Chapter 171

With some heavy steps, Shangguan Feng is in a bad mood. He has never been ignored and hit like this. Even after several days of chatting with his friends, he can't recover. For this reason, he has done something to relieve his worries. Let's not mention it.

As soon as Shangguan Feng left, Gu bent down to instruct Xiaoqi to write. He stopped and looked at the river without expression. He couldn't tell what it was.

"Xiao Qi, let's go."

All the lanterns are finished. It's very late to go home and have a rest.

Xiao Qi understood Huang Jie's expression at this time, and reluctantly looked at the river lamp on the river. The brightest one, emitting colorful and mottled light, stood out from the rest of the river. He knew it was the best one at a glance.

The wish in it is also his best sustenance. It says: May sister Sanhuang be safe and happy!

"Oh, good." Small seven promised, once again looked back at the brightest River lamp, to keep up with the pace of the front emperor elder sister brother.

"Princess, shall we go back to the palace directly or to the third prince's Palace first?" Red bean asked, in fact, she is full of hope to stay outside the palace for another night.

"Go straight back to the palace."

On the way from the river to the carriage, the third prince asked, "sister, you are not normal today. Even I think that you seem to have a big prejudice against that Shangguan Gongzi. Is it because you are in a bad mood or he has offended you. If I offend you, tell me. I'll help you out. "

"No

"Really not?" Gu Minghui doesn't understand why the imperial sister treats shangguanfeng like this. Although he doesn't have much chance to get along with shangguanfeng, every time he meets shangguanfeng, he always says hello politely and politely. That can be regarded as a person with good character and talent. She should be admired and liked by the little girl. Why What happened to Huangmei?

"I've only seen it two or three times. There's no difference between waiting to see and not waiting to see. You worry too much, brother

While saying this, people have arrived at the place where the carriage stops. At this time, the crowd has been evacuated for a long time, and the street is no longer so crowded.

Maybe it's because of the great satisfaction of this visit. Xiaoqi didn't pester huangjie as he did last time. Instead, he asked for more than one promise to see him and let Gu Qingxin go.

Looking at the carriage going to the inner court of the Imperial Palace getting farther and farther away, the Royal logo was still shining even in the night. Gu Minghui stroked his chin and thought thoughtfully, was it really my worry?

However, if we are really worried, how can we explain this unusual phenomenon?

"Ah mu, you're back."

Xu Mu carefully pushed the door open, which thought or let tiebo found, disturbed his rest, Xu Mu quite embarrassed.

"Today, I see the prosperity of Shangyuan Festival? Is it as lively as I told you

"Yes, it's very lively." Xu Mu replied that although he did, his tone was too calm. It didn't look like he had just witnessed the lively scene.

Tiebo raised his head and looked at Xu Mu lovingly. Unfortunately, Xu Mu lowered his head and could not see his face clearly. Even so, as a tie Bo who has been living with him for so many years, his mood can be seen from his actions without looking at his face.

Head down, hands powerless droop, feet scattered apart, back is not straight.

In addition to the voice, timbre, tone and tone just now, tiebo can already judge that the child he raised by himself is really confused again. Since amu joined the army, when did the well disciplined and self disciplined people have such loss and depression?

Tiebo wanted to test it. He asked in a low voice, "today, what happened to you? Or do you see people you don't want to see? "

"No, tie Bo, don't worry. Today is so busy. How can there be anything unhappy. It's so busy outside that I can't even see it. " The tone of his voice improved, and Xu Mu's face was a little gentle, but he still had some forced smile.

"Really? Where is the wine I asked you to bring? " Tiebo looks at Xu Mu through the orange light, and his hands are empty.

Xu Mu then remembered that there was something else. His momentum suddenly dropped down. He was silent and said slowly, "I'm sorry, uncle tie, I forgot."

"It's the first time you forgot to drink for me. Come on, what is it? "

To meet tiebo is still silent.

Xu Mu didn't know how to speak. He was still in a trance. He didn't touch a drop of wine. Why did he feel restless all the time? He walked like walking on cotton. He was in a trance and swaying. He didn't know how long and how far he had gone before he finally found his own door.

"Alas," after a long time, tiebo sighed softly. In the silent air, the sigh of his life was very bright, and it stopped in people's heart, which was full of sigh and sadness."Now that you've grown up, I'm afraid you don't want to tell me something. Forget it."

Xu Mu didn't know whether tie Bo was more angry or more exclaimed. He explained busily, "I, I don't want to say it, but I don't know how to say it?"

Only now can he be fully aware of his secret thoughts. They are not only important, but also the love between men and women. They are so beautiful, but they are so difficult that they can't tolerate the slightest test, and they can't even see the light openly.

One is the cloud in the sky, and the other is the mud in the ground. He once thought that the second prince of Xishu looked at the little princess like that, and his undisguised desire, greed and occupying eyes were a kind of gratuitous blasphemy. Now, he found that he had such a secret and shameful mind, and immediately hated himself.

Xu mu, how can you? How can you have such an idea? How dare you?

And all this, Gong he can't even say it to himself, and he can't even say it to tiebo.

"All right, all right, I know what you think. I don't need to know. Just remember that you are now an independent adult. You should have your own opinions on everything. Of course, you should remember to do everything. Never evade responsibility or avoid consequences. "

Seeing Xu Mu's ambiguous explanation, tie Bo quickly extricated himself. In fact, in a sense, no matter once, now or even in the future, ah Mu never needed to explain anything to him.

Back in his room, Xu Mu is still thinking about that sentence, never evade responsibility.

Responsibility. Of course, he has the responsibility to take care of tiebo, defend his country, defend his territory and protect the people. He never thought of evading these responsibilities, and never wanted to escape them.

However, when there was no war, when he came back from the war, he didn't expect to meet an old friend, to see the little star when he grew up, to be sent to the hall of love by his majesty, to say the least, he didn't think how things came to the present situation step by step, and how his mind came to the present situation.

He still remember the responsibility, but a heart has been left on others, as if it does not belong to himself, even in his warm chest beating, but, has been branded with other things, full of a kind of thing called love, can no longer recover from the previous.

Because of this, he was miserable, sad, lost, melancholy and sad

In just a few hours, Xu Mu's heart has gone through all kinds of emotions, back and forth, often back and forth

When the moonlight shines in through the simple lattice wooden window, Xu Mu wakes up unexpectedly. When he wakes up, he can't sleep any more. He has a strange dream, which is the thing he dreams most, and it seems that it's not the thing in his dream. He is in a trance, vaguely, and can only see a piece of clothes. All those people in the dream have no clear faces.

He suddenly felt some palpitations. He sat up and put on his clothes, opened the window, and the cold wind came in from the outside. He didn't feel cold at all. Instead, he felt very comfortable, and his brain immediately became completely awake from the trance in his dream. Sober is sober, sleepiness is no longer.

The moon in the sky is big and round, and there are some dark places on it. It is said that it is the Moon Palace, where Chang'e and Yutu live. Xu Mu stares at the moon without blinking, as if he has never seen such a round moon.

It's big and round, so bright and clear that you can see the scene inside. Xu Mu's pupils are constricted and he tries to see it clearly. He seems to see what people often say about Chang'e, jade rabbit and Wu Gang, but he doesn't see anything. When he is concentrating on it, he finds that Chang'e and jade rabbit have become women's faces.

She smiles, she frowns, she has no expression, she is gentle, all her expressions are on the moon.

Under the moon, I don't know when a bright lamp appeared. Little by little, it began to move slowly, like the stars in the sky. Xu Mu knew that it was the rising Kongming lamp.