After dinner, Jiang Chen went to Lin Yixia's home again. Lin Yixia's home was the same as she left, and it didn't change at all, because grandma Jiang often helped to clean it, so it looked clean. Jiang hen will Lin Yixia all things packed, Lin Yixia's clothes, shoes, books on the shelf, he did not miss the bag, finishing these things, Jiang hen can't help but think of Lin Yixia, his heart and a fierce pain, packed for a while, he found a light green leather cover notebook in the drawer beside Lin Yixia's bed.
This is what he bought for Lin Yixia when he took part in the chemistry competition. Lin Yixia thought that he bought it for two yuan and asked him to return it. Thinking of this, the expression on Jiang Chen's face softened.
He picked up the notebook, stretched out his hand and opened it. On the first page, Lin Yixia's name was written. There was a sentence under the name, "tonight, I don't want to do anything, I just want you! River mark
When Jiang Chen saw this sentence, he didn't move for a long time. The corner of his eyes became red again. For a long time, he turned to the second page. The second page was full of Jiang Chen.
Jiang Chen was stunned again. He felt the pain of his heart, as if there was a cold and thin knife. He was gouging out one by one, and his whole body was convulsed.
He waited for a long time, the pain did not dissipate, but more and more severe.
He stretched out his fingers and gently crossed the names. Then he closed the diary and put it on his chest. He felt the temperature brought by Lin Yixia's handwriting and the shock brought by those words.
Grandma Jiang sat on the sofa watching TV, and saw that the clock on the wall had already pointed to 11 o'clock, but before Jiang Chen came back, she knew that Jiang Chen must still be sleeping in Lin Yixia's house tonight. She sighed, she didn't wait any longer. She was too old to stay up, so she went to bed first.
In the middle of the night, Granny Jiang was awakened by the strange sound coming from the living room.
She got up and went out with light hands and feet. Then she saw the living room with the light turned off. In the dark, Jiang Chen was sitting on the sofa, leaning forward, his hands covering his face, making a choking and depressing sob.
In the dark night, the sobs were very light, but she could feel the great sadness.
Jiang Chen seldom cries. Even when he was a child, Jiang Yingying beat him hard, and he didn't cry. In Jiang's grandmother's opinion, Jiang Chen's grandson is very precocious, and his heart is even stronger than that of an adult. Even a lot of times, they will rely on this minor grandson.
Granny Jiang's nose was sour. She walked over and put her hand around Jiang's shoulder.
Jiang hen raised his eyes. In the dark, Granny Jiang couldn't see his face clearly. He only heard him say in a hoarse voice, "Granny, I'm useless. How can I let her leave again? How can I leave her alone? She has such a poor sense of direction. Will she get lost outside... "
Granny Jiang's tears welled up, and the heat stuck in her throat. She knew that her grandson liked Xia Xia, but she didn't expect that he liked Xia Xia so much, which made granny Jiang feel both happy and sad. What's gratifying is that her grandson's single-minded and affectionate treatment of feelings, and many adults were less than one tenth of him. What's sad is that Xia Xia left, I don't know when she'll be back? I don't know if she will come back?
Finally, Granny Jiang whispered, "Xia Xia will come back, definitely!"
Jiang Chen opened his mouth as if he wanted to speak, but he gave out a long, hard to suppress sob. He covered his face with his palm, and some long forehead hair hung down to cover his face.