"Chu'er," Angelica looked at her daughter sadly and said gently, "talk to your mother first, okay?"
In the face of Angelica dahurica's begging, Wan Chuer's hard line, which she tried to support, immediately broke into thin pieces. She couldn't help crying "wow" and leaned down to hold Angelica dahurica.
"Mom, please don't go and stay with me. Dad is gone. Can you bear to see me become an orphan?"
"What should I do without you?"
"I don't want to be alone in this world. I'll do it again just for you. If you want to go, what's the meaning of my life..."
Listening to her daughter's cry, Bai Zhixi was also very sad. For a moment, she didn't notice the abnormality in Wan Chuer's words.
She tried to reach out and gently stroked her daughter's back, silently comforting her.
Outside the ward, Xiaobai touched his face and felt the wet meaning of his hand.
He muttered, "chu'er is so poor."
The big white on one side frowned and didn't speak.
Angelica dahurica Xi spoke softly. Her voice had a calming force. Wan Chuer finally calmed down in her soft words.
"You are 18 years old and are about to go to college. You are an adult. How can you cry like a child? In my mother's eyes, chu'er is the most powerful daughter. She studies well and knows martial arts. According to teacher an, he is not your opponent now. You are my mother's pride.
Mom hopes that no matter what happens to you in the future, try to control your emotions, don't get excited first, make things clear and deal with them slowly. "
Wan chu'er choked and continued to listen to Angelica dahurica.
"Mom will accompany you, wait for the university admission notice, accompany you to college, and then work, get married and start a family, but the way of companionship is changed..."
This is a matter of life and death, Angelica dahurica Xi said plainly, as if living a normal life.
Wan chu'er couldn't stand it and interrupted Bai Zhi's words again.
"Don't say it. Let's treat the disease. Please, treat it. How can you know if it's not cured..."
The doctor said that if the patient does not have the will to survive and does not cooperate with the treatment, forced treatment is just a waste of effort and may worsen.
Angelica dahurica took her daughter's hand, shook her head slowly and said:
"If it can be cured, my mother will not miss a chance. When I first checked it out, I also asked the doctor if it can be cured. Really, my mother doesn't lie to you, and my mother also wants to live with you.
It's too late. I found it too late. It has been transferred when I found it. The treatment just makes me suffer again.
Mother thinks she has suffered too much in her life. She doesn't want to eat this pain anymore. Can you forgive her cowardice? "
This plea made Wan Chuer's throat ache. She turned her head and didn't look at Angelica dahurica. She let tears rage on her face.
......
After half a ring, Angelica dahurica spent too much energy and soon fell asleep.
The doctor was hurriedly dragged by Xiaobai. After checking, he said he was just sleeping. He changed a bottle of liquid and left.
Wan chu'er sat beside the bed, holding Bai Zhi Xi's other hand tightly with both hands, and looked at Bai Zhi Xi's sleepy face.
She should have found the abnormality of Angelica dahurica cherish earlier. At that time, if Angelica dahurica cherish not to go home for three or two days, she should have noticed something wrong.
Angelica dahurica has always been kind. When she lost her temper with her for the first time, she should guard Angelica dahurica instead of leaving obediently.
When she saw the note of Angelica dahurica, she should go to Angelica dahurica instead of taking it as nothing.
......
Looking back on the past few days, Wan Chuer felt that he was really stupid.
Her eyes turned blankly. Maybe when she first came back, she should take Angelica dahurica to the hospital for examination.
If you check at that time, you may find something wrong and you can cure it early.
It's a pity that she didn't do anything. She also went to engage in the pickle business, which made Angelica dahurica run around tired.
She remembered that during the Spring Festival the year before last, they ran back and forth to Wanzhou to sell wild goods. At that time, they came and went in the wind and snow. They couldn't eat well and sleep well. Maybe it was that time that Angelica dahurica was tired.
Wan chu'er suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself.
"Pa!"
In the silence, such a loud voice suddenly sounded. Xiaobai, sitting outside, was startled. He quickly gathered together on the crack of the door. He saw that Wan chu'er's face had a palm print, and immediately understood what had happened.
This fool!
Xiaobai rushed in without saying a word.
"What are you doing?" Xiaobai shouted in a low voice, "what's the use of beating yourself? When your mother wakes up and sees your face, it will only make her feel bad."
Wan chu'er stayed for a while. Yes, Angelica dahurica would feel uncomfortable when she saw it. She did another stupid thing.
Seeing that Wan Chuer didn't speak, Xiaobai said, "it has nothing to do with you. Don't take it personally. If your mother knows, she must worry about you again. It's all life." Wan chu'er nodded, knowing that he was for his own good, and whispered, "thank you." Xiaobai tilted his mouth and wanted to preach. After seeing her sad look, he shook his head and went out again. After a while, Wan Chuer thought of the sentence "it's all life" said by Xiaobai. She couldn't help thinking of the departure of Angelica dahurica in her previous life. Was she also in the late stage of cancer in her previous life? So you still can't escape this life? Angelica dahurica cherished the last moment of her life and was still mending shoes. How much pain she had to endure. At the thought of this, Wan Chuer was a little discouraged. What's the point of her doing it again. This time she tried to change, but she didn't earn her fate. Angelica still has to go. Forget it, let's go. When Bai Zhixi leaves, she will hold Bai Zhixi's ashes and find a place to go together. I can't say that the three of them can see each other underground. Where are you going? She remembered that in her last life, she jumped on the shark. The shark was really unreliable. She was reborn. This time, she had to change her way. She didn't want to experience the death of Angelica dahurica again. Xiaobai waited outside for a while. He couldn't hear a sound. He looked in through the crack of the door. Wan chu'er's upper body was lying on the hospital bed, his face was calm, and his hand was still holding the hand of Angelica dahurica. Sighed and finally recovered his mind. If he knew that Wan Chuer was screening the method of death in his heart, he might have to jump up. In the evening, when Da Bai sent the meal, Wan Chuer thanked him in a low voice, then obediently took the meal and ate it one mouthful at a time. The two brothers of the white family were stunned. They looked like the sky was falling in the morning. Why are they suddenly so calm and normal now. Have you figured it out? Do you know that you have the strength to serve Angelica dahurica when you are full? After eating the rice in the bowl, Wan Chuer looked up and found that Da Bai and Xiao Bai were staring at her. He smiled and said, "the rice is delicious." Xiaobai felt something was wrong with Wan Chuer. He said nervously, "what do you want to do?" Wan chu'er grasped Bai Zhi Xi's hand again, and his sight was firmly cast on Bai Zhi Xi's face. After half a ring, she said, "stay with my mother." This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.