Chapter 109 - Our Feelings 2_2

"Come with me, Ruciel!"

The gaze of the people in this cafeteria bothered me and slowly, it made my anger rise.

I don't want to get into trouble as I had earlier. Therefore, in the end, I decided to return to my cabin. 

I closed the cabin door and looked at the girl.

"Why did you become like this!?" I asked as I held back my anger.

"Like this? I don't know what you mean?" replied Ruciel. Again and again, she was indifferent to me.

"Grrr... Why are you so cold and don't care about me?"

"Why should I be friendly around you and care about you?"

"Don't ask me back and answer my question!"

"My question just now is the answer you want. I have no reason to be friendly and care about you!"

"But I like you, I love you!" I confessed and approached the girl. I tried to hug her but she pushed me away.

"Unfortunately for you, I don't have the same feelings you have." She narrowed her eyes then stepped away. "And... Is that the real reason why you bought me? I hear it a lot but I can't believe you're serious about it."

"Of course, I'm serious! You are the one who means everything to me." I replied, trying to convince her.

"Okay, now I know it. If you're done, I'll leave." She pushed me to the side and walked away. But...

"No! You can't go!" I blocked the girl's path. Not once did I intend to let her go.

"Alright, say what you want to say, I'll entertain you for a while."

"Can't you love me, care about me, or at least be friendly to me?"

"No."

"Why?"

"Because I'm not interested in women's relationships. Besides, you're the daughter of that son of bitch who killed my friends and ruined my life," she explained. At the same time, her long ears make strong jolts.  "Do you really think I'll be interested in you when I have all of that? No, not a bit! And you need to know that I despise you because you didn't do what you were supposed to do!"

"The jerk's sin is not mine! And haven't I saved you by making my Slave! It's should have been even."

"Hah! Save me? It's just your delusion! You deceived and forced me to become your Slave! And you think it saved me? You're absolutely crazy and this conversation makes me sick! I'm leaving, I don't want to see your face for some time."

The girl forced me to get out of her way. But yes, I have no intention to let her pass. I held the girl in the place.

"No! I won't let you go! You have to accept me!"

"Can you not be selfish for a moment!? Can't you stop saying crazy things that don't make sense? Use your brain for once!"

"Shut up, Ruciel!"

"You're the one who should shut up!"

The girl pushed me back. This time, she used all her strength. Thanks to that, I fell to the floor.

She glanced at me before walking away without a care. The attitude she showed made me grit my teeth.

Why would she didn't want to understand that I don't want to bring up matters and connection with that jerk anymore?

Can't she forget the sins of the jerk? After all, the jerk is dead. The man's sins were buried with his body.

I just want her to care about me as I care about her, I want her to accept me, to accept my love.

Yes, it was a selfish desire but it was also simple.

So why? Why wouldn't she accept it?

"No! You can't go! This is an order!" I screamed.

And yes, the girl stopped before she could open the door. Her body shook then she put on an expression of pain. A moment later, she took one step back. And for a while, she tried to organize her breathing.

"Finally you used your orders," said Ruciel who turned to look at me. Her expression was now flat without emotions. "What do you want now?"

"..."

I didn't say anything, I got up and I approached the girl, and I kissed her. For some time, I hugged her and showed how strong my love was to her.

The girl didn't give me any resistance until our lips parted. A thread of saliva is created and a moment later the thread is cut off.

I peek at her face. Her cheeks were flushed but her expression had not changed at all.

"Are you going to use charm on me?" She asked.

I shook my head and pulled the girl, I pushed her down to the bed, and a moment later, I was on top of her.

The girl didn't move in the slightest and said anything as I undress her. But her cheeks, it became redder than before.

Ruciel sighed and closed her eyes.

The girl allowed me to see her exposed body. She showed me her spotless white skin, her perfect chest with fresh pink peaks, and her elegant figure.

She's extremely seductive.

If she doesn't want to understand after hearing all my words, I'll make her understand with worldly pleasure. With level seven Courtesan, making this girl drown in lust was easy.

I made a line on her toned and smooth stomach with my index finger. The line went to the lower part of her body. Slowly, I began to take off the girl's belt.

A moment later, the girl said, "Is this the best thing you can do? Forcing yourself on me? Trying to r*pe me?"

"..." My hands stopped when my mouth couldn't say anything.

Our eyes met and time passed...

"If you really want to use the means that son of bitch used to you, I won't stop you. After all, I am your slave. You can do whatever you want to me. However, I'll tell you, none of this will end well. You've experienced it, you know the end awfully well."

"... How do you know about it?"

"Haa… you never gave us any restrictions. So we were able to investigate your house freely. Of course, thanks to that, we found dozens of records belonging to that son of bitch. We know the work he does, the relationship between you two, and things that happened to you."

"If so, you should know that I am also the jerk's victim just like you. And that should tell you how much I hate that man."

"I don't care if you're a victim or not. All I care about is your bond with that man. Even though he's garbage, he's your father."

"No! He's not my father! We don't even have blood ties!"

"You can say any reason to me but that doesn't change the fact that you once performed a Blood Bonding Ritual with him when he adopted you. Inevitably, you and he are a family, inevitably, you bear his sins."

I clenched my hands after hearing Ruciel's words. I didn't expect her to find out about this Blood Bonding Ritual either.

The Blood Bonding Ritual is rarely done again in this time and year. However, a few years ago, it was a natural thing.

It was a sacred ritual and involved a promise to the gods. The ritual will bind people without blood ties into a true family. The ritual has a special meaning to some races, especially for the Beastkin, Elf, Dwarf, and Dragon races.

"If you want to mend the relationship between us, you must bear your father's sins and you must apologize to me with sincerity."

That was an extremely hard thing for me to do.

I never thought to acknowledge the jerk as my family or even take up his sins. 

I hate this fact about responsibility in this Blood Bonding Ritual.

Of course, there are ways to avoid all of that. I just need to undo the Blood Bonding Ritual I once did. I thought it was a good idea, but...

"I will never forgive you if you undo the ritual between you and that man."

"Grrr..." I gritted my teeth.

Now, I know what I have to do to mend our relationship. Yes, I just have to take the jerk's sins and apologize for his bad deeds to Ruciel.

But unfortunately...

"I couldn't do it, it was too much for me," I told her.

"Then get away from me!" The girl yelled at me. Then she got up and pushed me strongly.

I fell into the bed and yes, I have no intention of bothering the girl anymore.

Ruciel fixed her clothes. A moment later, she said, "Until you accept your father's sin and apologize to me, never bring this topic to me again!"

The girl left the cabin without looking at me.

Time passed as I sat at the corner of the cabin. I hugged my legs and buried my face to my knees.

Yes, I love Ruciel. However, accepting the jerk's sins for the girl was one thing I couldn't do.

I kept thinking about which choices I had to take and then…

BOOM! BOOM!

The sound of explosions was heard and the Airship shocked violently. A moment later...

"All the crew and bodyguards go to the deck! Get ready for the fight! Sky Pirates have been detected! All passengers, please take shelter in your cabins! I repeat, All the crew and bodyguards go to the deck! Get ready for the fight! Sky Pirates have been detected! All passengers, please take shelter in your cabins!"