Chapter 456

Mother's phone makes Chu Haotian's heart feel like something is pulling. He is pulled to swing left and right and can't stop.

The body is tired of leaning against the wall, thinking of Lu Lingxi's behavior.

Suicide

It's a big impact on him.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt like a big stone blocking his chest and mouth.

“Shit！”

He hit the hard wall next to him with an angry punch.

Lu Lingxi is now like this, he is both distressed and angry.

She's leaving him!

That woman would rather die than be with him!

After a while, he still walked into the ward and unexpectedly saw that Lu Lingxi still didn't wake up.

Time went by, until later he received a call from his secretary, saying that he should go back to the meeting, but she still didn't wake up!

At this time, where does he have any mood to hold any meeting!

However, on second thought, this woman wanted to leave him so much, maybe she didn't want to see him at all? Maybe when he's gone, she'll wake up?

He thought so sadly, and then told the nurse to take special care of him, but he was still not at ease, and told the attending doctor, and then he left the hospital.

Sure enough, not long after Chu Haotian left, Lu Lingxi woke up.

When she smelled the pungent smell of liquid medicine, when she opened her eyes to see a vast expanse of white in front of her eyes, it took her a long time to get used to it. Every cell in her body seemed not her own.

It's like being dead.

When the nurse told the doctor that she had woken up, and when she looked at the room full of people, she realized that she was in the hospital. She had gone through the gate of death, but even Lord Yan didn't take her in.

She didn't listen to what the doctor said, when he came and when he left.

She would rather not think about anything when she died, so that she would not think about what happened before she wanted to die.

The doctors and nurses left. Lu Lingxi was the only one left in the empty ward. She felt pain in her wrist and heart. She felt pain all over her body.

Chu Haotian, if she didn't love him, maybe she could bear all the hurt. If she didn't love him, even if he didn't use him, maybe she couldn't hurt her at all.

But just because I love him so much, the harm he gives is fatal every time. Now, it's over.

Her tears fell down and disappeared in the pillow one by one.

After all, she was too weak and confused. She didn't know when she went to sleep again.

So when Chu Haotian came back again, he found that she was still asleep.

Sitting down on the edge of the bed, I saw that her pale face had recovered a little bit, and my heart was a little more stable. Then I reached out and stroked her face gently.

He felt that he was useless. She had been around him for so long, with little happiness but so much pain.

When he was alone, it seemed that he finally understood something he didn't want to face.

That is

If you love her, let her go!

He has delayed her for too long.

If you continue to pester her, you may only bring her pain. Just like this time, it almost killed her.

Compared with her life, his love is so narrow and small.

He even can't afford a promise up to now. He always knows that she should have better and more suitable people!

And that man, not him!

In his life, he could only struggle like this, just like he did not dare to admit her in front of his mother, just like it was his woman, but he wanted to pull out linzhuo as a cover.

He also has the time of cowardice, follow him such a man, what sense of security can be said? What happiness is there?

He can't give her anything, even admit it!

He can't watch his mother feel sad because of this. She has been treated and hit like that. He can't watch her not even have the consciousness of survival.

If for the sake of Lu Lingxi and regardless of his mother's feelings, with the family to exchange for love, that kind of love is too heavy, he can not afford, he is also afraid of Lu Lingxi can not afford!

He's a selfish bastard, he knows it!

But at this moment, he really hoped that she would be happy in the future.

Forget all this, forget this unforgettable memories, she should have a better future.

Maybe he should have listened to Huo Mingxiu's words and stopped forcing her to stay with him. In that case, it would not have happened like yesterday, or even all her unhappiness with him.

Chu Haotian raised his head because the tears in his eyes were about to flow down.

He stared out of the window, even if she was in love with Wu Shengrui.As long as she's happy, it's better than anything, it's important!

If letting go is the only thing he can do for her

So, he let go!

That hopeless pain was enough for him to bear alone. The feeling of watching her hurt himself, but helpless, really made him feel afraid!

His warm palm stroked her cheek, and then moved to her lips. Maybe she had been lying for too long. Her lips were a little dry. I don't know why, his heart suddenly hurt.

Stooping down, he closed his eyes painfully and kissed them in despair.

Her lips were very soft, just like every time he used to kiss her, he didn't even dare to use too much force. He was always afraid that if he accidentally broke such a soft lip, what would he do?

He kisses her, and she rarely resists.

Of course, she would not resist, because she closed her eyes tightly and didn't even know his approach.

Smelling her fresh breath, Chu Haotian suddenly felt a chill in his heart. Lu Lingxi, if you can always be so good? How good would it be if you were willing?

Willing, even if only once! But, no!

So, when she felt uneasy move, long eyelashes rubbed against his face, he quickly got up and changed into a cold expression.

Lu Lingxi in the dream is not solid, the great effort to open his eyes.

But when she saw the familiar and strange face, she felt more terrible than a nightmare.

She quickly sat up, grabbed the quilt and instinctively wanted to avoid him. In fact, she didn't know where she wanted to hide, just wanted to stay away from him.

Chu Haotian's calm face sank a little in an instant. She always regarded him as a poisonous snake and beast. She always hated him for torturing her and hurting her, but she didn't know how hurtful her subconscious reactions were.

His fist slowly clenched, but when he looked at the scar on her hand, he felt a pain in his heart. The scar would be like a vine, twining in his heart all his life!

With a slow breath, he turned to open the food box on the bedside table, and the delicious smell came out.

He helped her fill the soup with his own hands, carefully stirred it with a spoon, and then made sure it wasn't hot any more. After that, he scooped a spoonful and handed it to her mouth, "I've slept for a long time, so I'll have something to eat first."

Lu Lingxi didn't look, turned his head to the other side, and didn't even want to talk to him.

Looking at her hurt like this, but still so stubborn, Chu Haotian's face was terrible, and the pain in his heart gushed out from one place, almost swallowed him up. It took him a long time to ease.

He sighed, moved the spoon to her again, and heard him say. "Take good care of yourself, and I'll let you go!"