However, when he was about to hold Jiujiu in his arms, he suddenly woke up.
He thought that Jiujiu was his sister. Even if they were not related by blood, they were relatives. They were people in a hukou book. He wanted to do such a thing to Jiujiu.
Cheng Nai was awakened by a living scare.
When he woke up, Cheng Nai began to hide Jiujiu.
In fact, every time he sees Jiujiu's confused eyes, Cheng Nai is really about to soften his heart. Just thinking of their identity and their dirty thoughts about Jiujiu, Cheng Nai stubbornly endured it.
Cheng Nai is not an ignorant little boy.
Once there was a little sign, he could feel his feelings for Jiujiu. He knew that he had that idea about Jiujiu.
If Jiu Jiu's relationship with Cheng Nai is not like this, Cheng Nai is likely to say it directly and pursue Jiu Jiu to be with himself, but they are brothers and sisters. Even if they are not related by blood, they are brothers and sisters anyway.
Brother and sister, how can we be together?
Even if others don't say it, Cheng Nai knows it. If he is really with Jiu Jiu, even if Cheng Jianguo and Cheng don't object, other people's saliva can drown him and Jiu Jiu.
Because I like it, I'm cowardly. Because I like it too much, I'd rather die sad than be wronged a little.
Cheng Nai really hurts Jiujiu in his bones, so he would rather endure not seeing Jiujiu, not continue to talk and laugh with Jiujiu, than continue to indulge in this feeling.
Even if I endure and don't see Jiujiu, it's painful, but when I think that if my patience can get Jiujiu good, then this patience is actually worth it.
The days passed quickly in Cheng Nai's hiding.
Cheng Cheng got pregnant in July. When may comes next year, Cheng Cheng happens to have a big fat boy.
Although Cheng Jianguo has already had ninety-nine, he is still very happy to be a father again.
However, the happier Cheng Jianguo is, the more uncomfortable Jiujiu and Cheng Nai are, especially Jiujiu.
Originally, she thought Cheng Nai liked herself, but who knows that Cheng Nai has been hiding from herself during this period of time. Now, the more happy Cheng Jianguo is, the more painful Jiujiu's heart is, because she knows that Cheng Jianguo is happy, which shows that the things she and Cheng Nai are more and more difficult for him to accept.
Obviously, the child in Cheng Jianguo's arms is his brother, but Jiujiu can't laugh.
In fact, Cheng Nai's heart is no better than Jiu Jiu.
Both of them almost smiled and praised their brother at the same time, and then went home.
The day Cheng gave birth to a child happened to be Saturday. Cheng Jianguo wanted to stay in the hospital, and Jiujiu and Cheng Nai couldn't help anything in the hospital, so they took a taxi home directly.
When the two returned home, Cheng Nai went upstairs directly, and Jiujiu saw that Cheng Nai was leaving again. He quickly followed Cheng Nai behind. When Cheng Nai was about to close the door, he blocked the door with his arm, looked up at Cheng Nai and begged, "brother, I want to talk to you, OK?"
When Jiujiu followed him, Cheng Nai's heart began to beat irregularly. At the moment, he was looked at by Jiujiu's big eyes. In particular, Jiujiu's eyes had shed a little tears because of anxiety. Cheng Nai's heart couldn't help feeling a little painful.
Cheng Nai is almost crazy and wants to promise Jiu Jiu and talk to Jiu Jiu, but reason tells him that it is impossible for him to talk to Jiu Jiu, and his idea of Jiu Jiu is even more evil.
Cheng Nai has been depressed for a long time. He is afraid that he can't control himself. He shows this intention in the process of talking with Jiu Jiu. Jiu Jiu will hate him.
At the thought that Jiujiu would hate himself, Cheng Nai's heart hurt more and more. He almost lowered his eyelids in an instant and said softly, "I'm sleepy. I want to rest."
Jiujiu knew that even if he caught up with Cheng Nai, he would refuse himself, but he looked at Cheng Nai and said, "but brother, I really just want to talk about it, can I?"
Finally, Jiujiu's voice has brought a cry.
Jiujiu can't help it anymore. During this period, Cheng Nai has been hiding from her. She is as uncomfortable as eating bitter gourd every day. Obviously, they were so good before, but Cheng Nai is hiding from herself now.
Jiujiu has been thinking, is it because Cheng Nai sees his thoughts about Cheng Nai that Cheng Nai hides from him like this?
But as soon as the idea appeared, Jiujiu immediately shook her head and threw the idea out of her mind.
Jiujiu thought and thought for a long time. She couldn't understand why Cheng Nai alienated herself so much. Therefore, she wanted to talk to Cheng Nai.
However, Cheng Nai has been avoiding her. It took Jiu Jiu a long time to catch this opportunity, this opportunity to talk to Cheng Nai.
Even if Cheng Nai said he didn't want to, Jiu Jiu still stubbornly put his hand by the door, a gesture that if you want to close the door, you'll break my arm.
Cheng Nai resisted desperately, but he was not willing to break Jiujiu's arm. He looked at Jiujiu's childish face with stubbornness. Finally, he could only sigh and turned and walked towards the house.
Seeing Cheng Nai leaving, Jiu Jiu immediately chased up, raised his hand and wiped the tears off his face, smiled and said to Cheng Nai, "brother, you are finally willing to talk to me."
"What do you want to say?" Cheng Nai turned and looked out of the window, unwilling to look at Jiujiu.
Looking at Cheng Nai's back, Jiu Jiu's heart felt uncomfortable for a moment. She pursed her lips, took a step to hold Cheng Nai's waist, leaned her head against Cheng Nai's back, felt the temperature on Cheng Nai, and whispered, "brother, are you hiding from me recently?"
At the moment of being held by Jiu Jiu, Cheng Nai's body becomes stiff. At the moment, he is questioned by Jiu Jiu. Cheng Nai almost took all his strength to pull Jiu Jiu's hand around his waist off his waist.
Cheng Nai's face changed from the struggle just now to the firmness at the moment. He looked at Jiujiu's eyes and said sternly, "get out."
Jiujiu didn't expect Cheng Nai to change his face instantly. After being stunned, he looked at Cheng Nai and asked, "brother, what's the matter, brother?"
"Go out." Cheng Nai lowered his eyelashes to cover the struggle in his eyes. Without looking at Jiujiu, he said, "I don't want to see you. Go out."
"Brother, what did I do wrong? Tell me, why do you want to be like this? Didn't you say you want to be good to me forever? Why do you want to be so good to me?"
Jiujiu is frightened by Cheng Nai's sudden reaction. When she comes back to her senses, her eyes immediately burst into tears. She looks up at Cheng Nai and asks.