Chapter 1061

Chu Yuan still mentioned the thing that happened five years ago that I can never let go.

"In that year, I was hospitalized, because I made him angry, but he refused to beat me or scold me. He often hid his secret sadness. He no longer went home on time, no longer talked to me, and forced himself to smile at me in front of my parents. Although I was only 11 years old at that time, I could feel what his seemingly innocent smile meant He forced himself to be mature. He treated me as a child and an unreasonable sister, so as to persuade him not to lose his temper with me. Therefore, the three words I hate most are "child". What I hate most is that I can only be his sister. In order to prove that I am not a child, I am the same as Xiaozi sister, and I will recognize him very much whether quarreling with him or being coquettish Really big girl, I sat outside my house all night waiting for him to go home. I can't remember clearly about that day. I can only remember three things: it was snowy and cold, and I didn't wait for him.

this is the first time I've heard Chu Yuan mention that thing. No matter when she was in hospital or after she was discharged from hospital, everyone had a tacit understanding and selectively forgotten it, master From the beginning to the end, Zi and his stepmother did not blame me, or even asked me why Chuyuan committed suicide. But Chu Yuan asked vaguely when he woke up: "is brother home?" from then on, he deleted that memory from his brain, so that later, I was threatened by her: "after XX minutes, you don't appear in front of me, my sister-in-law, I'll roll the stairs." Cloud, can not help but doubt that she sat in the snow all night, is not Xiaozi just left that time, I had a bad dream.

I admit, guilt burnished my courage, fortunately let me give up my reason, so I have been running away, and then dare not to prove a question that I am very curious about: Chu Yuan was almost killed by me, why doesn't she hate me, why don't my parents blame me?

Now, I have found the answer -

"when I was in a coma in the hospital, my father and mother peeked at my diary hidden at home. Later, my mother told me that it was no longer my diary, but a diary I wrote for my brother, because the content of every article was him. I was not looking at him, or thinking about him, or thinking about what he was thinking when he was in a daze, or holding Sister Xiaozi secretly kisses him before she wakes him up this morning. On the way to school, they hold hands again. Sister Zizi lies and says that there is only one left with blueberry flavor ice cream. Then they eat it separately.

mom says that only when you like someone, they will always look at him, think about him all the time, and look at the girls around him She's always learning from her.

So I dare not write him in my diary any more, because I know that my father and mother will continue to peek at my diary, because I am their daughter, because my brother and I are brothers and sisters.

So I don't dare to stick to my brother any more. In front of him, I always pretend to be very fierce and annoyed. I'm afraid that he will feel like I like him and ignore me any more.

I also hope that when he is angry with me, he can beat me and scold me. I hate the smiling face that he always tolerates me. It is a proof that he does not like me or that his brother loves his sister. I do not want to be a forever child in his eyes, and I do not want to be his serious forever little sister. "

Chu Yuan didn't admit to her parents that she had a brotherhood complex. Later, she was always cruel and cold to me. It turned out that there was something to hide. I didn't know if my parents believed it or not. Otherwise, she was as smart as me. Why did they never find that they had any vigilance towards the relationship between me and Chuyuan? Even with a little doubt, they couldn't agree that Chu Yuan, who had already become a big girl, would move to live with me, a bachelor in the "estrus period", giving us so much space to get along with, but they didn't care? Since Chu Yuan moved to my place, my parents never seem to have come to my house on their own initiative

but if they believe it, why does stepmother always make some nonsensical jokes about the relationship between Chu Yuan and me?

My parents are experts. I can't guess what they think. But one thing is certain. After Chu Yuan was seriously ill, their silence was due to peeking into her diary. They should be trying to find out the cause of Chu Yuan's suicide. However, they found out the brother Control Tendency of stinky girl, and I didn't mention it afterwards. Most of the time, they were afraid that I would think nonsense After I was 11 years old, I still kept a diary, but my life on the paper, even if it was dense, there was always something incomplete that could not be filled, because without him, there was no such thing My mood is really like what my mother said. I've been looking at him and thinking about him all the time. Without his notes, it's like a meal without salt. No matter how good it looks, it's tasteless.

So after I was 11 years old, I was just writing a diary. I never had a sudden impulse to read it again. On the contrary, I was full of fear. Although I was so happy every day, I couldn't find his name in my memory. I still felt terrible.

If I can't find him in my life, it must be more terrible.Today, I have experienced life and death, so I understand a truth: the reason why people try to live is to create memories.

Therefore, I decided that I would like to write a diary once again, which only belongs to me and his diary. I want him in every article in the diary, just like he is in every day of life. Therefore, the name of this diary is called "the diary of little perverts' -

if it is wrong to love him, I would rather be a little pervert who is wrong to the end.

If there's nothing wrong with loving him, I'd rather be called a brother controlled pervert, because only losers will call me that way ~ '

if it's wrong to love him, I'd rather be a little pervert who is totally wrong. Reading this sentence, I'm moved.

If there's nothing wrong with loving him, I'd rather be called "brother controlled little pervert", because only losers will call me that way. After reading this last sentence, I collapse

the stinky girl always says that she is a "little pervert". I can't help thinking that she is self mocking, but it turns out to be reasonable!

Brother control diary? Is this clearly intended to be a "conqueror's diary" or "a diary of the observation of medical control training"?

There are only these words in the document that are "written before brother Kong's diary". There is no diary content behind it. Either she has not decided on which day to start writing, or she has not been able to write it today.

When I turned off my laptop, Chu Yuan rushed out of the bedroom in her pajamas. Seeing me sitting in front of her computer, the smelly girl blushed purple and said in a panic, "did you use my computer?"

I don't lie about big things, but there are occasional exceptions to small things. For example, "I'm going to use it. What's the matter?"

"Not for you!" Chu Yuan picked up the book and held it tightly in her arms. She stammered, "I haven't used it yet. I'll borrow it from you."

When the stinky girl lent me the book again, the diary of the little pervert disappeared from the desktop as expected. I didn't have any trouble to find it. The girl's ability to hide things was much better than me. She could easily find the action movies I hid in the computer and the shy paintings full of the subjective fantasies of young girls hidden in her computer. But there was nothing she hid Whether it is in the computer or under the bed, it is rarely found. For example, I know that she has a large number of salivation cough, is forced by me to destroy the 18 + banned + publications, in her room somewhere, but I just can't find it, on the contrary, several times I sneak into her room are caught by the tiger sister who temporarily sleeps in her room, mistaking me to steal her underwear

hidden in the computer It's more difficult to find Xi. If she adds a secret, it's useless for me to find it. What's more, diary belongs to personal privacy. Peeping into personal privacy is a crime. The awareness of friends is not so low, at least not always so low.

I was lying under the bed, listening to the hot spring water flowing under the tatami and browsing the Internet. I already had news about the case tonight. But I don't know whether it was the energy of the third miss, or the ability of the northern government or the police to cover up. The content of the report was actually "a serious traffic accident". I didn't mention the kidnapping or shooting.

Tiger sister explained that this is because after she noticed the accident, min Rou immediately organized people to block the road, which also indirectly blocked the way for the spread of news. Half of my ridicule and half of my ridicule said, that's also your police's high efficiency. They cleaned up the scene so quickly and took away the body. Sister Hu didn't say a word. She turned over and said, ignore you, old man Mother sleeps.

Japanese bedroom, sleeping tatami, this girl did not warn me not to climb into her bed, too careless?

I also want to sleep, but I turned to see Chu Yuan holding a pillow and sitting cross legged, did not speak, very much like a poor kitten abandoned in a cardboard box, blinking at me with big eyes, I sighed, lifted up the quilt and said, "no wetting"

"no way," Chuyuan grinned and got into my bed. "I'm a lady."

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