At the beginning, Liu Mei could hold on because of love, but after a long time, Liu Mei couldn't hold on.

Women's nerves are thin and sensitive.

After pregnancy and childbirth, she especially needs her husband's company.

When giving birth to a child, because it was Zhao Jing's Hospital, Zhao Jing took the time to see Liu Mei. When he came home to have a month after giving birth, Zhao Jing was busy with his work, not to mention meeting at home every day, but it was impossible to go home once in two or three days.

Although Liu Mei said that Zhao Jing's work was important, the woman didn't want her husband to be with her all the time.

It's normal for Liu Mei to feel dissatisfied.

Liumei's original work ran aground because of pregnancy and childbirth, and the pain of rising milk during lactation and sucking made Liumei miserable.

Whenever late at night, Liu Mei often tears silently.

Zhao Jing was fine when he was there. He was able to talk with Liu Mei for a while to comfort Liu Mei, but Zhao Jing was too busy to care about it, so Liu Mei had to think about it by herself.

Just after giving birth to the child, Liu Mei was sensitive. Somehow, she suddenly thought of whether Zhao Jing didn't like her.

Some things can't be thought of at all. Once you think of them, they will quickly burn you to ashes like a prairie fire.

Once Liu Mei feels that Zhao Jing doesn't like her, no matter what Zhao Jing does, it is a symbol of not wanting her.

When Zhao Jing came back, she lay on the sofa and said she was tired. She would feel that Zhao Jing was pretending.

Zhao Jing is busy with the operation. If she doesn't come back in two or three days, she will feel that Zhao Jing doesn't care if she has someone outside.

Because there was something in her heart, when Zhao Jing came back, Liu Mei saw that Zhao Jing's nose was not his nose and his eyes were not his eyes.

Zhao Jing had been busy in the hospital all day. He was physically and mentally tired. He had to face his wife's ugly face when he came home. Even if Zhao Jing knew that his daughter-in-law was like this because he had a child, his psychological gap was too large, but he was a man. He could bear to comfort Liu Mei twice at a time, but he had no patience with more times.

When Zhao Jing comforted, Liu Mei felt that Zhao Jing was not so sincere to herself. When Zhao Jing didn't comfort, Liu Mei felt that Zhao Jing had changed her heart.

Also because she felt that Zhao Jing had changed her mind, Liu Mei's attitude towards Zhao Jing became colder and colder. It can even be said that she deliberately found fault.

Zhao Jing wanted to be comfortable when he came home.

But now I feel uncomfortable at home. It's better to stay in the hospital.

Liu Mei asked for trouble more often. Zhao Jing simply didn't go home and lived directly in the hospital.

When one of them doesn't go home and the other deliberately looks for trouble, their feelings naturally become weaker and weaker,

Even if Zhao Jing later found this problem and took the initiative to talk to Liu Mei, Liu Mei was unwilling to continue talking to him. Their relationship was completely reduced to the freezing point.

Zhao Jing was helpless and wanted to accompany Liu Mei more. She told Liu Mei that she liked her.

However, he is busy with his work, his ideas can only be ideas.

While Liu Mei was quarrelling with Zhao Jing, she suddenly thought of the boy she had a crush on before.

The boy was tall, big and gentle. At the beginning, she liked the boy. She had a crush on the boy for several years. Later, after she took the initiative to confess her failure, they completely didn't continue to contact.

Liu Mei really couldn't remember this boy when she had an excellent relationship with Zhao Jing.

But now, her relationship with Zhao Jing is not going well, especially after she realizes that Zhao Jing doesn't like and care about herself so much, Liu Mei can't help thinking that if she didn't accept Zhao Jing's pursuit, instead, she insisted on the idea in her heart and continued to pursue the boy, isn't her life completely different now?

This idea is like a seed, which soon takes root and sprouts, and then grows into a towering tree.

The more Liu Mei thought about it, the more she felt that if she had not accepted Zhao Jing's pursuit, she would be able to be with that boy now, and her life would be particularly good now.

The more Liu Mei thinks about it, the more she wants to contact the boy.

Then she went through all kinds of classmates and really found the boy's contact information.

Liu Mei contacted the boy on her own initiative.

At the beginning, Liu Mei just wanted to contact and see the boy, so as to break the little thoughts in her heart.

Liu Mei kept telling herself that she was married and had children. It was impossible for other boys to be single.

However, desire breeds bit by bit.

Maybe you just want a cherry at first, but when you eat this cherry, you will find that you really want a big watermelon.

Maybe Liumei really just wanted to get in touch with the boy at first, but when she really got in touch with the boy, she began to crazy want to be with the boy.

Liu Mei's idea became dangerous bit by bit. In the end, she directly mixed with the boys.

What Liu Mei didn't know was that the gentle boy dropped out of school for some reasons after graduating from high school. After that, he has been struggling in society for so many years. People have long lost those auras in school, and the whole person has become filthy.

He saw through what Liu Mei wanted in her heart, and then led Liu Mei to say all the things she wanted bit by bit, and then became ambiguous with Liu Mei.

On one side is a husband who is busy all day and comes back once a few days.

One side is my dream in high school, and this dream can still accompany me every day, and even say some sweet words to myself. Liu Mei's heart deviates from the past bit by bit.

At the beginning, under the constraints of, Liu Mei would tell herself that she was married and had children. She couldn't do this.

But desire is that when you get one, you want the second.

Liu Mei was able to restrain at first, but after a long time, she could no longer restrain herself and cheated directly.

When I first met a boy, I saw that the boy was still as young and excellent as she remembered. Liu Mei just felt her heart beating, as if she were in love again.

The boy didn't dislike her because she had children and her skin and body became worse. He was still polite and even willing to listen to her boring words. They were really dry firewood and fire together.

Because she was with boys, Liu Mei had no time to continue to tangle with Zhao Jing.

Liu Mei didn't continue to look for her own business, which made Zhao Jing breathe a sigh of relief. He thought that Liu Mei wanted to open up and was ready to have a good life with herself.

But what Zhao Jing doesn't know is that Liu Mei doesn't want to live well with him. It's clear that Liu Mei is not going to live with him.