Later, Xu Mu still can't say it. What he wants to ask is, at that time, will you dislike me and feel that I don't deserve you?
How could he think that? Gu Qingxin suddenly felt a little sad. According to the nerd's character, I don't know how much courage he mustered to say such a thing today. Maybe this problem has been entangled in his heart for countless times.
How can I not deserve it?
His heart is so like a child, so distressing and devout, silent dedication, love a person, if it is her, simply can not do so.
If you really want to say whether she is worthy or not, she is not worthy of him. She is not as beautiful as her appearance. She once wanted to kill all the people in the world and destroy everything. She is not as good as what she showed. Everything in her appearance is actually the way she deliberately confused herself.
Gu Qingxin retreats from the front of Xu Mu's chest, reaches out his hands, straightens his face, and makes Xu Mu droop. He doesn't want to look at his face and look at himself.
"Look at me." Gu Qingxin ordered, his expression was very cautious and serious, as if he wanted to tell a matter of life and death, "this question, you will know after you answer my question. I can also tell you that the princess is cold and selfish. She is not as friendly and kind as others see. Didn't you see her at the celebration that day? Gu Qingcheng's dance was destroyed, and finally fell from the hands of the maid of honor. That's my hand. Yes, I hit Gu Qingcheng and made her make a fool of herself, but Gu Qingcheng won't spare those dancers. Those ten people may be punished or even lose their lives because of my selfish revenge, but I will not save them or make any efforts. Some people think that those maids in court are innocent, but I have never been kind. In order to achieve my goal, I will not take care of those people. You see, I'm cold and selfish. I will do everything I can to achieve my goal. Will you treat me like this? Do you think I'm cruel and heartless, and do you dislike me? "
Gu Qingxin looks into Xu Mu's eyes, which is different from the one he didn't dare to look directly at just now. She doesn't run away from the questions she asked. Instead, she stares directly at Xu mu, and persistently wants an answer.
Xu Mu's eyes color with Gu Qingxin's telling, there is a moment of deep, but when he looks at the person in front of him, his heart tells her, won't!
"No, my heart, I will never dislike you, and I will never feel that you are cold and selfish. If you have to use your mind to save yourself and live safely in the deep palace, I always hope you live safely, healthily and happily. I want you to live well, if you will be hurt, no matter whether others are innocent or not, I will protect you. If I'm guilty of murder, I'll be responsible for it all. On the battlefield, my hands have been stained with countless blood. I don't care if I can do it for you. "
Gu Qingxin smiles. Xu Mu's words are always from the heart. She knew that Xu Mu would answer like this.
What he said was always true and never changed.
Gu Qingxin smiles brilliantly. He pours into Xu Mu's arms again, reaches out his hands and holds Xu Mu's hand. His little hand is clasped with his big hand. Then he raises it in front of his eyes. A stuffy voice comes from his chest. "You see, you don't mind my selfishness and indifference. Where can I find you boring? If you want to say that the problem is serious, I am the one who is more afraid of not being accepted, not you, wood. What else can you worry about? "
Xu Mu is a little sad, did not expect that the heart would use such a reason to comfort him. He did see things that day in his eyes, but what he knew, he always knew that his heart was not so cold and selfish as he said. In his opinion, the other two princesses were far more evil than his heart. It was not just the jealousy in his eyes. If they played tricks, they would be more vicious and would not leave room for his heart.
It's not so much indifference as self-protection. In order not to be hurt, we can only fight back against the enemy. He absolutely believed that his heart would not aim at others for no reason. This is the same as his principle on the battlefield. In order to protect his soldiers from being hurt, to protect his land from being occupied by others, and to protect his food from being plundered by others, he has to take up his own weapons and stab the enemy in the heart.
Human life is so great and beautiful.
The only thing he felt was that he was glad that her heart was still there. She had her own ability to save her life at any time, so that he could see her now and stand well in front of him.
In order to make his heart live safely and happily, and make her smile, he is willing to pay all the price. From this point of view, he is not selfish, for the sake of the people he cares about and the important people, he can ignore others.
Tiebo once told him that a person's life is very short. He doesn't know how old he can live, but the only thing is for sure that as long as he lives, his heart will not be hurt. The person on the tip of his heart is in his arms now. Happiness and satisfaction surround him. He wants to live forever, and he is willing to pay all the costs.
There was a knock outside the door. Gu Qingxin knew it was time to go.He got up and said, "I'm going back."
Xu Mu holds Gu Qingxin's hand, but he still doesn't let go.
Gu Qingxin looked at Xiaoxiao and raised their hands to him. "Silly wood, do you want to go back to the palace with me? If you have any reason to explain to your father, you are welcome in the hall of love. "
Xu Mu finally reluctantly let go of Gu Qingxin's hand.
"Xin'er," looking at the man with a smile, Xu Mu couldn't help coming forward, holding Gu Qingxin's forehead intimately, and printing a soft kiss in her encouraging and expectant eyes.
This is a kiss on behalf of treasure, but also on behalf of his love.
Gu Qingxin closed his eyes and felt the warm touch on his forehead. After Xu Mu was released, he pulled down his neck and printed a soft kiss on the corner of Xu Mu's mouth.
"It's reciprocity."
Jumping two steps away, Gu Qingxin turned back and continued to add, "five days later, the palace, I'll wait for you, and then, I'll give you a big surprise."
Gu Qingxin just went out, Acacia in her ear said Shangguan Feng in the downstairs lobby "wait for the rabbit" thing.
At this time, Gu Qingxin doesn't want to see him even once. In fact, even if she doesn't have any intersection with Shangguan Feng, his other two "huangjie" can also make a mess of everything. She just needs to push the flames behind.
Gu Qingcheng wants to get close to shangguanfeng, but Gu Qingguo has spent the night with shangguanfeng by accident. Many interesting things are waiting to be discovered, and the good play has not yet begun.
Although shangguanfeng is waiting in the lobby, Gu Qingxin wants to leave and doesn't want to see shangguanfeng's face. In fact, it's too simple. Don't forget, this is yipinlou. It's situ Jing's site. Frankly speaking, it's no different from her site. It's not really the only way to the second floor, which is on the surface of the stairs.
Therefore, when the little princess has left yipinlou with Acacia red beans, shangguanfeng is still sitting in the lobby, suffering and so on.
When Bai fan gets the news, he looks at Shangguan Feng, who is still waiting for something wrong all over. His eyes are a bit sympathetic. People are hiding from him. The prime minister is also unlucky, so he is not welcomed.
Just solved half of the things, want to go to persuade him to go, but at the thought of situ Jing's threat to her, Bian fan's step still stopped. You can't get involved in the affairs between the little princess Xu mu. Otherwise, at that time, they all have wealth and status. Only she can't get along with them.
Want to understand, Bai fan continue to bow to work.
Just at this time, Xu Mu sat upstairs for a while and then came down.
Someone goes down the stairs, and Shangguan Feng subconsciously wants to look up. It turns out that it's Xu mu. He hates him so much that his teeth itch. But if he hits someone who can't be solved by power right away, his face will start to look wrong. What he sees is what's wrong with his eyes.
Xu Mu naturally saw Shangguan Feng. Just when he was upstairs, he suddenly knew the reason why Shangguan Feng didn't like him and even wanted him to disappear - there was only one reason, that is, Shangguan Feng liked his heart.
It turns out that the other party is his rival!
No wonder I always look at him with a look that I hate him to disappear.
It's a pity that he has to keep his own life to protect his heart. He can't make it happen.
Now that he knows the reason, Xu Mu makes up his mind not to communicate with Shangguan Feng. He just ignores him and what he says, which will not affect him at all.
See Xu Mu glanced at him, eyes suddenly become clear up, Shangguan Maple suddenly feel some discomfort, the other party that completely ignore the proud attitude, see he seems to step forward to him under the feet to shame.
"Hey, stop!"
Xu Mu walked out of yipinlou, and the people behind him followed him all the time. He didn't need to look to know who it was.
For this sound stop, Xu Mu face expressionless, still ignore.