Chapter 1418

For Shen Yicheng, that was many years ago.

He has always avoided thinking about that time, but it's easy to say during the day, and he can't control it at night when he dreams.

Before Ji Rao wakes up from his deep sleep, Shen Yicheng dreams of that snowy day countless times. Ji Rao's figure slowly dissipates in the air, watching his beloved disappear. It's so painful. Shen Yicheng doesn't want to recall it any more. He can't recover the pain for a long time after he wakes up. He can only hold the Yin card in his hands and stick it on his cheek again and again On the lips, this can get a little bit of peace of mind.

Shen Yicheng has always avoided recalling the past, but he forces himself not to think, which doesn't mean he forgets. To tell him what happened before is undoubtedly to let Shen Yicheng uncover the scar on his heart. He is afraid and painful.

"In fact, you have died once..." When Shen Yicheng said this, his lips were shaking.

Just Shen Yicheng's simple opening remarks, Ji Rao can't help but follow his words.

The story is very long, entangled three generations, and the story is also very short. Shen Yicheng tells it sentence by sentence.

After he finished, Ji Rao stared at him and did not speak.

When Shen Yicheng talks, he always stares at Ji Rao. He makes up his mind that as long as Ji Rao shows a little displeasure, he won't talk any more.

But no.

From the beginning to the end, Ji Rao listens quietly, just like listening to a story that has nothing to do with him. He sometimes doubts whether Ji Rao is listening or not.

"Ji Rao..."

Shen Yicheng reaches out to hold Ji Rao's shoulder. After so long, he can finally apologize to Ji Rao who knows everything.

"I'm sorry." He took Ji Rao's hand again and bowed his head to kiss it.

Without any erotic kiss, if Ji Rao could smile at him, Shen Yicheng felt that his tears could fall down directly at that time.

But Ji Rao never responded.

He used to be like this, the expression on his face was extremely dull, but now Shen Yicheng was a little flustered.

"You hit me, you stab me to vent your anger, but don't leave me..."

Ji Rao took out his hand. He patted Shen Yicheng's hair and sighed, "you must be very sad for so many years."

Outside the window was a quiet night, and the light fell on Ji Rao's pale face, reflecting his beautiful face. Shen Yicheng, with a sour nose, shook his head. "As long as I can see you, everything is worth it."

Shen Yicheng seems to be a bit hard to say, he asked some difficultly, "do you hate me?"

Ji Rao's light eyes stare at Shen Yicheng quietly, "I don't hate you."

At that moment, Shen Yicheng could not say that he was disappointed and began to be happy. He held his finger nervously and kept nodding, "that's good, that's good..."

"Let's go to bed."

"Good."

Ji Rao is too calm, but Shen Yicheng doesn't find his abnormality. Ji Rao didn't blame him, didn't hate him, didn't blame him. For him, this is the best result he expected.

But when he opened his eyes the next day, Shen Yicheng soon found that Ji Rao had disappeared.

"Ji Rao, Ji Rao!"

He looked for all the rooms in panic, and finally stood dejected in the living room.

Ji Rao is gone.