Chen Yang's expression, shocked by his gaffe, froze, "Mom, I'm a little excited. Don't be angry."
Jiujiu smiled, "I know."
Seeing that Jiujiu didn't care about his rude words, Chen Yang breathed a sigh of relief. Then, he looked at Jiujiu quietly and asked, "Mom, can you teach me these operations?"
Jiujiu looked at Chen Yang with a smile, "want to learn?"
Chen Yang nodded quickly, "want to learn."
If he has such a handsome operation, he can definitely install one in front of his classmates. At that time, he will be the best player in the class.
At the thought that he would get the envious eyes of his friends, Chen Yang frantically wanted to learn Jiujiu's operation.
Seeing that the fish had taken the bait, Jiujiu smiled and touched Chen Yang's head, "my technology is not transmitted. If you want to learn, you must pay a price."
Even if Jiujiu wants everyone, Chen Yang still can't help the one who wants to learn, "what do you want?"
"A few days ago, your head teacher, Miss Chen, came to me."
Hearing Jiujiu say that her head teacher is looking for her, Chen Yang can't help getting nervous, "what did she say?"
"Mr. Chen said that you are very smart, but you just can't concentrate and listen carefully. I hope I can communicate with you."
Jiujiu, "can you tell mom why you can't listen carefully?"
Chen Yang looked up at Jiu Jiu.
Jiujiu's eyes are big and clear. He looks at him quietly without any trace of anger. He is very peaceful.
The parents of Chen Yang's friends will also be called parents by Mr. Chen, but they will basically be cleaned up by the parents after being called parents. There is no such calm talk as Jiujiu.
Moreover, Jiujiu not only calmly talks about problems with herself, but also plays games with herself.
Chen Yang looked at his mother, who had not been in contact for more than five years and was now greatly changed, and couldn't help thinking.
Maybe, after all these years, she may have changed.
Chen Yang blinked and made the final decision, "because, because I always want to play games, so..."
"So there's no way to concentrate on listening in class, right?"
"Yes." Chen Yang nodded.
Jiujiu smiled, "I can understand your current situation very well. I was addicted to reading novels when I was at school, which is also your situation. However, novels and games can't be too addicted unless they are preparing to be a writer or a career in the future."
Jiujiu paused and asked, "do you have any idea of becoming a professional player? If you want, I'm willing to support you." Jiujiu said and added, "you may not know the difference between professional players and you ordinary players. Let me tell you the difference between the two.
For you, games are fun when you're bored, aren't they? "
Chen Yang nodded, "HMM."
"For professional players, games are not a pastime when they are bored. They are their work and the work they rely on for survival. They are as natural as breathing and eating. Therefore, whether they like it or not, they play games every day. Whether you want to play it or not, they must keep playing it.
Because, stop means that your operation will be unskilled. In the field, a small mistake may cause big problems. Unskilled operation is not allowed.
When you can play, thousands of people will watch your game, which means that any mistakes you make will be magnified countless times with a microscope, and you are likely to be subjected to cyber violence.
Moreover, if you make too serious mistakes, you will be replaced, and you may not be able to play again in your life.
Just like most things in the world, the scenery is always a few people. Most people are as insignificant as stepping stones. Moreover, E-sports is a very young career.
Playing at the age of 17, he was an old player at the age of 20, and he was about to retire at the age of 23.
After retirement, you can either live broadcast or change your profession as a host. Of course, you can also choose to continue your study. "
After saying these words, Jiujiu looked at Chen Yang and asked, "do you want to play a career?"
Don't say Chen Yang didn't have this idea. Even if he did, he gave up his idea when Jiujiu said so.
Chen Yang quickly shook his head, "I don't want to."
Jiujiu smiled softly, "don't you don't want to because of your reasons. In fact, playing a career is not a disgrace. If you want to, your mother will fully support you."
Chen Yang shook his head. "I don't want to play professional. I just like playing games."
"Since you don't want to be a professional, have you ever thought about what you want to do in the future? Or, who do you want to be in the future?"
Jiujiu's inquiry from the depths of his soul stunned Chen Yang in an instant.
He has always been wrapped in today's wine, today's drunk days, and never thought about life in more than three days.
Jiujiu asked not only three days later, but also his future.
The word future, even for adults, is too heavy, not to mention Chen Yang, a 16-year-old child.
Chen Yang was silent for a moment, and finally shook his head very honestly,
He didn't think about it.
For Chen Yang's honesty, Jiujiu was not angry, but looked at Chen Yang and said, "when people live, they should consider not only the present and tomorrow, but also the future,
Mom admitted that your father's death had a great blow to me, so that it took me so long to reluctantly accept the cruel reality.
Do you know how I came out? "
Chen Yang shook his head.
"At the front end of the time, I suddenly dreamed of your father. Your father told me that I can't always indulge in the memory of the past. I and him, and you and Yuanyuan.
I have neglected you for five years because of my own problems. I can't continue to neglect.
You and Yuanyuan, for me, are the children of your father and me, the crystallization of our love and the continuation of our lives. However, you are not only these, you also belong to you.
You are independent individuals. You have your own thoughts and your future. What I can do is to be your guide as a passer-by and guide you to become better yourself. Do you understand? "
Chen Yang nodded his head.
He seemed to understand, but he didn't understand.
However, he probably understood what Jiujiu wanted to express.
Looking at Chen Yang's confused eyes, Jiu Jiu rubbed Chen Yang's small head, smiled and said, "Mom doesn't want to give you pressure. Mom hopes you can understand that you live, not only eat, drink and have fun, but also need to think about what kind of person you want to be."