesson, saying that a real man is not going to inquire about women's unwillingness to mention. In the past year, I was only 13 years old, and Chu Nan was just beginning to grow hair, so it suddenly dawned on her that I was already a real man The man is now pondering over it. The old man must have known the stepmother's past, so he chose to give up his love for sister Yue. If they don't say it, they can only prove that it was a bad feeling for stepmother.

the eyes of the stepmother who had been forgotten by the years were moist, and she laughed with remorse, "at that time, I was really too fragile I have no confidence in Gu Yuanyuan. I don't know Yue Yue didn't give up pursuing your father at that time. If I knew, I would certainly not get involved in their lives, but your father concealed Yueyue's business from me. Yue Yue Yue withdrew voluntarily, just like your father, for fate, because they knew that I was a person without other people's care You Yuejie didn't hate me or even scolded me. She knew that I felt guilty, so she didn't disappear from my life. She married, but it wasn't because she forgot your father, nor because she found someone she liked. She just wanted to show me and let your father know when she appeared in front of me again I'm very happy. In order to make our hearts less guilty, she has been living in guilt, because she doesn't love her husband "

it seems that something is entangled in my heart, which is slowly tightened, which makes me have a feeling of suffocation. I don't know what to say or how to comfort my stepmother. What I can feel is that Yuejie is repressed in the bottom of my heart "She is a fool, because she sympathizes with me and Yuanyuan and gives up the feelings that are easy to get. Your father is also a fool. Because he can't ignore me and Yuanyuan, he gives up the feeling that makes him swing and yearn for. After missing, they find that they have lost their happiness forever. It's my fault It's because of my arrogance, my incompetence, my selfishness, and my willfulness. Because I don't have the ability to take care of myself and fate, they miss each other. The reason why you Yuejie was angry with me just now is that I made that mistake again. I thought I had done well and I could do well, but I forgot many things I had done wrong I have forgotten how many people around me will be hurt before, now and in the future. ""Mom"

I wanted to wipe the tears from the corners of my stepmother's eyes, but my stepmother wiped them with her sleeve, patted me on the chest, and said with a smile, "Xiaonan, do you know why your sister Yue is worried about you? Because the person who is too similar to your father is her. She is afraid that you, like them, will miss the happiness that you deserve in your indulgence. I hope you will be gentle and kind like your father and Yue Yue Yue, but never repeat their tragedies. Don't let people who like you feel sad, and don't make choices that make you regret. The girl you like must be a good girl, Susu is. I believe the girl who hung her underwear in your house is also. I'm a fool. I don't know how to choose how to face it if it's me. But you are so smart, you must understand, right? "

I don't understand, but I nodded, "Mom, do you love dad?"

The stepmother was stunned and then knocked on my forehead, "what do you say?"

"Love!" This is probably the first time in my life that I have not concealed my desire for simplicity, but also the first time that I am full of fear for the expected answer.

My stepmother didn't answer my question, smiling, but she told me seriously: "when you are full of guilt for a person and think you have deprived that person of his happiness, you will find that you don't know what love is, because you dare not love, and you are not worthy to love"

"but I think that although Miss Yue Jie, dad is still very happy because of you "

" even if you are happy, it's not complete happiness, but also regretful happiness, "the stepmother whispered to sister Yue in the car." Yue Yue Yue can continue to be friends with me, but he doesn't dare to see your father. Your father always pretends to be natural and casually asks me about Yue Yue's recent situation, but never asks me for her phone number. Isn't this evidence that he can't put down or put down in his heart? Emotional things can't help it. Your sister Yue's marriage is not satisfactory. She doesn't love her husband, and her husband doesn't love her. Their marriage is the order of her parents and the matchmaker's words. After two years of marriage, they become strangers. If you are really happy, will you be afraid to see your father? It's because I'm not happy, I'm afraid I can't resist the temptation of happiness. She didn't want to show up when she introduced you to Shu Tong. Do you know how much saliva I took to convince her? Seeing that you are so hard to get her to meet your father, I don't know which life it will take to meet her. "

I laughed," how can I listen to you like I'm trying to match dad and sister Yue "

my stepmother blinked," yes, can't you? "

I was startled and lost my voice: "you are not serious?"

"Of course not," my stepmother gently wrung my face and said with a smile: "once can't be changed, but we can't always indulge in the past, so we can't face the future? I want them to meet. I want them to untie the knot in their hearts. "

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