My awakening gave my grandmother the courage to live. She built a simple hut on the hillside. As a result, it was ruthlessly destroyed by a storm one day. The storm lasted three days and three nights. Grandma held me in a weak body, shrank in a crack in the stone, and waited for the end of the storm.

My grandmother and I began to catch a cold and have a fever because we were soaked in the cold rain for a long time, so that I had an illusion at that time. I saw Xiaoyu and grandpa Liu Kui laughing at me in the storm.

Trapped in a desperate situation, we thought it would be difficult to get through this time, but unfortunately, we were rescued by an archaeological team passing by a branch road.

This archaeological team comes from Huangyu City, more than 100 kilometers away from Shiyan village. Some time ago, it received a report from the local cultural relics department that there was an ancient tomb near Shiyan village, which is large in scale and has very high research value. Therefore, Huangyu cultural relics Institute invited a number of archaeological experts to form a 12 person archaeological team to explore Shiyan village.

As a result, when they first came to Shiyan village, two people contracted strange diseases, with crooked mouth, crooked eyes and white foam at the mouth. There are also two female college students who have just graduated from the Department of archaeology, who also have irrational restlessness. The captain only asked two normal team members to escort four of them away, and the remaining six continued their detection work.

In the next few days, the six of them found a lot of valuable clues. Just as they were infinitely close to the ancient tomb, the accident happened again. Dr. Sun and Professor Song, the most authoritative archaeologists of the archaeological team, were suddenly attacked by a strange bird, ran away in a panic and lost contact with the people.

One day later, we found their bodies in a gully. Their stomachs were cut open and their internal organs were eaten clean

This sudden tragedy made them stop their archaeological work and return to Huangyu city with the bodies of two people. Our grandparents and grandchildren were found in the rain when we went out of the mountain. At that time, my grandmother and I had a severe fever. The archaeological team resolutely carried us on the bus and took us back to Huangyu city hospital for treatment.

Later, when the archaeological team learned about the tragic experience of our grandparents and grandchildren, it arranged for us to live in the cultural relics Institute and let Grandma cook for the staff, eat and live, and get a salary. In this way, our grandparents and grandchildren settled down in Huangyu city. Although the salary is not high, it is enough for our grandparents and grandchildren to live together.

Life has been stable since I was seven, but I haven't got rid of that nightmare. Every Thunderstorm Day, two ancient gates and that terrible face will appear in my mind. And those scattered fragments of words fluttered around this face like flowers. This made me very painful, but fortunately, I just saw this strange scene in my mind, but it didn't happen that I was seduced and unconscious by him again.

With more and more school literacy, I began to be able to understand these scattered words in my mind. I didn't fully understand them until junior middle school. However, these words are awkward and astringent. Although there are notes, they are particularly chaotic. It's like a book is cut into countless pieces and then disrupted. It's difficult to find the order of association between the pieces. It took me a year to find some rules and finally put them together completely.

This is a book called "the secret of the supreme mystery". It is a little incomplete, but it does not affect reading and understanding its content. From the title of the book, it seems to be a secret book of Taoism, but it is actually a hodgepodge. Among them, there are not only Maoshan, Feng Shui, hemp clothes and other techniques, but also the witch doctor, forbidden method, Zhu method, mantra method and rune method in Zhu you's Witchcraft, as well as some witchcraft of raising ghosts and corpses in black witchcraft.

At first, I thought it was a bound book of Tao and witchcraft. Later, I found that I was wrong. Every Maoshan magic is related to the magic in witchcraft. By skillfully integrating them, they complement each other and complement each other, which can achieve a very perfect effect.

At that time, there was no TV in the dormitory and no friends to play. After finishing homework every day, the only fun was to get into the narrow corridor behind the building of the cultural relics Institute and secretly practice the magic in this book. On both sides of the corridor are buildings. The grass is knee long. It is very desolate and secluded. It is an excellent place for cultivation.

I learn everything in this book except witchcraft, witch doctor, witchcraft and Maoshan, as well as Taoist Qi cultivation and martial arts. It is also the study of witch doctor that reminds me of the idea of studying medicine and inheriting my ancestral heritage.

But I dare not tell my grandmother about this idea. Her old family forbids me to mention the word witch doctor in front of her, so I have been secretly learning all kinds of things in the supreme secret of heaven over the years. And all kinds of spells and spells in it are like a vast sea. I feel it's difficult to learn all in my life. It's good to learn a fur.

Among these things, my favorite is to cultivate Qigong and martial arts. The power of the combination of the two is really exciting. In the fifth grade of primary school, I fought with people and beat them down one on five. Junior high school has had more than a dozen experiences. As a result, three of them were beaten in hospital. Because of this, they were almost expelled from the school. After high school, I began to converge. Until now, I have hardly touched anyone, but if they don't like it, I will solve it secretly. They don't know who did it after they were beaten.

In junior high school, I could basically learn the whole book and understand why I was born without tears. Because before I was born, I was doomed to a sad fate, because I was a "vaginal fetus"!

I believe that the word "passing the Yin" will not be strange to everyone. People with this fate will not shed tears naturally, and it is difficult to grow up. When adults, they can often do something different from ordinary people and very strange, that is, "passing the Yin". The soul can get out of the body and go back and forth between yin and Yang.

Although I haven't found myself able to enter and leave the underground government calmly at present, since it is said in the book, and I have searched a lot of information on the Internet, this should be an indisputable fact. I can't do it now. I don't guarantee that I can't do it in the future. I can live to this day and break the curse of not being able to grow up. It is estimated that my grandfather bathed me with potion before he died. He is a witch doctor and absolutely knows how to solve this disaster.

I knew I was having a vaginal pregnancy and tried to find a way to completely resolve this bad luck. But after so many years of efforts, it ended in vain. Because the perineal fetus is congenital, if you want to resolve it, you must change your life against the sky. It is almost impossible to change your life against the sky!

Since I can't solve it, I'll give up. As for what will happen in the future and how many years I can live, let it be. As long as you live happily, even a year is more valuable than a lifetime of pain.

Another curse in my life, the nightmare of thunderstorm, found a solution in high school, that is to suppress it with Rune water. The so-called Rune water is a bowl of yellow Rune and yin-yang water (hot water and cold water). Burn the rune into ash and reconcile it with Yin-Yang water. This is Rune water. When a thunderstorm comes, drink a bowl of Rune water, the nightmare will no longer appear, and live a more normal life from then on.

But later, after going to Medical University, after a general examination, it was found that there was an extra bone in the waist life gate, which was shaped like a phalanx. I can't help wondering, how did this finger bone get here?

I thought it had been digested in my stomach. Unexpectedly, it was so stubborn and transferred to the back waist. However, I am also connected. It is precisely because it exists in my body that nightmares occur every Thunderstorm Day. At that time, because the days were hard, Fushui could suppress it anyway, so he gave up the idea of surgery.

The years passed quietly, and seventeen years passed. In these years, I try to make myself strong and cheerful. Only in this way can grandma be happy. If I was dead all day and showed a self closed state, I can imagine how sad grandma would be. In fact, the deepest part of my heart is particularly sad for the world and even the future, because the bad luck of passing the vaginal fetus is doomed to a dark future. But I won't tell anyone about it, let alone grandma.

Whenever I think of these past events, I will have a brief depression. However, the cheerful character developed over the years soon adjusted this state. Face the world with a sunny and open-minded attitude. Although God is unfair to me, I want to fight back with a smile: Lao Tzu is the happiest person in the world. You have the kind to hit me!

Now I am twenty-four years old and a fifth year student in Medical University. I have been assigned to practice in the central hospital.

At the moment, standing in the sunset, I smiled in front of the electric glass door. It was very sunny and handsome. The only drawback was that my clothes were a little shabby.

Today is my night shift, not only today, but every day since I came here on the first day!

Because I said a few more words to a little nurse on the first day, the director of surgery couldn't stand it, so I was given special treatment.

It doesn't matter. This experience is a piece of cake for me. I'm used to a submissive life. I'm on the night shift. It just helps our family save electricity. There are air conditioners and computers. It's more comfortable than at home!

As long as you think about everything, adversity is prosperity, and the night shift is the day shift!

I walked into the gate with a smile and waited in front of the elevator.

"Bai Yu, what a coincidence." A gentle little girl, a little shy, came to say hello to me.

"What a coincidence. Let's go up together." I smiled and nodded

The little girl's name is Ling Wei. She is our little nurse in surgery. On the first day, she said a few more words to her, which annoyed the director. The little girl is very beautiful and seems to be very kind to me, but I didn't respond. In the past four years of Medical University, many girls like me, but because of my own special reasons, I deliberately keep a certain distance from them.

Be an ordinary friend, cross this line, absolutely not!

Here comes the elevator. I politely ask the lady to come in. On the second floor, a five or six-year-old girl blinked her big black eyes and looked very cute. But his face is very white, white like cream.

"Little sister, why are you alone? Which floor are you going to? My sister pressed it for you. " Ling Wei squatted down and spoke to the little girl in a very gentle tone.

"I'm going to the top floor to find my mother!" The little girl's face was dull and her voice was sharp.

Ling Wei got up to press the button. I blocked her hand and pressed the open key to keep the elevator door closed. At the same time, she smiled with the little girl, "go down. This is not the way you should go."

"You are..." Ling Wei's face was confused and puzzled.

The little girl looked at me with very resentful eyes, then ran out of the elevator and closed at the elevator door. For a moment, she disappeared into the air out of thin air!

But Ling Wei didn't find this abnormality. She asked angrily, "why did you drive her down?" Even if she was angry, she looked very docile.

I stared at the elevator door, smiled and didn't speak. I thought she would come again.

Sure enough, on the fourth floor, the little girl came up again!