"Ten years ago, a little thing happened."
Meng Jianzhi raised his eyes and looked away. It seemed to be observing her reflection. Seeing that her expression was flat, he hung his eyes and continued to say.
"Then I began to sleep all night. Xiaoyue, a person who has been suffering from insomnia for a long time, is easy to be in a very anxious and bored state. Then, it's probably... A hard time. "
Meng Jianzhi used a few words of understatement to describe the extremely dark time of the previous decade. He didn't want to describe himself too badly, but it was really not good.
But subconsciously, he didn't want to say more. His voice turned, "so, a person who has been very lonely has no pursuit in life, so he wants to eat normally, sleep normally and rest, that's all."
"I can't find what I'm interested in and what I want to do. I decided to quit E-sports because E-sports no longer makes me have fun, and there's no fun."
"Until I met you one day, I can't say it myself. You can do it easily. I try my best to do things that are difficult to do. Let me relax, let me want to go to sleep."
"At first, I only paid attention to you because you can make me relax. Watching your live broadcast and listening to your eating voice will make me feel very happy. Then gradually, many things gradually lost control. I don't know what's going on, but that's it. Out of control, I found myself... And began to pay attention to everything I planned. "
"It's everything!"
"Some unrealistic ideas will begin to appear in my mind. I will want to be better with you. No... it is the greedy idea that I can be closer to you."
"Maybe I'm really drunk. Now I read it in my head and start talking nonsense."
Meng Jianzhi rubbed his temples, smiled bitterly, and then looked up at Shi Li, but his eyes were very serious.
"But I like you very much."
"Han Xiaoyue, I can't say why, but I like it very much. I can speak very confidently. It's impossible to find anyone in the world who likes you more than I do."
Meng Jianzhi really doesn't know why he likes Han Xiaoyue. There may be many reasons. Maybe he thinks she's cute, maybe it's because she's good-looking, or maybe it's because those messy reasons exist.
But by the time he realized the problem, he had liked it so much that he was going crazy. He wanted to sink into her arms immediately and hold her tightly in the palm of his hand.
The feeling of holding it in the palm of your hand for fear of falling and holding it in your mouth for fear of melting may be because you care too much and always worry that you will exert too much force.
"I'm really drunk... But I also want to say that Han Xiaoyue likes you very much. I want... I want you to give me a chance."
Meng Jianzhi's throat rolled and read so much. Finally, he carefully held his mind out. He was inexplicably nervous. Oh, it should be said that he was very nervous. He carefully raised his eyes and looked at Shi Li.
Softly, word by word.
"Give me a chance... OK?"
Shi Li looked at his face, his eyes, with the bright starlight of hope, full of desire.