[there was a problem in the author's section yesterday, which prompted me to "operate abnormally" and asked me to contact the editor. However, yesterday was the weekend, and the chapter of the editor's holiday was made up for yesterday. Today's chapter will be sent later. I'm sorry to all of you. If I want to leave Fengchang, why do you think it is

"Because of me" tassel complained: "you think I can't win Murphy, so you want to leave Fengchang before I lose to her"

I laughed bitterly, and the girl took care of my feelings too much. "You'd better say directly that I'm afraid I'll change my heart to you when I face Murphy every day"

"you've been very good," tassel said with low self-esteem: "she has family background, ability and looks She is superior to me in terms of material and temperament. In the past, I could slander her only by her aloofness and aloofness and the pettiness of Miss Qianjin. However, recently, I found that it was not the case at all. Except in the company, in front of our employees, she was always holding a shelf to make people feel arrogant But I can't help admiring her for her hard work in the office and the simplicity and randomness at home. I have nothing to do all day long. I will feel tired when I come home from work, but do you know? In the office, I have never seen her idle. When everyone goes to lunch break, she is still lying on the table to deal with documents. But when she comes home, she does the washing, cooking, and cleaning. She doesn't even have a nanny. Although she lives in a villa, her life is not extravagant at all. I have seen her wardrobe. In addition to the uniform, she is the only one How many evening dresses are not fresh in the cabinet? She even has few casual clothes, not as many as pajamas. The bags and jewelry that girls like can't be found in her house. If there is a dresser in the room, you can't believe it's a girl's room. I heard her mother say that her only luxury is the cosmetics on the dresser, but that's what she bought after she fell in love with you. In addition, she never bought it Spending money indiscriminately, even the instant noodles in the kitchen are the kind of low-cost sales promotion in supermarkets, which looks like a spoiled daughter? Don't say you are a man. Even if I am a woman, I can't help falling in love with her "

Murphy's thrifty life is due to her black mother Wu Xueqing, but more because of her personality. Her simple mind and hard work are just to repay Mo Yizhi's expectation for her and all her ambitions are based on this.

After understanding these, who can not like such a simple her?

"It's not good to leave Fengchang before I can't help it?"

"Not good!" Fringed simply let her blush, looking at some surprised me, cowardly way: "before you like me, the most regretful thing in my life is to pull you together for an interview. When you become a regular employee, you drink good wine, but I drink bitter wine, so you are drunk, and I am also drunk. At that time, I was dreaming about when we can quit together I don't want you to resign after you said you like me. Just now I saw sister Xuan and sister Yue quarrel. I finally understood that I was afraid of losing. I knew I couldn't match Murphy or even Ziyuan, but I wanted to win them. If you left Fengchang for me, I wouldn't feel happy Will feel shameful, nothing is more difficult for me to accept than you think I can't win them! Nothing makes me feel more guilty than I retreat without fighting like a deserter

At the same time, the taxi also stopped at the door of her residential area. The stubborn girl was staring at my face. She was so firm. I took out the money and handed it to the driver in front of me. She got out of the car and stood under the street lamp with a long sigh. Then she whispered to her, "no one is better than who, and no one can win. Maybe you can say so Filipino is not as perfect as I am in her body, but I don't think you have any advantages in the world, but you don't have any advantages in the world? Perhaps in your view of the incomplete, but just what I like, I think your advantages? I know you always think that I like Feifei more, and even like asters more than you, because you are this kind of character, blindly believe in me but don't believe in yourself, always self-criticism, take their own shortcomings to compare the advantages of others. I like such you, simple, kind, in the daytime, I say I can't forget, also can't put Next, it is because I don't know how to compare, how to choose. This is my fault. I like you because of our experience together, because of our understanding of each other, because of the feeling that I can't give up for you "

" what about Murphy, "the tassel asked me:" for me, can you give up your feelings for her? "

"Yes."

"Can you forget her?"

Don't want to lie to tassel any more, and know that it can't deceive her at all. "Can't"

"then you want to leave Fengchang, leave her, is to escape!" Fringed angry, actually for Murphy, "you have no confidence in me? For me, do not hesitate to hurt her, hurt the people you like?! South south, it's not like you! Chunan I know, Chunan I like, is not like this! ""I didn't mean to hurt anyone! I don't have confidence in you. I don't have confidence in myself. As I said, it's not about who wins between you, but about myself. Why don't you understand? "

"I understand, so you don't have to leave Fengchang," tassel said calmly and confidently: "south south, Murphy to me, just like sister Yue Yu Xuan. I don't want to see the tragedy like Yuejie and uncle Chu repeat on you and Murphy. I don't want to owe Murphy, and I don't want you to be like Uncle Chu. For me, I can't let go of feelings hidden in my heart, and finally let everyone If I can't win her, at least I'll be convinced. I don't want to do that kind of guilty thing again! I can't stand myself like that anymore

As expected, just like Murphy said, tassel thinks that she is the one who takes love by violence, so she never blames me or Murphy, but constantly blames herself.

I have a lot of words in my stomach that I want to say to her and tell her that I am not worthy of her maltreatment. But I am afraid that if I say these words now, I will not have the motivation to complete the things that I have made up my mind to accomplish Love, that is not only for Murphy, but also for tassels.

"I handed in my resignation letter once. I wanted to leave because I was afraid that I would eventually hurt you and Feifei. I stayed temporarily for the third miss's cooperation plan. I wanted to beautify myself and do something for her, just because I liked her, but after I stayed, there were many things I didn't think of, Third miss, min Rou, little purple, the original intention I left is still unchanged, but it is no longer so simple. "I teased the hair in the ear of tassel and said with a smile," I didn't say I want to leave Fengchang, but if I leave one day, it won't be because I don't think you can win Feifei. You are you, she is her. I like you like this and she like that, so you don't need to do it Any change, and, from the moment I said I can't forget, I didn't choose your qualifications. I don't want to cover up any more, so I can't expect anything more. For me, your happiness is the only thing I can expect. No matter whether I'm still around you, whether you are still with me or not. "

South, I don't seem to understand you, "tassel pretty face white," you are not with us, we are not with you, what do you mean? "

"Nothing special meaning, just see you so inferiority, feel more sorry for you," I gently pinched the face of tassel, "from the beginning is my fault, said like you, but I can't put Murphy, can't forget little purple, constantly, see a love one, do not know how to refuse others, that must have the consciousness of being rejected?"

Tassel took my hand, let my hand tightly close to her face, "from the day I knew you had a girl in your heart. You were unhappy for her. I knew you were amorous and you were infatuated. But I just fell in love with you. It's not your fault that you like Murphy. It's my fault that you like Murphy. It's all caused by my hesitation today, if I admitted myself earlier If I have never encouraged you to like Murphy before "

before finishing the tassel, she suddenly leaned over and gave me a deep kiss. Then she whispered in my ear:" Murphy took me to Mo Dong's house and met Long Shan and Murphy people. I understand her meaning and her mind. I want to win her, not to let you leave She, just because I hate her feeling of superiority when she faces me. Why does she always let me? Sooner or later, I want to make her feel that I am letting her. We all have the right to choose. I choose you, she chooses you, you choose me, or she, or both of us. I can choose to give up. She can choose to give up you, but you can choose not to let us give up. We can't give up south south. I dare to love, do you dare? "

I dare to love, do you dare -

tassels bit the water on my lips, turned and ran into the community, did not look back at me again, left this sentence, left me in the street lamp.

Touch the residual fragrance of the lips, I smile bitterly.

I dare to love, dare you?

Yes, dare I? h! ~!

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