Chapter 561

Besides, she even did such extreme things. He was too afraid that his little approach would make her suffer.

So thinking, he finally sighed, "forget it."

Little assistant is a little confused. How can we forget it?

Although he has never been in love, he also knows how to speak out when he likes someone. If he doesn't speak in his heart, no matter what you do for her, she can't know!

But when he saw that the boss just looked out of the window in silence, as if he didn't intend to continue the discussion, he could only shut up.

Love is really a profound knowledge!

Back home, looking at the dark house, Chu Haotian suddenly felt that there was a gap in his heart. Even if he turned on all the lights in the house, he could not light up the emptiness of his heart.

He went upstairs and took a quick shower. Then he threw his tired body into the bed and looked at the ceiling.

In fact, everything at home has not changed, and even every corner is the same as when she was there. He has no intention to change anything and is reluctant to change it, but she will never come back.

In the past so many nights, she always clever lying beside him, as long as he reaches out, he can put her into his arms.

The quilt she had covered and the pillow she had pillowed were still there, and there was still her fragrance on it. He tightly held them in his hands and put them on his nose, so clear that he could no longer hold the person who belonged to them.

He has been hypnotizing himself, telling himself that it's no big deal, nothing he can't do. It's like he's fine when she's gone for so many years. He can even hold other women in his arms and sing every night. He's used to it and paralyzed. In fact, it's good.

And now?

How long will it take him to get used to not having her?

Chu Haotian feels like he has fallen into the abyss. The more he struggles, the more powerless he becomes. Finally, he can only compromise his innermost thoughts. Forget it, just think about her again today, and then forget her from tomorrow.

However, tomorrow, tomorrow, he will continue to shirk

After Lu Lingxi calmed down, she went home to see her mother. She wanted to see her mother's recent condition and see if she was better, and then she would come back.

Anyway, she is free now. When she calms down, she will find a job first, and then ask Li Li. She thinks that at that time, she will be much stronger.

Although she tried her best to hide, her melancholy was so obvious. How could that careful thought escape Jiang Lan's eyes.

On this day, Lu Lingxi stayed alone in the kitchen to cook lunch for her mother. It was so easy for her to stir fry the dishes. She opened the cupboard, took out a plate, turned on the tap to wash it, and then prepared to serve the dishes.

However, when she watched the water rushing over the plate, she was in a trance. Not long ago, a man held her and told her that she would cook and he would wash the dishes.

Dingding looks at the splash on the plate, her heart is sad again.

At that time, what kind of mentality did he hold to say these words to her?

When breaking up, what kind of mentality does he hold?

Why is it still him? It's all him

There is a kind of sadness in this world, that is, when she thinks about him, she never knows that in fact, that person is suffering from the same suffering, even more than her.

Some miss can't talk, in the end, all become puzzled and complain.

"Lingxi..."

Jiang LAN can't help calling her when she hears the smell in the kitchen, but Lu Lingxi doesn't hear it at all and doesn't respond at all. So Jiang LAN comes in. As soon as she steps into the kitchen door, she sees her daughter in a daze.

"It's very smart."

She called her again, with faint helplessness and heartache in her tone.

The voice was close to her ears. Lu Lingxi had just come back to her senses like she had just woken up from a dream. She seemed to be startled and said: "Mom..."

Then, in a hurry, she turned off the tap and the gas. But the food was already burnt.

"I'm sorry, mom, I..."

"You silly child, what do you say to your mother? I'm sorry. It doesn't matter. Eat when you're ready!"

She Lengleng's nod, and Jiang LAN in the moment of turning around, it was with a smile face, but no matter how can't smile out.

Lu Lingxi really worked hard, but only half of the meal, she could not help but start to wander.

Ever since I came out of the villa that day.

Chu Haotian is like a stubborn vine, winding her heart a little bit.

I thought that if I left, I would forget if I could not see.

But he has already penetrated into her bone marrow, no matter where he goes, no matter what he is doing, even a trace of connection with him will also emerge in her mind.

When she goes to bed, she will remember that she was held to sleep by him.

when she takes a bath, she will also remember that he broke into the bathroom to disturb her;When cooking, he held her in the kitchen to please her deliberately;

when eating, they also had a quiet and sweet time.

When he is not busy, he will make some dishes that she likes to eat. He will put all the dishes she likes to eat into her bowl. He will also smile and say that it's better to hold the longer meat.

But, is such a person, he does not want her now!

Seeing that her daughter was still absent-minded, Jiang LAN could not help putting down her chopsticks and sighed: "still thinking about him?"

"Ah?" Suddenly hearing his mother's words, Lu Lingxi was stunned. It took him a long time to reflect what his mother said. He quickly said, "Mom, I have nothing to do with him. I have no relationship with him for a long time. It's broken. This time it's true!"

She explained in a hurry lest her mother should not believe her.

She felt that she was really a failure in this job, but she didn't want her mother to worry about her again. Again, they are really over!

"What do you think? Is it completely broken? "

Lu Lingxi was stunned again, she subconsciously bit the chopsticks, speechless.

What can she say? Said that the heart also expelled that person long ago? Even so, it's just self deception. It's so easy to forget!

Her eyes fell on her left wrist, and she was in a trance

On the spur of the moment, she would do such extreme things.

This matter is absolutely can't let mother know, mother put up with all kinds of hardships to raise her, only in front of her mother, she has no right not to cherish their own life.

So before she went home, she bought a crystal bracelet and wound it around her wrist several times, which covered the ferocious scar.

The scar on the hand will heal one day, so what about the heart?

Will it heal slowly one day until it becomes light and shallow?

Seeing that she was silent for a long time, Jiang Lan said again: "Lingxi, is there some strange mother in your heart? Do you think I'm not reasonable enough to break you up?"