Of course, after the thought flashed through her mind, she was not sure.
Maybe there is?
After all, he was poisoned without knowing it.
This event has completely destroyed Li Jiahui's self-confidence, and everything has become insecure.
Forget it. If you refuse everything, you'd better think about it yourself. If you really can't think of it
This procrastination, the way did not come up with, but the situation is more and more serious.
Li Ping'an sighs every day and proposes to take Li Jiahui to see a doctor. Li Jiahui dare not refuse any more. She really can't think of a way. She has also tried to find some herbs to detoxify herself.
But it didn't work at all.
Whenever there is a little effect, she still has hope, and can provide ideas to prepare antidotes, but the experiments again and again, taking her face as an experimental object, there is no breakthrough.
She can only follow Li Ping'an to see traditional Chinese medicine, western medicine, towns and counties.
Even the doctor in the village who was a little famous was taken by Li Ping'an to see him.
But it didn't work.
Li Jiahui never thought that she could not even save herself, which also brought her great pain.
There's nothing more terrible than watching yourself get worse and worse, but helpless.
Instead, Li Ping'an took Li Jiahui around all day, so he had no time to do odd jobs and no income.
And seeing a doctor itself is also a very expensive thing, and the savings at home are constantly consumed.
But Li Jiahui's face has reached the point where she can't look directly at herself. She looks at herself in the mirror, and her heart is like a knife. Her face is so broken that she can't face herself directly. She rushes to Meng Li and asks in a fierce voice:
"vicious woman, did you poison her?"
Meng Li looked at Li Jiahui calmly:
"what nonsense and poison are you talking about?"
Li Jiahui trembles all over. She is filled with a kind of fear from the deep of her soul. She is afraid that her life will be like this.
Who doesn't care about looks?
Grin and say:
"don't pretend to be stupid."
"Even if it's going to hurt me, can you be more magnanimous? What's the real ability of being a black hand behind my back?"
Meng Li So in your concept, if the person who is critical to you should tell you in advance? "
Li Jiahui choked and was so blocked that she didn't know what to say.
"Why do you treat me like this? It's very hard for you to see my pain?" Li Jiahui's face and body began to itch, but she could not resist scratching.
If you stretch out your hand to scratch now, you will be laughed at by the other party.
Self esteem is not allowed.
Meng Li looks at the sores on Li Jiahui's face, but also pus, the picture is not beautiful.
It can even be described as disgusting.
If Li Jiahui doesn't come up with this kind of insidious way to deal with bayberry, she won't deal with Li Jiahui like this.
It's just that you're eating your own bad fruit.
But Meng Li was not so stupid as to admit it. She shook her head:
"I don't know what you said. I don't care about children."
Then she turned and left.
Li Jiahui wants to stab Meng Li to death, but she doesn't have the courage to do it. If she does it, she will surely go to prison.
She didn't give up completely. She still wanted to go out to look for herbs, but she met Zou Xinhua soon after she went out.
Zou Xinhua is specially waiting for Li Jiahui here, because he heard his mother say that Li Jiahui is seeing a doctor recently, and he doesn't know what disease she has.
When Li Jiahui saw Zou Xinhua, she was deeply glad that she had brought her hat and mask out of the door.
Since the serious, Li Jiahui has been out like this.
She dodged her eyes and asked:
"what's the matter with you?"
Zou Xinhua told the truth: "I heard that you are sick. I specially came to see you. It's not convenient to go to your home, so I can only wait for you outside."
Li Jiahui was moved, but she didn't want to show her embarrassment in front of Zou Xinhua. She pretended to be strong and said:
"nothing, just some small problems."
"But is it really a small problem for you to see a doctor everywhere?" Zou Xinhua asked anxiously.
Li Jiahui is very sensitive now, and her voice suddenly says sharply:
"I mean, do you want me to be a big problem?"
She couldn't help raising her hand and touching her face through the mask. It was so itchy that she wanted to scratch all the time.
Zou Xinhua didn't expect that Li Jiahui's reaction was so big. He stammered: "I That's not what I mean
"If you're OK, I'm just worried about you."
Li Jiahui also recovered a little. She shook her head feebly and said, "it's OK. Don't worry. It will be OK."
Zou Xinhua thought about it and said to Li Jiahui:
"put out your hand."
Li Jiahui: "what to do?"
Zou Xinhua hesitated and said, "just stick it out."Li Jiahui doubtfully reaches out her hand, and Zou Xinhua puts the prepared money in Li Jiahui's hand and runs away.
Without looking back, he said:
"you are sick. Take it and buy something delicious."
Li Jiahui opened her mouth. She wanted to catch up with Zou Xinhua and return the money to Zou Xinhua, but she had a look at the money in her hand. It was 20 yuan, a lot.
At this moment, she hesitated. The twenty yuan was very useful to her.
So until Zou Xinhua ran away, Li Jiahui didn't catch up with him and gave him the money back, but choked to Zou Xinhua's back and said:
"thank you."
Until Zou Xinhua's back disappeared in Li Jiahui's sight, she squatted helplessly, hugged herself and sobbed.
After crying enough, she held the twenty yuan in her hand and her eyes became fierce.
She went home, but just met Tao Gaochang, who came to look for Yangmei. They were talking, and Tao Gaochang looked at Yangmei fondly.
Waxberry is shy and timid.
This is a beautiful and pure picture, but it burned Li Jiahui's heart.
She felt that her internal organs and even her throat were burned by this scene, and her eyes burst out with extreme jealousy.
Why?
Yangmei still has these, but she has to lose so much.
She couldn't love Zou Xinhua any more and couldn't see her lover in her previous life. She was trapped in Yutan and couldn't move.
Unconsciously, he made himself so embarrassed.
Even she didn't know why.
Yangmei also noticed Li Jiahui on one side, immediately restrained her expression and gave Tao Gaochang a look.
He looked back at Li Jiahui, and didn't understand what Li Jiahui was doing in such a hot day.
But politeness made him nod slightly to Li Jiahui and bid farewell to Yangmei.
Li Jiahui came over, and the malice in her eyes could not be covered up. She could not help but worry.
"What's the matter with you?" Yangmei takes a look at Li Jiahui.
She likes Li Jiahui wearing a mask, because she looks uncomfortable without it.
Although we shouldn't think so, it's disgusting. It's so disgusting that it's hard to swallow when we watch a meal.
Li Jiahui's evasive eyes hurt her heart again, but she was also very angry. She forced her anger down and asked:
"are you going to get married?"
Yangmei shook her head: "how can it be? Don't talk nonsense."
Li Jiahui's tone is full of malice:
"are you still married after all?"