I thought that I would dedicate my life to the army, but I never thought that a person like me would experience the so-called love.
This was something I considered ridiculous and boring, but later I used my life to protect it.
Because she appeared and changed my entire life. I didn’t fight alone and I didn’t care about nothing.
When we first met, she was in a blue shirt and a black skirt, wearing the uniform of a student who came back from abroad.
Her marksmanship was very accurate, even I couldn’t see how she took care of all the enemies.
I couldn’t help feeling a bit of curiosity towards her, but later I knew that this was the seeds of love germinating in my heart.
And I wasn’t willing to admit it.
She took two bullets for me and fell down a cliff with me. I could even feel the violent beating of my heart, but I wasn’t willing to admit that this throbbing came from the bottom of my heart.
When she had me leave alone, I was actually unwilling.
Actually I was really scared at that time, I was afraid that she would die if I left.
On the rugged mountain road, countless thorns cut my skin. I didn’t feel the pain, I just knew that I had to be fast.
Because there was a person waiting for me.
However, the heavens didn’t give what one wants. When I returned to the cave, she was already gone.
I didn’t know where she went, there were no traces around and she disappeared into thin air.
Without waiting for me…...
We met again at my family’s manor. When I saw her standing with my big brother, there was a strange feeling in my heart.
It wasn’t discomfort, it was like a stone pressing down on my chest.
I never felt this way before.
I didn’t know what I was thinking when I suddenly grabbed her hand when she revealed that faint smile.
But her words to me were so formal.
I felt that she was distancing herself, but I didn’t know why. A girl who had blocked two bullets for me was distancing herself.
Later I knew that she didn’t want me to come with her.
I never thought that she wanted to go to Kouichi’s Manor!
God, even I couldn’t return from that place, why was she so bold?
After hearing this from my big brother, my heart panicked.
I didn’t even know why I was panicking, but I only had one idea in my mind. It was to run fast and to save her, nothing else.
On the way, my mind suddenly cleared. It was like I knew what I was thinking and what I wanted.
When I was standing in front of her, Kouichi gave me a choice.
She anxiously looked at me, wanting me to fire, but I knew I couldn’t do it.
If it was using her life and mine as a bet, I would hope that regardless of winning or losing, the one who died was me.
Then there was no need to make this bet at all.
I slowly raised my hand and understood! After all, I found that I couldn’t fool myself anymore!
I liked her, but I didn’t know what to do in front of her. I was like a fool, standing in front of her.