The dusk is everywhere, and there is a cicada chirp from somewhere. In this hot weather, people can't help feeling more impetuous.
Ji Qingxue lay on the bed and said bored, "didn't stinky erhuo say he had been guarding me all the time? Why did he run away now, asshole!"
It's really boring for her to stay alone!
The door was pushed open from the outside, and Nangong Yan said, "what's the ability to speak ill of people behind their backs? Have the ability to speak in front of me!"
Ji Qingxue's spirit was shocked. He propped up his body and looked at the door. He immediately shouted happily, "ah Yan?"
Nangong Yan rarely turned a blind eye to her enthusiasm and said expressionless, "what's your name, ah Yan? Just call me an asshole."
Ji Qingxue smiled awkwardly. It seems that he really can't speak ill of others behind his back. He will be punished.
"I haven't seen you for so long. Where have you been?"
Nangong Yan said as he walked, "I went to the palace and walked around."
Ji Qingxue pointed to the fruit on the plate on the table: "ah, asshole! I want to eat that."
Oh, this woman is really rude. Let her call an asshole!
However, seeing her smiling appearance, Nangong Yan had to take the fruit and put it respectfully in Ji Qingxue's hand.
Ji Qingxue took a big bite and said with great satisfaction, "it's so sweet!"
"You just went to the spot?"
Nangong Yan sat next to her and pinched her nose: "what is stepping on the spot? Can't you speak better?"
Ji Qingxue shriveled his mouth: "then what did you see?"
Nangong Yan suddenly became serious: "there are fewer guards in the west of Xueqing palace and the defense is weak. At that time, if we choose to break through from there, the problem should not be big."
Ji Qingxue was eating hard. Nangong Yan frowned and said, "it's bad for your stomach to eat less at night. You're a doctor. Do you need someone to remind you of this common sense?"
Ji snow looked as like as two peas at him: "do you know that you are exactly the same as he is in the long winded".
The speaker is careless and the listener is intentional. Ji Qingxue's simple sentence made the people in front explode in an instant.
Nangong Yan suddenly stood up and said angrily, "are you still thinking of him in your heart?"
"Er..." Ji Qingxue blinked innocently. How can you say that you change your face. This temper belongs to artillery. It will explode at a little.
He looked a little angry and restless: "I'm the one with you now. Am I bad to you? Why do you keep thinking of him!"
Ji Qingxue continued to nibble at the fruit. She really didn't know how to answer this question.
If she is facing a schizophrenic patient today, she can face it calmly.
But the problem is not. This man is the one she likes, the father of her son. The palm and back of the hand are all meat, so she can't choose who is good and who is bad.
Ji Qingxue's lack of reaction irritated him. He grabbed the fruit in Ji Qingxue's hand and fell to the ground.
"Don't eat!"
Ji Qingxue was a little confused by his roar, looked up at him blankly, and didn't react for a moment.
Nangong Yan couldn't manage so much. He said hoarsely and overbearing, "you're mine! He won't wake up again. You'll always be mine."
Ji Qingxue clapped her hands and sat cross legged on the bed, looking very calm.
"Come and sit down!" she ordered.
Nangong Yan was stunned, "you..."
Ji Qingxue turned her head and killed her eyes with great momentum: "Chu Xun, don't let me repeat it for the second time."
She used to call herself ah Yan, but she basically wouldn't call herself Chu Xun, but now
Somehow, when she called her name like this, he was a little counselled for no reason.
He stammered, "you, what are you going to do?"
Ji Qingxue patted the position in front of him with a serious tone: "I'm not doing anything, but I'm going to talk to you about my ideal and life."
Nangong Yan walked over and sat down, but his face looked a little embarrassed.
What should I do? He just didn't control his emotions. He was angry with ah Xue and threw her fruit. She must be angry.
At the moment, Nangong Yan calmed down. His nervous palms were sweating. He was very nervous and looked like a prisoner waiting for trial.
"Chu Xun stressed in front of me again and again that you are not alone with him. Don't compare you."
Nangong Yan nodded subconsciously: "yes."
He doesn't want to be nangongyan. He is Chu Xun. He is an independent existence, not someone's attachment.
Ji Qingxue raised a finger and looked at him very seriously: "now listen, when I get along with you, I treat you as Chu Xun."
Hearing what she said, Nangong Yan was secretly happy, but Ji Qingxue continued: "even if you hate it again, you will never get rid of the fact that you and he are one person."
The radian of Nangong Yan's mouth is slightly stiff. In the final analysis, she still has that person in her heart. She can't see herself as a truly independent person.
"Chu Xun, you don't have to prove anything to me, because you are you."
Nangong Yan was stunned and didn't know how to answer for a moment.
"There's nothing wrong with your coexistence with each other. So you don't have to hate his existence, because in essence, you are also Nangong Yan."
He whispered, "I'm also nangongyan."
He tried his best to cut off the contact with that person. He didn't even want to be crowned with the name of nangongyan, just to live upright.
What you lack will pursue.
He was born because of the darkest part of Nangong Yan's body. He was carrying all the heavy burden.
That's why he wants to get rid of it. Just be chuxun.
Ji Qingxue gently held his hand: "you don't have to feel nervous. You are all equally important in my heart."
Nangong Yan's eyes burst out: "seriously?"
"Of course."
The killing intention of her body just surged up because her words disappeared instantly.
He was satisfied.
Ji Qingxue held his face and whispered, "Chu Xun, you're very good."
"You and he are people I cherish. I'm very happy to have you."
Nangong Yan's pupil widened slightly: "do you feel very happy with me?"
He came out with uncontrollable violence. He couldn't even count how many people he killed when he was out of control.
Even those people in Wushang Pavilion respect him and respect him, but they are also afraid of him.
But now some people tell themselves that some people will be happy because of his existence?
If someone had said this to him before, he might feel very funny.
But now he just felt his heart become very soft and light like a feather.
He understood that this feeling was called happiness.