Chapter 35 - New Plan...

The moment he said that my mind went completely numb ~~

It was like everything stopped moving, I was the main focus of the universe. Everything that happened in my past life filmed in my vision like a movie, from the start of our marriage to the day I wanted to confess and to the point where I committed suicide. It all played in my mind one after another ...

No I definitely don't want to end up with the same fate, not when I've got the chance to live my life again.

"So what do you think?", I asked him despite everything he did to me. I know I'm an idiot to even have hope , but their is this small silly part of me who wishes that may be . May be he wants me now? May be he has changed ? I remember him holding my hand that day on dinner ; I remember him kissing me aggressively that time in the office ; I also remember that night we spent in Goa.

So is it possible ? Is it possible that he have fallen in love with me ? Only for a tiny bit ?

There was a long silence ; I thought he won't answer but he did. "No. I don't want to marry you"; this time I felt like the whole world came crashing upon me. Like the God was laughing at my foolishness. And was saying,'How many times? How many more times do I have to prove you that this man is not worth your trust? When will you understand my dear child ?'.

Like seriously whom was I fooling ? This guy in front of me thinks of everyone as nothing but the mere tools for his entertainment. And I yet again became the puppet of his hands . Nope not again ; Not this time. I thought that I wanted to live my life again, like a new person and by forgetting what happened in the past. But not anymore, 'I WANT REVENGE '.

I want to make this man feel hundred times worse than what I felt in my past. I'll make it hard for him to breath ; I'll make sure that he will feel the pain of betrayal and lost.

This time I'm gonna make him fall in love with like I loved him. This time I'll make him feel how it feels to be betrayed by your loved once. And this time he will know what makes you feel that dying is way more better that leaving this life alone . He lost Astha but he is still standing on his two feet all calm and rational; but when he'll loose me he won't be able to walk or think. And I'll make sure of that .

SO PLAN CHANGED

"Eh? You want to marry me ? Are you gone insane? Wasn't that the same you who ran away from me as soon as you saw me ? I thought you hated me ", He said with the confused look .

"Aww who told you that I hate you? I'm hurt (with pout)~~ How could I hate my future dear hubby? I can't wait to marry you(and make your life miserable) Dear~~"; I said faking my billion worth smile.

"Besides we already slept together, you should take responsibility for taking my vɨrġɨnɨtƴ "; I said while holding my golden card , which was sure to work.

"Is that what you really want? Marrying me won't be easy , think carefully "; he said still acting like an arrogant bastard. Sure it's not easy, and I don't like the easy things . And by the way you will be the one to pay the price not me .

"Of course I want to marry you. "; I said looking as delighted as possible. Oh and there was also my mother-in-law who needs to reflect on her actions ; if not me who will make her understand that you must not play with people's lives?

"Think about it carefully tonight . Tomorrow we will go to meet your parents, I'm coming with you. " he said and left.

"Hey wait why are you coming with me? I want to go alone"; I shouted at his back.

"If you want to become my wife we'll have to go and greet you parents "; He replied without turning his back.

'You are gonna regret it ; you are so gonna regret it'; I thought to myself while looking at his back ....