Lou Hai holds Ji Rao up, touches his face and looks at Ji Rao, "brother Rao, brother Rao, I'll buy you steamer cake. I'll buy it for you right away. Look at me, look at me."
Ji Rao tilted his head and didn't respond. Lou Hai held Ji Rao in his arms and said, "brother Rao..."
He just held Ji Rao from dawn to dusk.
On the day of cremation, Fu Heng, Hong Mao and Liu Zi came.
Hongmao has just got a date. Liuzi will get married next month.
Lou Hai puts Ji Rao's ashes in a bag. The journey he plans with Ji Rao is not finished. He wants to take Ji Rao on.
He sprinkled jirao's ashes on Mount Everest, Namuco, the hinterland of the Taklimakan Desert, the Tuomuer glacier in the Tianshan Mountains, and the Hulunbeir prairie.
He took Ji Rao for the rest of the journey, and he bought a lot of steamer cakes.
When he finally went back, Ji Rao had only a little ashes left. He put the rest into a small bag and put it around his neck.
Let him be selfish this time, and let the rest accompany him.
He went back and continued to live his own life, which was no different from the original except that he would talk to the things on his neck every day.
After knowing that Si Jieyu came to him, he went out quietly.
Si Jieyu lost weight and was in poor spirits. When Lou Hai saw him, he was suddenly relieved.
He wants to let Si Jieyu die, but for the present si Jieyu, death may be a relief. Only living, only living can make him suffer and make him suffer.
"Where's Ji Rao?" Si Jieyu asked carefully, "I didn't mean anything else. I just asked him if he was OK. After asking, I left immediately. I won't disturb him. Can you Can you tell me
Lou Hai looks at Si Jieyu and suddenly feels that he is very pitiful.
"You want brother Rao?"
Si Jieyu nodded.
"Brother Rao is here."
Si Jieyu subconsciously looked around his eyes, no one said, "are you playing with me?"
"Do you think I'll still be joking with you?"
"What do you mean?" Si Jieyu suddenly felt uneasy, "what is he here?"
Lou Hai looked at Si Jieyu's flustered look and said in a slow voice, "brother Rao told me when he left that he would always look at me."
He lowered his head and took out the bag around his neck. "I also want to be with brother Rao all the time, so I put him on my body, so that we will never be separated."
"You lie!" Si Jieyu's eyes were red and blood was seeping out. "You lied. Didn't you say that he would be well treated if I left! Fu Heng also said that he would use the best equipment and the best doctor! You're lying to me. Jirao can't die. It's impossible
Lou Hai looks at Si Jieyu's crazy appearance, but he doesn't feel happy in his heart, because Ji Rao bought it with his life.
"I like brother Rao so much. I want to eat all the bitterness for him. If you are angry or resentful, you can come to me. You can make me pay for my life, but why do you go to brother Rao? Why are you doing this to him! "
"Impossible, impossible..." Si Jieyu's face was in a trance. His eyes were wandering for half a moment. He suddenly fixed on the ashes bag around Lou Hai's neck. He suddenly rushed to Lou Hai like a madman.