If everything before today has not been faked, there must be something else!
Inside the study, Xu Mu stood up slowly, supporting his elbow from the ground, as if he were a walking corpse without soul.
He hurt little star after all.
It's all his fault!
If he knew at the beginning that there would be such a request, he should not be close to it; since he agreed to the miracle doctor, he should be far away from the little star, far away from her, so that she would be less hurt? They all blame his selfishness, his weak self-control, his failure to control his heart and behavior.
When he saw the little star whose face was as pale as paper and his eyes were so disappointed that his face was full of pain, his heart was tearing like pain, as if he was torn by the left and right.
When the palm wind came, he didn't resist. As long as she wasn't angry or sad, as long as she could calm her anger, he was really willing to die in her hands at that moment.
I don't know where I'm going, but I'm deeply in love.
Love, I don't know when, has already been carved into the blood.
In the end, although the little star let him go, Xu Mu's heart was still as dead as a pool of stagnant water, without any vitality.
Without her, he was empty and his heart was hollowed out.
Later, I'm afraid that he can't be near any more, even a look can't be obtained. Meeting each other is a stranger - stranger, what a hopeless word.
Xu Mu stood quietly, his eyes were wandering, and he didn't know where to look. He didn't mind if his clothes were stained with the dust on the ground. His eyes without focal length were empty and confused, as if the lost child could not find the way home. He could only stand and turn around, looking at all the strangers around, and didn't know which direction to go.
Some slow footsteps came closer and closer.
Xu Mu had no expectation for a long time. Today was a day of triumphant return, but his mood was so full of twists and turns. From repeated loss to the joy of meeting each other, to revealing the real changes, heaven and hell were not always like this.
When Xiao Xingxing turned away, Xu Mu knew that his heart had gone with him. Unfortunately, he was still beating in his chest, but he had lost his vitality, leaving only a body.
The footstep outside the door is getting closer and closer. In the silent room, the footstep behind me is again and again, gently, and then stops, and there is no sound.
"Tiebo, I'm ok. I'm just a little tired. Don't worry." Xu Mu slowly tunnel, trying to mobilize the muscles on the face, pull out a smile, but found nothing to do, back to the door of the person's back is very lonely.
He just thought it was tiebo.
"Xu mu." Gu Qingxin was standing behind him. Her eyes had calmed down. After thinking and hesitating for a moment, she opened her mouth. Gong Gu's huge desire to find a reason made her realize that her mouth was not so simple.
She just put down her cruel words and said that she would be a stranger from now on, but now she came back to him for a reason and an answer.
So where did her words go? She herself took what she said as a dead letter.
Today's she is not the stupid and infamous self in her previous life. She doesn't need to be humble or humble, and she doesn't need to be complacent. She can leave naturally, and even if she is soft hearted and can't bear to hurt, she can stride forward naturally!
But she came back, after seeing the yard where she used to live.
Today's little princess is noble and proud. There is no need to aggrieve herself or make any compromise anywhere, because she is a princess who is highly favored by the emperor. She is a unique princess in platinum. She is also known as the "first princess" and a princess judged by the king of a country with the four words "employing the country"!
Is there anyone else who needs her to compromise? But now, just stepped out of this room, she came back in less than a moment, or for a person, just said that she would marry someone else!
When she approached the door, the reason why she hesitated was that when she stepped in, it meant a kind of weakness and compromise. At the same time, it also shows that Gu Qingxin was surprised. The deeper reason is that she had such deep feelings for Xu mu.
This is the first time for her to get free and unrestrained and have whatever she wants. She shows weakness and complacency towards a person.
If it's not for her deep feelings, why is it so?
She still remembers that Xu Mu's words about loving Gu are still in her ears. She doesn't like it but loves it. So, when she does this step, is it really just like it? Like to be able to let her put down the body, put down the confidence, put down self-esteem, go back and seek an answer?
No, it's not.
Obviously, it's not only Xu mu, but also she doesn't just like it.
Aware of this, Gu Qingxin is holding a hand on the doorframe. He can't tell the mixed feelings in his heart. He is aware of his deep feelings. But at this time, it's not a good time, especially such a situation.This voice, this voice?
It's like a bomb burst in my mind, and then there are fireworks all over the sky.
Xu mu can't believe it. Is it auditory hallucination? Otherwise, why can he still hear the little star calling him behind him?
So, mechanically, numbly, incredulously and full of expectation, Xu Mu seems to have spent as long as a century to complete such a simple, turning action.
It's really her!
In any case, Xu Mu would not think that little star came back. He thought that according to little star's character, she would never look at him again. Unexpectedly, there was a miracle scene in front of her eyes.
"Xu mu." Gu Qingxin was born again and called him. The other party had found her, and witnessed the uneasiness, disbelief and expectation on Xu Mu's face. Her eyes were so sour that she seemed to be about to cry.
"I'm here."
She only said two words, and Xu Mu only heard his own voice clearly and clearly. As long as she needed it, as long as she called him, he was there, unconditionally.
If there is a destiny in the world, then maybe when I saw that beautiful and lovely little girl as a child, everything was doomed - he could not get out of that little girl all his life. He was already in the bag. As a prisoner of love, he was sentenced to life imprisonment and could only hang his heart on one person all his life.
Gu Qingxin quietly looked at Xu Mu and looked straight at Xu Mu's eyes. It seemed that he wanted to see his heart from his dark eyes.
Xu Mu also quietly staring, no need to any can, as always firm, as always affectionate as one, just like the sun rises every day, facing her, never need to deliberately hide.
"You," Gu said, "can you answer me a few questions?"
Xu Mu nodded deeply.
Whenever and wherever she says, he will comply, unconditionally.
Gu Qingxin took a deep breath, "is it true that you want to marry someone else?"
Xu Mu nodded and said, "yes."
Said good can not be sad pain, but just recognized his feelings of Gu Qingxin or can not help but a pain in the heart, the eyes sour had to infiltrate a little bit of crystal clear tears.
Gu Qingxin was silent for a while, trying to adjust his voice, not choking, and then continued to ask, "when will you marry her?"
"Not sure yet."
He took a deep breath again. Gu Qingxin's eyes blinked and blinked, and the small tears on his eyelashes were lit up again. "Why do you want to marry someone else, don't you..." One of the words behind choked in her throat. She couldn't speak a word. She couldn't cry
Can't I? Am I inferior to others?
Such humble words are not what the little princess should say, nor what she can say. She really can't say it like a fawning.
"Little star!" Xu Mu looked at her anxiously. She had already stepped on her feet and was about to rush over.
When she looked at her without blinking, saw the water color in her eyes, saw her vulnerability, saw her trying to be strong, Xu Mu's soul seemed to be suffering from a knife a knife of lingchi, when her tears burst out of her eyes because of speechless words, Xu Mu's heart was tight, he wanted to kill the hateful himself, he wanted to kill the honest himself.
"Don't you come here!" Gu Qingxin stretched out a hand and put it in vain to block his progress. The other hand covered his mouth. Ba, there seemed to be a mouthful of fishy sweetness in her throat, the smell of rust. How could she not know what it was.
Heartache heartache, hurt to the depth of the heart, the blood will also be ejected.
"Well, I won't move. Little star, don't do that. I'd rather you beat me to death than see you like this. " Xu Mu didn't dare to go any further.
"Why?" Gu Qingxin doesn't want to look at Xu Mu any more. She's afraid that she can't help but come forward and kill him.
Xu Mu knew that she asked why he wanted to marry someone else. He had no strength to hide it. "Last time you were poisoned in the palace, the imperial doctor was helpless. I found old man Wuying, the leader of Wuying Pavilion. He agreed to save you, but he asked me to promise three things. The first thing is to marry his unmarried apprentice."
Silence, then silence.