"Ah, don't stare at us with such pity. Our couple are a little poor and have bad luck. However, our son is very healthy. Now he is the second year of junior high school and the first in the next year's examination. Sometimes my daughter-in-law says, is her mouth broken and his son is promising? Ha ha! "
"And this year, we also have a dog's luck. For the agricultural land that could not be sold before, what ecological park development should the city do? The land occupation gives us enough money to marry our son's daughter-in-law. We all save it for him, put it in the bank and get some interest for a year, and the money earned by the restaurant is just for a year..."
As the parties, Lao Yang and his wife are more calm than the indifferent Cao Xinmin. They smile a few times and look at each other. One has no resentment and complaint in his eyes, and the other grins contentedly.
Laughing, laughing all the time, laughing all the time, seems to be mocking the painful fate with a smile from the heart, and it is also like laughing at the unfair life with a comfortable smile.
It's so easy to talk about life. The pain of sadness pierces the heart and doesn't even have the strength to breathe. How can you have the courage to laugh?
The old Yang couple's smile is a bitter smile that can't change the current situation. Only after time, they will always find that time can make things unimportant, and then gradually forget them.
They sometimes forget why they moved from the countryside to Honglin City, why they opened a home-made restaurant, why they were busy every day and had to go to the hospital for review on weekends, and why they couldn't be better if they were dumb?
Whenever you forget, it will always become easier. After a long time, you are used to forgetting, or subconsciously remind yourself that you should forget, so that you won't be too hard and painful.
"Old uncle Yang, you praised all the money to marry your son's daughter-in-law. Why don't you see your aunt's illness? Otherwise, take your aunt to the provincial capital hospital. The medical level and doctor's quality there must be better than that in Honglin city. Moreover, my aunt also has friends there and can help you do a thorough examination... "
Shen Dapeng's suggestion was kind, but Lao Yang directly declined his kindness. "I discussed it with your aunt. Anyway, we can't find the reason for this strange disease. Instead of wasting money and time, we'd better focus on the children's studies. After the new year, when the land occupation money comes, we'll sell the old house in the countryside, and then buy a building in the city to take care of the children."
Poor parents all over the world. Even if they are seriously ill, they are still considering the future marriage of their son who has just entered junior high school. In the eyes of parents, the future happiness of their children is even more important than life.
This is the unrequited love of parents, unique and incomparable.
"So we won't have such delicious pimple soup and pickles in the future? No, I want to eat more bowls today... "
Li Zeyu ate heartlessly, but the people next to him were silent. In particular, Liu Fengxia and Wang Yuying, who were sentimental women alone, stirred the pimple soup with a spoon in their hands, but glanced at Lao Yang's daughter-in-law from time to time. From that smiling face, they could always see a touch of loss and helplessness.
Life is such a reality. If it can be wonderful, who is willing to be ordinary? If you can be safe and healthy, who is willing to taste failure and disease?
Unfortunately, there are not many "ifs" in the world. It is just a vision like assumption in the heart when you are in the mood of pain and failure. If you imagine alone and stick to your own consciousness, it is possible to change the embarrassing situation.
"Everyone has the right to choose their own life. You think Lao Yang and his wife are hard-working. They may be lucky in their hearts. When they are middle-aged, they live not only now, but also the future of the next generation. The demolition funds occupied by the ecological park are enough for them to live in the future. Contentment is also a kind of luck."
Cao Xinmin's face was expressionless and tasted the taste that would no longer exist after years. It seemed that he was talking about the luck of Lao Yang and his wife, but he didn't even dare to look at Lao Yang and his wife. It was more like lamenting the unfairness of life for Lao Yang.
The land occupation of more than 100000 and 200000 yuan is astronomical in the eyes of simple and honest farmers like Lao Yang. He doesn't understand economic development and macro-control, but Cao Xinmin knows it. Cao Xinmin knows that 200000 yuan will disappear if he buys a house for a rural person who wants to live in the city. How can he continue to live?
But Lao Yang's family is full of hope for life. How can he break the beautiful picture of looking forward to the future? He has that ability, but he doesn't have that power, so in his opinion, Lao Yang's satisfaction with the current situation is also a rare kind of luck and happiness.
Shen Dapeng and Cao Xinmin did not enjoy a meal!
Shen Dapeng was disappointed not only because of the poor life of Lao Yang's family, but also because the negotiation on the construction of the airport failed. Fortunately, Cao Xinmin didn't say die, and there may be a chance in the future.
Cao Xinmin is not disappointed, but helpless about his inability to change the reality. There are too many poor people like Lao Yang. When he is from Qingshu County, to the provincial capital, to Honglin City, and even in the capital, he can still see people who wear the stars and the moon and work hard to live, but he can only watch quietly, but he is unable to change anything.
At the time of checking out, the six people spent only 56 yuan for a meal. Li Zeyu felt that the Lao Yang family was poor and left 100 yuan to go. As a result, Lao Yang refused to take it and chased out the rest of the money in the cold wind. He must return it to Li Zeyu, and only received 50 yuan for the meal.
"This old Yang, don't want more money. He wiped us six yuan. He doesn't make money and doesn't live anymore? There is still demolition money. " Li Zeyu took the 50 yuan that had been folded by Lao Yang in his hand, and then looked at Lao Yang's back running back with trembling shoulders. He sighed incomprehensibly.
"It's the talent of beggars to exchange other people's pity for money. Old uncle Yang is a simple farmer with a down-to-earth and honest temperament. You're insulting him and lowering your own mind and vision."
Shen Dapeng patted Li Zeyu on the shoulder with the back of his hand and motioned him to put the money away. "The society is complex. Everyone lives in it and has his own track and method. You are not strong enough to have the qualification to pity others. Not to mention, in my opinion, uncle Yang is much stronger than us."
Hearing the speech, Cao Xinmin looked at Shen Dapeng in a positive way, and his appreciation eyes, which had not been seen for a long time, turned again in his eyes. "Dapeng, you are right. We are not strong enough to pity others, and we are not qualified to help subjectively without the consent of others. However, we can make the living environment easier."