Hearing Nangong Yan's question, she was stunned. She didn't expect Nangong Yan'er to suddenly ask this.
"Yan'er, what do you mean?"
Nangong Yan suddenly got up. He stared at the people on the bed: "is it you who took the treasure map in Yaowang Valley?"
His hatred sank. Forget it. This was long expected. With his intelligence, he couldn't guess.
The grudge remained silent, but Nangong Yan said to himself: "if someone could beat fourth brother and Ranqing in Yaowang Valley quietly at that time, I can't think of anyone else except you. You don't need to answer, just nod or shake your head. Is it or not?"
Shao Qing nodded her grudge and admitted it. That day, she took the treasure map and really had the idea of helping Sima Jing Hang.
If so, Nangong Yan couldn't help laughing: "ah Xue and I went to get the treasure map, but you helped Sima Jing Hang to calculate me. That's what you said?"
There is no way to explain this grudge. She helped Sima Jingxuan just to help him ascend the throne. Her only purpose from beginning to end was to destroy the whole Dayan, so she needed to borrow the troops of the state of Wei. The only thing that could help her was Sima Jingxuan.
"Well, I don't care about that. You were the one who instigated Sima Yue to poison me behind Da Yan's back?"
I was afraid that he would misunderstand something again, so I quickly explained: "Yan'er is not what you think. In fact, I just don't want you..."
Before she finished, Nangong Yan interrupted her: "I just want to know if it's you. You don't have to explain the rest to me."
They looked at each other and tried to find a trace of childhood mother child love in his eyes, but what she touched was cold.
"It's me." the grudge simply admitted it together. Although Sima Jingxuan planned the poisoning, she didn't know it in advance, but some things only asked the results rather than the process.
Nangong Yan had already determined that she was with Sima Jingxuan. Now she was covered with a mouth and couldn't tell clearly. It's better to recognize it directly, so as not to make more quarrels between them.
At the moment of hearing the grudge recognition, Nangong Yan only felt heartache, but his mother wanted to help others deal with him. No one would feel better about it.
Nangong Yan gradually calmed down. He sat in a chair and said faintly, "Mom, I was sent to Tianshan mountain when I was seven."
"I know." hate has always ordered people to secretly pay attention to Nangong Yan. When she learned that he was sent to Tianshan, hate's heart was cold. She knew that Nangong Xuan's move was clearly killing him.
Nangong Yan shook his head and said calmly in his eyes, "you don't know. What kind of life did I live in the palace before I was sent to Tianshan Mountain. I was often bullied. Even the eunuchs and maidens in the palace can bully me at will. At this time, it was the fourth brother who stood in front of me and suffered a lot of fists for me."
Before going to Tianshan Mountain, Nangong Yan did something. He killed the eunuch who took the lead in bullying him and Nangong Qi. He cut one hole after another on him with a sharp dagger. He died of excessive blood loss.
"From then on, I vowed not to give others another chance to hurt me. But it backfired. Master, father and emperor, and even you, from beginning to end, I was just the one you abandoned."
"Yan'er." tears have burst out in my hated eyes, "it's not like this. I haven't come back for so many years, but my heart has always been by your side. I'm your mother, how can I not miss you?"
Nangong Yan couldn't help shaking his head. He felt bitter and stretched out his hand to catch him, but he fell back to bed again because of weakness.
"Yan'er, are you blaming me?"
"Shouldn't I blame you? Since I knew you were still alive, I often wondered why you didn't come and take me away, or because you were too father and emperor, it would disgust you to see my face similar to him."
Nangong Yan thought over all the reasons he could think: "so I can only force myself to be strong enough to live without anyone."
In fact, there are many ways to live. After tasting all the pain, life is better than death.
Ji Qingxue and Sima Jingxuan keep watch outside the door. Ji Qingxue looks inside from time to time for fear of something.
"It must be a good thing for them to meet again after so many years. Why do you look worried?"
Sima Jing hung to see that she was always worried. It seemed that their reunion was not a happy thing for Ji Qingxue.
Ji Qingxue sighed a long sigh: "you don't know him. He's a dead man and likes to get into trouble. I'm just afraid he won't say a few good words with his last hatred, and he'll start to speak ill of each other."
Sima Jing looked at Ji Qingxue's side face and said softly, "so you know him."
"If it were you, what would you think if your mother helped others deal with you?" Ji Qingxue asked him.
Sima Jingxuan's eyes flashed an inexplicable emotion: "Qing Xue, what do you mean?"
Ji Qingxue said softly, "don't pretend now. At that time, you pretended to be hurt in Yaowang valley so that we wouldn't doubt you. Didn't you take the treasure map for you?"
After a short surprise, Sima Jingxuan resumed his calm: "it seems that nothing can hide from you."
"Do you want to be the emperor?" I tried my best to get this treasure map. I'm afraid it's also because it's rumored that you can get the snow soul jade in the world.
At the first meeting, Ji Qingxue knew that Sima Jingxuan was not in the pool. With his ambition, he would not be willing to be a mere king of peace.
"I just want to get back what belongs to me."
It can also be said that he coveted the throne, but this should have belonged to him. Sima Jue was not qualified to be a prince at all. Sooner or later, the territory of the state of Wei will become fat in others' mouths, so he wanted to become the master of the state of Wei.
"I'm probably the person who is said to be ambitious and unscrupulous to achieve the goal. Qingxue, don't you look down on me now?" Sima Jingxuan never cares what others think of him. Only the winner has the right to speak since ancient times, but now he wants to ask whether the woman in front of him is like others.
"It's just a different way. There's nothing good to look down upon. Some people can only rob whatever they want, which is the same reason as you want the throne."
Ji Qingxue's words brightened Sima Jing's eyes. It seems that he did not choose the wrong person.
"If one day I ascend the throne as emperor, will you be my queen?"
This is the most explicit sentence Sima Jingxuan has said to her so far. Ji Qingxue has always been the best candidate in his heart.
Ji Qingxue was stunned, queen? She didn't want to be a queen.
Nangong Yan had come out of the house and just heard Sima Jingxuan's words. He said sarcastically, "I don't know. Have you always been so interested in other people's wives?"