Nangong Yan still doesn't feel that he lacks anything. Even if he deliberately ignores the missing part in his heart, Ji Qingxue and Xun Xue have filled it for him.

Rather than hate, it's better to say that Nangong Yan's heart has been relieved.

Grudge and Nangong Yan found a pavilion and sat down. It seems that they really plan to talk at night.

"I was worried about you, but I didn't think I was worried too much." when I knew that the cold poison in my body was passed on to him, the whole person collapsed.

Especially when she heard his rumors about short-lived species in Wei Guo, she felt heartache and couldn't sleep at night. If Nangong Xuan caused all this, should she also take part in the responsibility.

"When you were seven years old, you were sent to Tianshan to study art. Tianshan was covered with snow all year round. When you first arrived, you were not used to it. You were frostbitten all over. You also had a high fever and almost died in Tianshan."

Nangong Yan was shocked and looked at her with some surprise: "how can you know?"

Grudge smiled kindly: "silly child, although my mother has not been with you for so many years, I know what happened to you."

Nangong Yan was surprised at first, and then calmed down slowly. Maybe he thought the lost things were always there.

While they were talking, the cry of a child came from nowhere. Nangong Yan immediately stood up and said, "it's looking for snow."

Yun'er came over with a crying look for snow and an anxious look on his face: "the emperor looked for snow and he cried again. The nanny and sister couldn't coax well, so I had to bring him to you."

Nangong Yan was quite helpless: "this smelly boy is becoming more and more sticky."

Although he said so, Nangong Yan skillfully took Xuexun from yun'er's arms. As soon as he came to Nangong Yan's arms to find snow, he slowly stopped crying, but his eyes stared at the hatred in front of him curiously.

"Look, I'll say I miss you when I look for snow." a trace of cunning crossed yun'er's eyes. It's good to look for snow. What a beautiful job you've done!

Regret hesitated and wanted to come forward to look for snow, but because he didn't wear a veil, he was afraid that his appearance would scare him. For a moment, he was in a dilemma.

"This is as like as two peas." the little boy could not help but say, "his eyebrows are like you, just like you were when you were little."

Nangong Yan gently hugged him: "ah Xue also said that. Sometimes he would get angry with me about it. He said that he was clearly a child born through hardships, but he looked more like me."

Speaking of these, even nangongyan didn't realize how gentle he was. Nangongyan looked at the look of resentment and expectation, so he asked her, "do you want to hug him?"

The grudge was stunned: "me? I'd better forget it. Don't let me scare him like this."

Nangong Yan has stuffed the child into her arms: "no, this smelly boy doesn't know who is born. He's happy to see anyone, and he doesn't know who this character is with."

Grudge carefully took over the child, from the initial formality to complete relaxation. Grudge teased Xun Xue in her arms. Xiao Xun Xue skillfully shrank in her arms. It really didn't recognize life at all, as Nangong Yan said.

At the moment, her resentment was very satisfied. She seemed to fall into a deep memory and said softly, "you didn't recognize a student when you were a child. That's how everyone smiles. The character of looking for snow in our family is with his father."

Nangong Yan silently stood aside. Her memory before the age of seven had been a little blurred, but Nangong Yan couldn't help thinking whether she held herself in this way when she was a child and would coax her softly when she cried.

Not far away, yun'er and Ji Qingxue hid behind the big tree and whispered.

"It turned out that elder sister asked me to bring Xun Xue at this time in the hope that she could meet her grandson." yun'er couldn't help thinking that elder sister was smart and thought of using this way to resolve the knot in their hearts.

In fact, in the final analysis, grudge is just a poor woman. Ji Qingxue doesn't want nangongyan to forgive anyone. After all, those inhuman torture and pain are his personal experience. Ji Qingxue just wants them to get along peacefully like this at least. I hope they won't leave any regrets for themselves.

Resentment easily coaxed Xun Xue to sleep. She stuffed Xun Xue back into Nangong Yan's arms.

"You should find her. She's still waiting for you in the Moon Palace."

Nangong Yan held xuxue in his arms and hesitated a little: "you fainted today. How are you? If you feel uncomfortable, you can call the imperial doctor."

Hearing Nangong Yan's words about himself, she moved her lips with resentment. Finally, she said, "it's all old problems. It's okay."

The one-year deadline is approaching, and she won't live long, but she is also satisfied that she can live a peaceful life with her family before that.

"Go quickly. Don't keep people waiting."

After nangongyan left, the grudge finally burst into tears. Meng Yue appeared at the right time and put his hands on her shoulders: "don't cry, isn't it good now? You should be happy."

The grudge cried and said, "yes, I should be happy. At least he can talk to me like this. I'm very satisfied. MengYue sometimes God treats me well."

Meng Yue gently wiped the tears on her face: "well, you feel happy."

Grudge looked at the direction of nangongyan's departure and said, "MengYue, please stay here with me for a few more days."

Just a few days is enough.

Meng Yue felt very strange about what she said: "don't you plan to live here?"

Resentment slowly shook his head: "I didn't have such a plan at the beginning."

"You don't intend to restore Chu Yushang's identity and recognize Nangong Yan?"

The corner of her mouth was slightly filled with resentment: "God has treated me well now. Chu Yushang has died in the eyes of the world, so why let her live again."

"Nangong Yan..."

Resentment turned and looked at Meng Yue: "Yan'er is very happy now, isn't he?"

Nangong Yan has ascended the throne as emperor. If Chu Yushang suddenly appears, someone will investigate her past. Then she may not be able to hide her affair with Nangong Xuan.

With such a father, emperor and mother, how will the world treat nangongyan at that time?

So she would rather be silent. Just look at Nangong Yan's happiness. Her time is running out. It's not so important to recover Chu Yushang's identity.

Meng Yue looked a little complicated. In the end, he said the same sentence: "just be happy."

The expression of regret is very soft, and the scar on his face is not so terrible.

She said, "Mon, thank you."