Chapter 229 - Graduation

"An M?"

Trisha stared at Teren with a questioning look.

"It stands for 'masochist'."

"I know what it stands for! But why the hell am I an M?!"

"Want to do an experiment?"

Teren asked but it was not for teasing. Both of them seriously want to know. If she is, it doesn't matter how she became one, it's how deep is her masochistic tendency.

"To prove you that I'm not an M, fine, what should I do?"

"... you take the top?"

Teren frowned which made Trisha chuckle.

"You're not so sure, huh?"

"I don't know much about it except their definition." Teren explained.

"Okay, sure, lie down."

Trisha was finally able to pull her shirt down. Teren was hesitant but it was just a test so he lied down. Trisha then sat on top of him.

Both of them stared at each other, feeling awkward about this situation.

"Okay... here I come."

Trisha then leaned towards Teren but paused.

"You don't know what to do?"

Teren's question made Trisha's face crunch up. Further pushing herself will just make it more embarrassing so she confessed.

"Y-yeah... you're the one with experience, what should I do?"

And pushed it onto Teren.

After a moment of pondering, Teren said to her.

"If I tell you what to do, that destroys the point."

"So what am I supposed to do!?" Trisha frowned and contemplated as she muttered, "Sadistic nature... sadistic nature... come out..."

Teren almost let out a laugh seeing her meditate like this. After some time, Trisha gave up.

"Maybe it's because I don't have feelings for you that my sadism isn't showing itself. Isn't that natural? After all, it would be weird if I enjoy my time with a devil like you."

She said as if she was one hundred percent sure of it.

"But aren't you enjoying yourself earlier when I was on top?"

"I was not!"

"Then let me see right now. If it's a natural reaction, your body should also be excited right now, right?"

Teren demanded which made Trisha feel her breasts to see that her nipples were no longer stiff.

"Umm... we didn't do anything sexual yet so how would I be excited?"

Trisha tried to get her way through logic but Teren immediately proposed-

"Then do something sexual."

"I'm not in the mood..."

"Doesn't seem like that way earlier... and we've started knowing that whatever your mood is doesn't matter."

"Then doesn't that destroys the point of getting me excited!?"

"... if you weren't wet earlier, we wouldn't need this, wouldn't we?"

"..." Trisha was finally defeated and after a few breaths, she composed herself, "Okay, something sexual..."

She looked at Teren and wondered what sexual thing can she do right now. Ignoring all the S&M, she gulped thinking about it.

The first thing she did was kiss Teren. Of course, it wasn't the naive kiss she did at first. She copied Teren and gave her tongue a job too. At first, it was rough and messy but soon, she learned and became a somewhat good kisser.

"Okay... what's next..."

She then looked around and saw that Teren's neck seemed to be the "most delicious" part so she kissed it too.

'Is this right..?'

Trisha thought but since she's in control, she just did what she thinks she could. Then she learned that she can just use her tongue to slide through his neck. At that point, she thought that what she was doing was very immoral.

While doing so, she then felt Teren's hand get inside her pants again. This time, she only hold it but didn't really do anything about it. 

"You're wet."

When she heard Teren's comment, Trisha's eyes widened as she smiles.

"See! I'm not an M!"

"But..."

Teren didn't say it out loud and just continued it in his head.

'... this still means that you're getting excited.'

Trisha just didn't hear his mutter due to her celebration.

'What should I do? If she enjoys it, it wouldn't be torture. Hurting her sexual parts is just physical torture that doesn't affect her. This means that I'm at a deadlocked.'

Teren didn't consider letting other men take care of the sexual torture because of Trisha's words earlier. If she's considering him as a potential mate, letting other men 'devour' her would nullify that. In other words, a factor that may tie them together will disappear.

'But I won't be able to see why she has this ability.'

That was Teren's original intention. He fears that Trisha would become a wildcard. To have peace of mind and to be careful, he wanted to be the one who cultivates Trisha to that point where she will have weight on the balance. At that point, he will know how to counter her if she's against him or how to get her if she has any use.

But now, shouldn't he be flexible? Since he feels that there are some 'interests' developing between them, couldn't he just use this for them to become allies?

In the first place, Teren wanted to have loyal people around him. It didn't change at the very least. But the problem is, after all he had done to Trisha, could she have loyalty? However, as she said, she's interested in knowing what he will do to her after all the torture since he has guilt.

What kind of compensation will he give to her?

For Trisha, it's some sort of a reward for all the pain she had gone through. Will Teren be able to satisfy her? What kind of compensation could she want?

"I think we're done."

"Done?"

Teren gently pushed her as he sat up.

"Yes, there's no point in continuing this."

"Wait, I'm not following." Trisha frowned as she gets confused.

"Let's say you've graduated. Or... do you want to continue? I'll have other men-"

"I'll graduate!"

Trisha immediately agreed. She wanted to get stronger but for what? She already believes that she's stronger than Teren. If possible, she wanted to keep her purity, even though it was almost taken by Teren.

After all, all she ever wanted was it to be finished to get her so-called compensation from Teren.

"Teren, is there something you want to say to me?"

"Get off."

"Shouldn't you apologize first!?"