Chapter 62 - Davy's Opinion

Jason opened his eyes from the noise. He started at the white ceiling of the room, he was trying to disearn whether what he saw and felt was real. 

He was so sure that he fell into Davion's arms before everything went dark. He recalled the magical door and the weird room but why h suddenly he felt so tired and fell unconscious.

He moved his eyes to the wall where the blue door was, to his surprise, the door was gone. He would think that Davy's boss must have build a wall there after he trespassed. But the wall didn't look new at all. 

His experience felt like a dream. "You are awake," Davy hovered above him as he spoke. Jason glanced at him, with his smile he looked like the brightest side of the sun. 

Jason sat on the couch. His mind was deep in thought over what he lived through. He heard the sound of something dropping to the floor. He dropped his gaze to the floor to take a look. 

He found a novel, it was the bl novel that he was the main character. He felt like an actor in that moment, when they see a movie that they acted on. It was truly a wonderful feelings to feel. 

He picked up the novel and held in his hands. He opened the first page, his eyes widen with shock seeing his name signed on the novel. The book was signed by his author. 

A smile bloomed on his face, he just could not believe that the person he was looking for had sent him a book with her autograph in it. 

"It is just a book, no need to be so happy," Davy let out scooting next to him. Jason held the book close to his chest, it was the best thing that had happened to him since he left the novel. 

But one thing didn't make sense, "how did I get this novel?" 

He inquired from Davy. The male inhaled deeply and rested his head back on the couch. 

"I have read the book," he uttered ignoring the question that Jason threw at him. "And frankly I don't see why people ship Jason and Davion," he added. 

Jason almost exploded listening to him. The way that he spoke gave off the feeling that he was against his love. He was struggling with everything. Holding on to every little thing to make sure that his story is complete and he dared to say such things. 

It was easier to comment when the matter is not about you. You can say what ever you want, it is only after walking in the person's shoes can you truly understand what they go through to be where they are.

He didn't expect a waiter to understand him. The man was young and had no experience in life or love. It's only those who have loved that could get what he was going through. 

"He reminds me of you," Davy said. Jason raised his eyes to hear his version in the book resembles him. Oddly enough he found that he loved hearing about himself a lot. 

"Just like you, his love is misdirected," Davy spoke. 

Jason's jaw dropped. He didn't expect to be called a fool indirectly by the cute young waiter. In the beginning of the novel, he started off liking Sashina but he truly fell for the crown prince. 

The comment was upsetting. "He loved the crown prince. What is misdirected in that?" He asked infuriated by the man's comment. The man had no right to give an opinion when he knew nothing. 

"From the start till the last chapter, the man thinks of the author of the novel more than the character he supposedly loves," Davy pointed out. 

Jason wanted to hit his head. The waiter was basing his arguments on such weak facts. The author was the god of the book and he couldn't say that he doesn't think of god when everything goes wrong in his life. 

Everyone always thinks of the higher power to help them out when they are stuck and that is what he did.

"Because he felt like she was the god of the book," he replied to Davy. 

Davy shook his head to his reply. "It was different, the way he praised the author, trusted him or her blindly and counted on the author. I'm no expect but it felt like he loved the author of the book," Davy explained. 

"That is because he is a big fan. Did you not read chapter one?" Jason found him ridiculous. The way that he spoke gave him a headache. 

"I know that he is a fan but his love felt deeper than that. Like a one sided love," he added. 

Jason was speechless, his mind went blank. He couldn't think of what he should say to the ridiculous man, he was in no way in love with the author of the novel. 

"Why would you think that?" He questioned. 

"I have checked out Alperx's novels. The character almost appears in all the books. It is the only thing about the mysterious author that is constant," he said to Jason. 

Jason had not even thought about that. Coming to think of it, the first time he read the original version of the novel, he too felt Davion's character was familiar to Dral from the authors previous book. 

But that didn't prove that he was in love with the author. "The character seems to be clinging to the crown prince when in fact he likes the author. That is how I felt," he informed. 

"Just like u, when I gave you a choice of what to bring with you. You could have taken anything you wanted but choose the teddy bear," he let out. 

Jason sighed. The author had a special place in his heart for creating beautiful stories but not for the reasons that the crazy fellow was saying. 

He was not in love with the author. He had only ever truly loved Davion and that was the end of it. Their was no confusion in his mind or any turmoil on how he felt. 

It was strange to hear someone point out that he was in love with someone that he had never met in his entire existence. 

It was crazy, the heart couldn't beat for someone that his eyes had never even had a chance to see. "I promise you that it inst true. I am not in love with Alperx," he denied the claims of the man. 

Jason glanced at the teddy bear, it was a gift for a person he didn't even know. He had absolutely no idea why he had the teddy bear made. 

"Anyway, if you ask me I think the author of the novel is a coward," he uttered. His insides were boiling with anger. 

He was staring away from Davy so he didn't notice the look the man shot at him. His words sounded absurd to Davy but he returned to his cool self before Jason turned to face him. 

"She has never shown her face in public. Despite all the requests for her to do a public appearance, sge refuses, coward," Jason explained himself. "I doubt she had any confidence to face people. She must not even know what love is," he added. 

He had pleaded with her to let him back into the novel and the person was refusing to do so. The author understood what he felt for Davion and yet, she went on with her life as though nothing had happen. 

It was unbelievable that she called herself human. He was one of her best fans and yet, she didn't even take his feelings into consideration. 

"The author is selfish, only thinking about herself in this," he added. 

He got up and took the teddy bear and the book and left the living room. He rushed to the room the waiter gave to him to wallow. 

"How ungrateful," Davy uttered. He furiously got up from the couch and dashed out of the room. He rushed to his room gritting his teeth in anger. The anger burnt his skin so hard that he could hardly contain his emotion. 

He entered the room and locked the door behind him. He rushed to his walk in closet and opened its doors. He entered the room. 

He removed the wig on his head and dropped it on the ground. He released his hair and let it bounce loosely on his back. He picked up the Aphidian suit from his closet and took it with him to the bed. 

He fetched a scissor and began to roughly cut it. "Selfish he said," he ranted and screamed. "Doesn't know what love is, he added," he spike out angrily. 

He was angered by the man's choices of words over what had happened. "How dare he say that?" He furiously let out.

He picked up his phone and went to his social media platform. He took a deep breath before his hands moved and typed something before he posted it. 

<<Due to personal reasons, I would like to inform my loyal readers that im giving up writing. It has been an honor walking down this path with you, yours truly Alperx>>

"I only think about myself, right?" He let out with a devilish smile in his face.