Slowly, Sun Ying's eyes returned to the color of disappointment again, and her face became more pale.
"You're right. Some things have been done wrong, so I'm not qualified to let others pity... But some things are not what I want, and I don't want to..."
Sun Ying was muttering in a low voice, but later, his voice rose again. He looked at Shen Dapeng with a resentful look, resisted Shen Dapeng again, held his arms and tried to push him out of the door.
In a hurry, Shen Dapeng hooked his foot to the door and closed the door from the inside. However, due to distraction, Sun Ying pushed Shen Dapeng against the door at once.
"Sun Ying, calm down and listen to me..."
Shen Dapeng's head touched the door, but the pain made his mind clearer. Sun Ying has too much self blame and guilt in her heart. It really can't go on like this. She must be allowed to take off the heavy burden in her heart!
"I don't listen. I don't want to hear anything now. You go and let me be quiet for a while..." Sun Ying shook her head and bit her teeth to push Shen Dapeng out, although the door of Sun Ying's room was closed by Shen Dapeng.
It seems that, let alone herself, Sun Ying really doesn't want to see anyone in her current situation.
"I'm no longer a good teacher or a good person. In your eyes, I'm a junior and a bitch..." Sun Ying cried. With her words of remorse, her whole face fell into a vast ocean!
Looking at Sun Ying who was crying in front of him, a string in Shen Dapeng's heart trembled. Under an indescribable feeling, he suddenly grabbed Sun Ying's arm and pulled it to his side. Then, he immediately held Sun Ying in his arms.
A warmth clings to him tightly and spreads rapidly into his body.
"Sun Ying, people's mouths can't be blocked. They can say whatever they want, but in Shen Dapeng's heart, you will always be my teacher sun and a good man." Shen Dapeng said softly in Sun Ying's ear.
After a short pause, Sun Ying didn't seem to agree with Shen Dapeng's words, and began to struggle hard to get away from him.
"No, I'm no longer a teacher. How can a person like me be a teacher? Let go of me, let go of me... Sobbing..."
Shen Dapeng didn't let go of Sun Ying in his arms. He held Sun Ying more tightly. He let Sun Ying struggle in his arms and let Sun Ying cry. He didn't say a word, but was silent. He just wanted to give a warmth to the fragile and sensitive Sun Ying!
"Well..." a burst of pain suddenly came from Chu's shoulder, and Shen Dapeng couldn't help humming.
Sun Ying, who could not break away, took a hard bite on Shen Dapeng's shoulder, then burst into tears and beat Shen Dapeng hard.
Shen Dapeng frowned. He endured the pain, but did not let go of Sun Ying. He knew that Sun Ying needed warmth now.
Yes, what she needs now may be just a simple warmth, and this warm embrace can be easily achieved by Shen Dapeng.
A teacher who selflessly dedicates knowledge to herself regardless of personal gains and losses, and a teacher who often cares about herself in life, may be the most appropriate way for Shen Dapeng to comfort Sun Ying when she is most helpless and painful.
Slowly, Sun Ying no longer struggled, paralyzed in Shen Dapeng's arms, and the roaring cry gradually decreased into a faint sob.
Shen Dapeng could feel that the clothes on his chest had been wet for a large area. It was Sun Ying's tears.
He patted Sun Ying on the back. "Sun Ying, don't be sad. Have a good rest."
Without any response or resistance, Sun Ying still curled up in Shen Dapeng's arms. Her crying face was haggard and her hair was more disheveled, just like the crops after being hit by hail.
Shen Dapeng gently picked up Sun Ying and stood up. He didn't expect that Sun Ying should be so light, which made Shen Dapeng's heart ache.
Sun Ying must have not eaten for a few days, plus the heavy ideological burden, so she became like this.
Shen Dapeng didn't speak. He took Sun Ying to the bed, gently put her on the bed and covered her with a quilt again.
Maybe it was because of Shen Dapeng's warm embrace. At this time, Sun Ying also gradually calmed down. She only sobbed occasionally, her eyes drooped and didn't look at Shen Dapeng.
"Thank you for coming to see me. I'm much better... Go back, I'm fine..." Sun Ying's voice is faint, but it's a little warmer than just now. Maybe it's because Shen Dapeng in front of me is his former student after all.
Shen Dapeng was stunned. Looking at Sun Ying's pale and bloodless face, without any hesitation, he turned directly to the door, opened the door and went out.
Looking at Shen Dapeng's back, a light flashed in Sun Ying's haggard eyes. She bit her lips and overflowed a layer of tears at the bottom of her eyes. She tried to force herself to turn her head and look out of the window.
Although the small window was blocked by dark curtains.
There was a slight noise in the living room, and then Shen Dapeng came in again and closed the door gently.
Sun Ying was surprised and looked back. Shen Dapeng was already standing in front of her, holding a cup of hot water in her hand and smiling at herself.
"Didn't I let you go back?" Although she was weak, Sun Ying shouted angrily.
"Drink some water. If you go on like this, your voice will be hoarse..." Shen Dapeng sat beside the bed with a smile regardless of Sun Ying's angry eyes, took Sun Ying's hand and put the warm water cup in her hand.
Maybe it was Shen Dapeng's subtle and considerate action, maybe she felt the warmth from the cup. Sun Ying couldn't control her eyes. Her eyes blurred again, and two lines of tears flowed down.
She nodded hard, wiped her tears, and then drank slowly.
Watching Sun Ying finish drinking a glass of water, Shen Dapeng relaxed a little. He took the cup and put it on the table and looked at Sun Ying again.
After drinking, Sun Ying looked more energetic, and the haggard color in her eyes was much lighter. She thought she was unwilling to let her former students see her embarrassment. She straightened her hair.
"Dapeng, if something like this happens, it's too late for others to hide from me. Why do you come to see me? You're not afraid of people gossiping about you? " Sunying calmed a lot, looking at shendapeng, all the color of resentment, "you still go."
"Miss Sun, I know something about you, but I don't care. What others think is others' business. In my heart, you will always be my best teacher without any defects..."