With Ji Qingxue's eyes frozen to death, she refused to give up until Rongsheng finished all the food yun'er cooked.

Unexpectedly, Ji Qingxue didn't say anything more, just asked Rong Sheng to have a good rest, and then left.

Nangong Yan said to her, "knowing that he is suffering now, why do you force him like this?"

Ji Qingxue said helplessly, "when I want to, he is like this now. If you don't force him, I'm afraid he can't make it."

"Alas, ah Xue, give him more time. He will figure it out."

If only that were true.

Time is not always a good medicine. It can not only smooth edges and corners, but also crush people's hopes bit by bit.

Ji Qingxue is afraid of Rongsheng's dead brain and plunges into a dead end and refuses to come out.

Suddenly, Ji Qingxue looked at the man around him with a strange look.

Aware of her eyes, Nangong Yan smiled: "what is ah Xue looking at?"

"The year I disappeared, you thought I was dead. How did you come that year?"

Ji Qingxue had never asked before, but she knew that he must have been in pain that year.

Nangong Yan frowned: "ah Xue, how can Rongsheng and the ninth day of the ninth day be discussed with us?"

"I don't mean that. I just want to know."

Nangong Yan's cold eyes fell on Ji Qingxue, as if to see through and devour her whole person.

Finally, Nangong Yan gently looked away from his eyes. He said calmly, "although I was alive that year, life was better than death."

In a simple word, he took all the pain easily. Ji Qingxue suddenly felt his heart tight.

She could probably imagine how painful nangongyan was at that time. It was like living a walking corpse, which was more unpleasant than directly dying. After all, people would feel nothing when they died.

Nangong Yan stretched out his finger and bounced her forehead: "don't look at me with such eyes. Haven't you come back?"

Fortunately, all his waiting and all his pain are worth it.

Ji Qingxue suddenly opened her hand and hugged Nangong Yan without scruples. She sucked her nose and said, "yes, I'm back."

Nangong Yan quietly enjoyed her initiative. The person in her arms said in a muffled voice, "I don't know if my stupid apprentice can wait until the person he wants comes back."

Deeply smelling the fragrance in her hair, Nangong Yan replied, "look at the will of heaven."

Not everyone is so lucky.

The next day, yun'er hurried to Ji Qingxue and said that Rong Sheng was gone. He looked all over the military camp and didn't see him.

Yun'er couldn't help thinking: "elder sister, you said Rong Sheng wouldn't be unhappy and ran to do something stupid."

Ji Qingxue gave her a shudder: "you girl has such a rich imagination. It's too inferior for you not to write a play."

Yun'er covered his forehead with both hands and muttered in a low voice, "I'm not worried about him."

"Ah Xue, you don't have to worry. I've asked Luo Ting to find it. There will be news soon." Nangong Yan said.

Before long, Luo Ting came back to reply: "master, he's on the other side of Yang Lake."

Yang Lake is a small lake near the military camp. Yun'er looked even more worried: "is he going to jump into the lake?"

Ji Qingxue took a smoke from the corner of her eye and put his hand on yun'er's shoulder: "yun'er is really a promising person."

Ji Qingxue took back her hand and said to Nangong Yan, "although I don't think he's stupid enough to end his life because of this thing, I'd better go and have a look so that he won't die again!"

Nangong Yan nodded: "have a good chat with him. If he twists with you, he will faint and drag back."

Next to yun'er and Luo Ting: it's really simple and rough!

Ji Qingxue smiled: the apprentice is not obedient. Just give him a beating!

……

Rongsheng stood by the lake in a daze. He seemed to hold something in his hand. Ji Qingxue approached and saw that what he held in his hand was the silver bell left in the ninth day of the ninth day.

"What are you thinking?" Ji Qingxue asked softly.

For her, Rongsheng felt that there was nothing to hide, so he said honestly, "I'm thinking about the ninth day of junior high school."

"Hate her?"

Rong Sheng pulled a smile on his face: "don't hate."

I just feel uncomfortable. I feel uncomfortable everywhere.

"When she first met her, she lived as she wanted without so many rules. Now she just did what she wanted to do, didn't she?"

Ji Qingxue stood beside him and said seriously, "since she has done what she wants to do, what about you? What do you want to do?"

Rong Sheng thought for a moment and said, "little master, can you make that kind of medicine that makes people lose their memory? If you can, make some for me."

"Do you want to forget her?"

Rong Sheng smiled bitterly: "even if you remember, it doesn't make any sense now."

Ji Qingxue sighed heavily: "Rongsheng, even if I can make this medicine, even if I can make you forget her now, you will eventually remember one day. Because everything happened here will help you remember."

Ji Qingxue raised her finger and pointed to his heart, "ask yourself, can you put it down?"

For a long time, Rong Sheng said firmly, "I can put it down."

It's just a woman. I think he's handsome and handsome. I'm afraid I can't find a woman?

Ji Qingxue smiled: "really?"

"Of course." Rong Sheng pretended to be natural and unrestrained. "There are no fragrant grass anywhere in the world. Why do you feel depressed for her alone? There are so many beauties waiting for me."

Ji Qingxue nodded clearly: "what you said is also that you don't have to keep the silver bell. Anyway, it doesn't make any sense. I'll throw it away for you."

With that, she grabbed the silver bell from Rongsheng's hand and threw it into the lake.

"No!"

Rongsheng's face suddenly changed and he jumped directly into the lake.

Looking at his panic stricken appearance, Ji Qingxue secretly felt funny. Obviously, he just couldn't let go, but he talked back hard.

Ji Qingxue squatted by the lake and shook the silver bell in his hand. She didn't throw it at all.

She joked, "didn't you say you could put it down? Then why panic about a silver bell?"

Rongsheng suddenly became dull. Ji Qingxue suddenly became serious: "Rongsheng, I just want to tell you that if something can't be avoided, don't try to escape. If you feel pain, cry and shout, and we can all accompany you. You don't need to force yourself to know what?"

Ji Qingxue put the silver bell on the shore, and he slowly walked back to the barracks.

That's all. The rest is up to him.

Less lean, Rongsheng slowly swam to the shore. He carefully picked up the silver bell, with a reluctant expression on his face.

The Buddha said that people have eight hardships: life, old age, disease, death, resentment and hatred, love and separation, the five Yin is full, and can't ask.

Birth, old age, illness and death are fixed. It's the most painful thing to ask for.