Cui Pingjun doesn't have to think about it. She knows that Lin Yixia must have suffered a lot in recent years. Although Lin Yixia often looks no different from seven years ago, Cui Pingjun can feel that Lin Yixia is different from the past. Most of the time, her state is just her protective color. Her inner defense is as hard as a rock, and no one seems to be able to walk in.
Cui Pingjun said: "Yixia, you are so cruel. Do you know what Jiangchen looked for you at the beginning? I have no doubt that he will go mad! Really? I've heard that he doesn't go to school any more. He goes out to find you every day and goes to many places to find you. Once I went to your house to see if you came back, but I saw him standing by the window with your pillow in his arms in a daze. I can't forget his lonely back in my life... "Cui Pingjun said, her eyes began to turn red." I thought at that time, if there was a man who did this to me, where would I be willing to go? I must marry him, and I will follow him in my life! "
But she didn't meet Xu Lai. Xu Lai's expertise in love is not as good as that of Jiang Chen.
Lin Yixia can't help it any more. Her tears are like beads that have been broken. Cui Pingjun sees that Lin Yixia's whole body is shaking. She sits next to Lin Yixia, reaches out her hand, pats Lin Yixia on the back and says, "go to find him. If you miss him, you will regret it all your life."
Lin Yixia shakes her head while crying. She can't go back to Jiangchen. It's been seven years. In the past seven years, many things have changed and her feelings will change. She admits that she likes Jiangchen. This kind of love grows with time and never fades away. But she can't guarantee whether Jiangchen is the same to her? Maybe in the year or two when she first left, Jiang Chen was really looking for her and couldn't forget her, but it's been seven years. How could he still hold the feelings of his youth and wait for himself? Like yourself?
Compare heart to heart. If Jiang Chen left him without saying a word at the beginning, he would be sad, would miss him, would go to him, but more, his heart would hate him, hate him and leave without saying goodbye. In other words, I'm not qualified to go back to find Jiang Chen. What can I say to him? Say you still like him, let him forgive yourself?
There are only two results when he goes to find him. The good result is that he still likes himself and is willing to accept himself. But even so, can he really continue the leading edge with him, when the blank seven years do not exist?
Another result is that he doesn't like himself at all. If so, how can he deal with himself? Watching him with other women? I ask myself that I can't do it. It's more painful than cutting my own flesh.
In this case, what reason do you have to go to him? It's better to bury the beautiful first love in my heart when I was young, and leave the best side of myself to each other without touching! Don't destroy it!
Seeing Lin Yixia shaking his head, Cui Pingjun said, "what are you afraid of? Can't you be bold? I'll know that he's a very special person. I'm sure he still likes you
Lin Yixia wiped her tears and asked Cui Pingjun, "if Xu comes back to you, will you forgive her?"
Cui Pingjun was stunned. She didn't expect that Lin Yixia suddenly asked her this question. She said, "the situation of Xu Lai and I is different from that of you and Jiang Chen."
Seeing that Lin Yixia didn't speak, Cui Pingjun thought about it and asked, "Yixia, tell me the truth, do you think Jiangchen is a big star? The gap between you and him is too big, so you dare not go back to him?"