Although she was dressed in plain and down-to-earth clothes, she had been outstanding in the county for decades for her elegant temperament and beautiful appearance, which attracted a lot of naughty scoundrels.

She told her husband Xu Guangying about it, but what she got was the scorn and ridicule of the other side: "what kind of naughty rascal would like to see you a little whore who is incestuous with his brother?"

This man, since he is no longer a man, has been worse than a brute.

Every day, he suspected that Xu xiuxin had colluded with other people outside. If something went wrong, he would have to fight and scold.

Xu xiuxin didn't know what she was insisting on. Maybe it was for her daughter. Otherwise, she would have been unable to bear to plunge into the river.

Occasionally, when she sat alone in the room, she would think, why did she fall in love with this man?

Maybe it's because he's handsome, maybe it's because he's gentle, maybe it's because he's

However, when I really look back, I have forgotten it for a long time.

Forget how to move the heart of his stupid, also forget that year that full of sweet is what taste.

She has no spare time and energy to think about these romantic things because of her hard and difficult life. Now, she is full of how to work more, sell more money, and add an egg to the meal of her emaciated daughter.

When I bought some vegetables and went home, I happened to meet a family having a wedding.

The family was probably also a rich and noble family. There were servants scattering copper coins in front of them, and the people who were watching rushed to rob them.

Xu xiuxin also ran to the ground and picked up several copper coins. A woman on the side was not as fast as her. Seeing that the copper money was gone, she gave her a white eye and hit her hard with her fat body: "bad luck!"

Xu xiuxin was stunned.

She seemed to suddenly realize that she was lying on the ground like a dog, just to grab a few coppers with a group of people at the bottom.

She looked down at her hand: it should have been white, soft and greasy, not touching the spring water. But now there is a thick cocoon on the palm of the hand, with thick bony joints and a lot of black dirt between the nails.

This is her, Xu xiuxin.

Tears fell down her dry eyes. Before she could lift her hand to wipe it, someone walked by.

"Well, did you hear that? The general led us to win the battle again

"Really?"

"No! The kings of the Huns have been killed! "

"What a great army

On the edge, two girls were chatting: "I heard that LingXiao General Gao Da is brave and fierce, with sword eyebrows and stars. He is a first-class good-looking man, a great hero! I don't know which lucky girl can marry him? "

"Let's not think about it. They are generals! She must be the eldest lady in the capital city, what Princess Niang Niang, Princess Niang's... "

"Beijing, I've never seen it in my life."

"It's said that there are gold and jade everywhere. The big families in the capital can eat big fish and meat at once..."

"How nice..."

The general is flying in the sky, the capital city

These people and names, appear in her ears again, it is as if they were separated from each other.

If, at that time, she was more peaceful and kept the rules with her brother, would everything be different?

She will marry into the general's mansion and become the admirable wife of the general. When her child is born, she will enjoy the delicacies at will instead of smelling other people's meat.

If

No if.

Xu xiuxin stares at the dust under her body. Finally, she can't help crying.