Although I already have the answer in my heart, when I really face it, my heart still hurts.
From small to large, Xia Li and Li Mei have the same attitude towards the three children, but because Xia Ruyang is domineering and selfish, they pay more attention to Xia Ruyang than the other two children.
Xia Aiguo is the oldest and takes care of his sister from an early age. He is better for his parents than his sister.
Xia Ruhua has a soft temper and was taken care of by Xia Aiguo since childhood. She is used to giving in to her parents' bias and doesn't feel any loss at all.
If Xia Ruyang hadn't gone too far later, she would be the happiest of the three children.
Later, after working and contacting various types of people, Xia Aiguo gradually recognized Xia Ruyang's true face and began to alienate Xia Ruyang.
Xia Aiguo can live in the dormitory outside because of her work, but Xia Ruhua can only live at home and live in the same house with Xia Ruyang. She can only be bullied and oppressed by Xia Ruyang all the time.
That's why when she went to the countryside later, Xia Ruyang naturally couldn't say it, because she knew that no matter how big the basket she poked, her parents wiped her ass behind her. As for Xia Ruhua's sister who would be forced to go to the countryside because of her, she didn't care at all.
In Xia Ruyang's heart, Xia Ruhua is an insignificant person.
Later, Xia Ruyang went to the countryside and stayed in the city. They didn't meet each other, and Xia Li and Li Mei always had subsidies. Xia Ruhua thought that they actually loved her.
But now, those who think they are just their guilt.
As for the money, tickets and subsidies, they are not evidence of their love for their daughter, but a tool for them to stop feeling guilty. Perhaps, in this family, from beginning to end, only Xia Aiguo loves Xia Ruhua most.
Li ruli watched the things she didn't know about her neighbors that day. Instead, she thought of the two people sitting next to Li ruli on the train. They were a little angry about the things they didn't know about that day.
Yes, crying children have milk to eat, but why should clever and sensible children suffer losses?
Especially the "truth" learned from the neighbors that day. Xia Ruhua's heart has long been as cold as the water put outside on a cold day.
Everyone's heart is flesh long. Treat him well. He gives back with a smile. If you treat him with indifference, neglect and plunder, he will give back to you with indifference, neglect, plunder and hatred.
Xia Ruhua never cares about Li Mei and Xia Li's bias towards themselves and Xia Ruyang, but that once their interests conflict with Xia Ruyang, they will always subconsciously sacrifice Xia Ruhua.
Naughty children need more attention from their parents, but that doesn't mean that clever children only deserve to be ignored.
This time, it was not the neglect of eating more and wearing a new dress, nor Xia Ruhua's indifference and inhumanity, but because Xia Ruyang wanted to kill Lin Qinghua.
Kill her husband and the man who will live with her all his life.
This is a life, a crime that can make Xia Ruyang lose his head. Now in the hearts of Xia Li and Li Mei, it has become a light "forget it".
If she has to 'forget' her life, why can't she 'forget'?
Does she have to put her life in it?
Xia Ruhua looked at the face of Xia Li and Li Mei, which seemed to be full of guilt, but every move seemed to force her to compromise. She suddenly felt that if the person who went at that time was himself or not Lin Qinghua, and if the person stabbed by Xia Ruyang was himself or not Lin Qinghua, maybe it was Xia Li and Li Mei.
After all, they are nominally their own biological parents.
Their own biological parents say forget it and don't want to investigate. What else can others say?
Xia Ruhua can understand that the two of them are partial to Xia Ruyang, but they can't understand that Xia Ruyang has made such a serious mistake. Instead of reflecting on Xia Ruyang's mistake, they let her, the victim's family forgive.
What does she forgive Xia Ruyang?
Forgive Xia Ruyang for going back on her word. After signing up, she repented that she didn't want to be an educated youth and pushed her out to be an educated youth?
Forgive Xia Ruyang's unexplained jealousy and even pull out a knife to stab her husband?
Xia Li and Li Mei's most secret thoughts were exposed. They also saw that Xia Ruhua didn't want to 'forget it'. Xia Li bit his teeth and said, "what do you want to do? Isn't Lin Qinghua okay now? Besides, your sister didn't mean it."
Xia Ruhua scoffed: "if it's not intentional, it will cost Lin Qinghua half his life. If it's intentional, I'm afraid it's not stabbed on the spot?"
Xia Li was speechless, but for Xia Ruyang, he had to go on: "it can't be all your sister's fault. Lin Qinghua knew that she was ill and deliberately stimulated her."
Xia Li means that Lin Qinghua was stabbed by Xia Ruyang. It's not Xia Ruyang's fault. It's Lin Qinghua's fault.
Xia Ruhua was shocked by Xiali's logic again, and her conjecture was verified again.
Xia Ruhua thought that the original owner's departure from Xia Ruyang meant literally. As long as she was away from Xia Ruyang, now it seems that the so-called departure does not mean literally.
It's easy to stay away from a person, but it's not so easy to cut off the blood relationship. As long as Xia Li and Li Mei are together one day, she and Xia Ruyang can't be separated.
However, now what Xia Li and Li Mei have done has pushed her ahead, so that she can completely and truly stay away from Xia Ruyang.
Because she wants to stay away from Xiali and Li Mei completely.
Since you want to tear your face, there is no need to hide those hidden in the past. Xia Ruhua looked up at Li Mei and said, "in fact, you let Xia Ruyang out, right?"
The person who had been speaking just now was Xia Li. She was suddenly asked by Xia Ruhua. If she was so worried, Li Mei was stunned. She felt Xia Li's line of sight. Li Mei's face turned red and hurried to explain: "your sister is ill. How could I let her out?"
Among a daughter who was obviously eccentric with himself and his wife, Xiali naturally chose his wife who had slept with him for decades. Xiali glared at Xia Ruhua and scolded: "nonsense."
"Mom knows whether I'm talking nonsense or not." Xia Ruhua's dark eyes stared at Li Mei for a moment. The corners of her mouth sarcastically recalled and said, "remember to close the door when you do bad things next time. Not everyone will help you keep a secret."
Thinking of her neighbor's big mouth, Li Mei turned pale and felt guilty all over her face.
Xia Li, who was still convinced of his wife, immediately realized that what Xia Ruhua said was true after seeing Li Mei's reaction, and his skull was buzzing blank.