Chapter 715

"Hao, Haotian, you They are all my most important people! I have always said to myself that I want to be open-minded, who do you like, who do you want to be with, as long as you feel happy, but put it down It's not as easy as you think! The girl I still think of that person when I see her I've been trying to forget for so many years, but I still don't How do you let me forget your father's blood all over his face when he died, and he didn't even close his eyes... "

"I think he must have died in his grave! From the day you left home, I knew that your father must be lonely, just like me, no one around, how can he not be lonely? So I think about it and don't force it. You grow up so big, you have your own life after all. You come back now When you come back, your mother will be relieved. It's better to let your father go, so that you can be with the people you like, and you don't have to be in a dilemma... "

Shen Ping's words were intermittent, but at least she finished her long words.

After that, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength. Even her eyes were closed, and her mouth was still breathing, but she didn't speak any more.

"Ma, ma..." Chu Haotian anxiously called twice, but did not get any response.

Chubai also rang the bell to call the doctor.

Soon the doctors came in again.

Shen Ping is still conscious, that is, she has been extremely weak.

After the doctor examined her again, he shook his head helplessly and sighed.

"Mrs. Chu hasn't eaten for many days in a row. She is supported by injection of glucose and nutrient solution. Her hands have swollen because of the injection. Although she can maintain it by other means, she is depressed. If she continues like this I'm afraid... "

Listen to the doctor's words, Chu Haotian's whole body is tense. The doctor sighed several times. He could understand the message!

Is that all?

Do you really want him to watch his mother toss himself to death?

After hearing what his mother said to him just now, he felt sad.

He firmly believed that his mother was good for him, but not so! Not in this way!

It seems to respect his choice and fulfill his happiness. But in fact, it is forcing him to make a decision.

Is mother blaming him? Blame him for leaving his family for a woman.

"Ma..." At that moment, he was lying in front of the hospital bed, and his body seemed to be under the weight of a huge stone, out of breath.

I always thought that as long as I love someone enough and love to the bone marrow, no matter what difficulties and hardships I have, I can survive.

When he made up his mind to make a lifelong promise, he thought that nothing could stop him.

But now, at this moment, when he looked out of the ward again and found the figure, he suddenly felt heartache and couldn't resist it.

Originally, he still can't do it!

Sorry! I'm so smart

I still can't

How great is love?

Can you let a person give up the request to exchange? Including giving up the family, giving up the mother's life.

If you add such heavy power to a love, even if two people are together, the final result is not happiness, but suffocation!

So, he can't

Chu Haotian holds Shen Ping's hand, but his eyes follow the direction of the door all the time. He hears his voice and echoes in the ward, almost drowning himself.

"Mom, don't do this. Get better..."

"Mom, I beg you, don't give up. I will always be there. I won't let you alone. I won't let you be alone again. It's my son who is unfilial. I won't do it any more. I won't..."

"Ma, I promise you! As long as you get better, I'll promise you anything. I'll... "

As he spoke, his voice suddenly choked, and then he squeezed out the three words one by one, "I'm married..."

He can see that when he says these three words, the person he cares about outside the door Her face darkened like ashes!

But, he looks at her like this, exhausts the whole body strength to look at her, she, can understand?

Some people, clearly want to hold firmly, cherish, but have to let go of her hand, push her farther and farther.

He had never, never felt as powerless as this moment.

Because loved, so understand, heartbreak into a piece of feeling, to give up, it is so difficult!

However, there are some words he has to say and some things he has to do.

"I'm married Marry Mo Tingting! Mom, as long as you get better, I'll listen to you. You have to watch me get married and have grandchildren! You must cheer up and get better! As long as you get better, I'm not embarrassed. I'm married, and I'll be by your side. I I will be separated from Lu Lingxi. You will not see her again. She and I Separate from her, separate... "A short sentence. I don't know which word to start with.

He spoke more and more slowly and incoherently until he finally said separation.

He always looked at the man outside the door and said!

He repeatedly said the word "separation" for many times, and he didn't know how many times he was talking about before he realized that his voice had choked and couldn't speak clearly.

He then found that he could not see her clearly, something had been spreading from the fundus of his eyes, blurred his vision, and then slowly flowed down, drowning his face.

For a long time

Only then did he know that it was tears!

Originally, he will cry too!

It turns out that there is someone in the world who will make him cry!

Men have tears, but not to sad, just!

For a moment, he seemed to feel the whole world deserted.

I thought that if he fell in love with someone, he would give her the happiness that women all over the world look up to.

But in the end, he only gave her a grievance and sadness.

He thought, does she hate him now?

Hate it!

She hates him, but it makes him feel better!

He didn't expect her to forgive him. He just hoped that she could see that the moment he made the decision, the pain was no less than her, the pain was no less than her.

Let her down, but even a sorry also can't say!

After a long time, when he was facing her and was about to suffocate, he closed his eyes and buried his face deeply. He still sobbed at his mother lying in the hospital bed and said, "Mom, I beg you Do you really want me to regret for the rest of my life? "

Chu Bai saw this scene, and then looked at the face outside the ward, which he once hated very much. For a moment, his heart tasted all kinds of things.

At this moment, no matter how strong his heart is, he will never laugh again.