As she thought about avoiding his kiss, she talked, and finally said it completely.
"you Why? What do you mean? We're like this In this way, what should we do when we have the opportunity? "
She would bet that he had thought about it.
Adult men and women, sleeping in the same bed every day, doing so intimate things, it's not normal to have nothing!
Then, when she said the last sentence, he was stunned. He suddenly stopped kissing her and looked up at her. The fever in his eyes seemed to dissipate in an instant.
He reached out and gently rubbed her hair and looked at her deeply.
Lu Lingxi felt as if he was looking at her, and as if he was looking far away, his eyes became melancholy and distant.
Maybe he and just completely different, the contrast is so big that she can't bear to disturb him.
Two people still keep the posture just now, he didn't move, so did she.
For a long time, he just slowly stroked the top of her hair, especially gentle, let her have the feeling of being spoiled, very comfortable.
She almost fell asleep under his touch, but suddenly he opened his mouth, as if it were a sigh from a distance.
He said, "I was just thinking I had a child. If our child could come to this world, he would be in primary school now. I don't know whether it would be a boy or a girl. Anyway, he should be very smart and beautiful. But You were right before. I really don't deserve to... "
Before his words were finished, her heart was too sour, her eyes were red, and her tears fell down in a blink.
No need to brew, there is no sign, that child has always been the most vulnerable in her heart!
She was sad not only for the child who had no chance with them, but also for the pain and regret when he thought of the child.
She suddenly put her arms around his neck, buried her head in his neck socket, sobbing, "I didn't mean to, I have no way, I don't want to..."
He hugged her, and the pain in his heart was hard to stop. "I don't blame you. How can I blame you? It's my fault. I'm sorry Stop crying... "
He comforted her for a long time in a low voice, and gently kisses the tears from her face.
When she finally recovered, he said, "stop crying. Give me another baby. Shall we have a baby? How about that? "
He picked up her face and asked cautiously.
Lu Lingxi blinked. When he heard his words and saw his serious look, he was stunned.
It turned out that he really wanted a child!
She was in a daze for a long time. Then she grabbed his arm and said nervously, "but, but we..."
She doesn't know how to express her meaning, but she is still very traditional in her heart. She always has children without marriage, which is a little
What's more, can they get married?
At least, he never made it clear that he would marry her.
Her worry, Chu Haotian will not understand, he also some disappointed, looking at her.
"I know it's not good. I'm sorry. I don't know how to talk to my mother. My grandfather won't agree. If we have a child Maybe the situation is different... "
His idea is that with a child, there will be more chances of winning and more bargaining chips.
Although he was reluctant to think that he would even use his children, he
Chu Haotian's words make Lu Lingxi even more surprised. How can she just listen to him? She has a feeling of fear.
It's as if they are really fighting, and it's a very difficult war.
As if they said that the rich family is as deep as the sea, she can only rely on the children to go up!
She didn't want to, but
She pulled his arm tighter and nervously asked him, "are you sure you want to do this? So are you sure? I'm afraid. I don't want to... "
She was afraid that the Chu family would not accept her, even with her children in the end.
She is more afraid of the Chu family's power and power. At that time, she can't even keep her children!
Now you can think about it a little bit. People like the Chu family, no matter whether they give birth to boys or girls, may not be able to let their own blood flow out. At that time, the Chu family still can't accept her, but take away her children?
Seven years ago, she had this worry! Seven years later, she still thinks so.
Therefore, even if she was lying under him, she was still looking at him with frightened and begging eyes.
She didn't want to. If she had to choose, she would admit it no matter how hard it was, but she didn't want to involve an innocent child.
Seeing her reluctant expression, Chu Haotian frowned, "don't you want to? Are you still not willing to have a baby for me? "
When he asked this, there was a flash of obvious depression in his eyes. Lu Lingxi touched the fleeting dim light in his eyes, and his heart suddenly hurt.She remembered that when he first knew that they had a child, his reaction was fierce. He wanted to strangle him and asked why she wanted to kill his child!
She explained hastily, "no, I'm not..."
Not unwilling!
Hearing her denial, Chu Haotian's tense face eased slightly, but he still looked at her, as if waiting for her to give him a reasonable explanation.
She also looked at him, raised her hand, slowly smoothed the wrinkling between his eyebrows, and said in a soft voice, "I just don't think it's the right time. If you have a baby, you have to be responsible for him, no matter what it is, but in case..."
She said, eyelashes down, voice down, "I don't want children without a father, I'm more afraid of..." More afraid that he doesn't have a mother!
"No!"
He immediately interrupted her, lifted her face, looked deeply into her eyes and said solemnly.
"How can our children not have a father? I know what you're worried about? Don't worry, I will never provoke other women in my life, and my child can only be born to me! No matter what happens, I will be by your side, and I will not let you separate from the children! "
He hit the point that she cared about the most.
Lu Lingxi's eyes flashed a little hesitation, it seems to have begun to waver, what she wants most is to form a family with him, they have their own children, they will be happy together!
Taking advantage of her looseness, he immediately said: "I know it will hurt you, but I can't help but think about my mother's feelings. She has been urging me to get married and have children. If I have a child, maybe she will be a little happy. What's more, when the time comes, it will be her grandson. She won't have the heart to deny it. You believe me, my mother is not unreasonable. She doesn't want us to be together now, so give her a reason why we are not together... "
That reason can only be her grandson, their children!
Lu Lingxi looked at him and didn't speak for a long time.