Ouyang qinshao is not willing to do so. After all, her relationship with min Wenhao is not like that with Mo shaocong. It's impossible to deal with their relationship by dealing with Mo shaocong. Moreover, in Kyoto, they can say that they can't see each other when they look up, but they will see each other when they look down. Therefore, they should try their best to avoid it.

Of course, she can't let fang'er know these things, otherwise they will surely spread to Jun Hao of Beitang. In this way, min Wenhao's official career may be planted here.

She has spent a lot of time to cultivate min Wenhao, but she can't be disturbed at this time.

"Don't make trouble for Miss Ben. If you have nothing to do, go to the north of the city to see if you need any help. It will soon snow heavily. It is estimated that there will be a large number of people in the north of the city who will suffer from cold and cold." Ouyang qinshao herself doesn't like winter very much. Since she was trapped in the snow mountain that year, she was rescued ten days later. She can swear never to carry out the snow mission again.

I just didn't expect that after I got here, I was so cold that I just wanted to stay in the medical and drug system.

"Miss, do you have too much money to spend?" Fang'er feels powerless and moved. Even though she has left Kyoto for so many years, she has never forgotten to help these poor people. "Fang'er was not sensible at that time, but now she has grown up. You don't have to abide by that agreement, miss."

Ouyang qinshao held tea in both hands and did not respond.

Fang'er said to herself, "it's been so many years. Maybe they've forgotten fang'er. What's the use of sending someone to help them every year?"

"We should be grateful to our parents, even if they did something wrong at that time," said Ouyang qinshao, who clearly felt abandoned by her parents. She also knew that some pain and hatred could not last forever, because the heart... Was always connected, "as long as she was in Kyoto, You often go to the house where they used to live in the north of the city to peep. If you really put it down, you won't be like this. "

In fact, fang'er is an abandoned child. She was rescued by Shang rouhui and served as qinshao's maid. Unexpectedly, one year later, when Shang rouhui went to the north of the city to make porridge, fang'er met her parents, but the other side blackmailed Shang rouhui. Of course, fang'er didn't know about this until later.

But at that time, her father had a lot to do with fang'er in order to get the money. Fang'er was still young at that time, so she made an agreement with Ouyang qinshao, saying that she would go to the north of the city every year to make porridge for warmth, so that her parents would not suffer from hunger and cold.

Who knows that year her parents took the money and left, but fang'er firmly believed that they would come back to find her. Even in the years after they left Kyoto, fang'er spent a lot of money to find out if there was any news about her family in the north of the city.

More than ten years later, Ouyang qinshao felt that fang'er didn't speak, but she was still eager to see her parents again. Maybe she just wanted a psychological comfort, maybe she just wanted to give herself a chance to end. In short, fang'er's insistence made her feel that she had been so stupid.

But this kind of stupidity is willing. Even though she knows that there will not be such a day, she is still looking forward to it, just like her mother in her previous life. Even at the moment of death, she still firmly believes that the merciless man will come to see her later.

She still can't understand, what is the meaning of her mother's last smile, relief or other meaning?

Many things, as long as there is regret, will never go back, so she does not want fang'er to have such a regret.

In fact, she knows where fang'er's parents are, but she doesn't tell fang'er, because she's afraid that fang'er will be soft hearted and can't let go when she sees them. She even blames herself for living a carefree life, while her parents are poor, unable to eat, dress and live well.

Ouyang qinshao asks herself that she is not a good person. How does fang'er want to know? But she hates those who abandon her wife and children most. So she knows that fang'er is looking for them and doesn't tell her the truth. It's better to let fang'er keep this idea than to be dragged down by such parents.

Maybe at the end of their life, she will tell fang'er and let fang'er see them for the last time, but it is not now.

Referring to her parents, fang'er's eyes were dripping with water, and she said, "if they had a heart, they wouldn't have gone away without saying a word. In fact, fang'er knows that they've gone to sue their wife, and she spent a lot of money to calm things down. It's fang'er who's not good, and she's been involved, and she's been spending a lot of money these years."

"Now that you know that I'm spending money, don't make trouble for me," Ouyang qinshao said, squeezing the back of her hand and holding her hand, just like a sister treating her sister. "Fang'er, I'm doing this to keep the agreement between us. Secondly, maybe I want to make up for what I've done and accumulate happiness for myself, If you know what I've done to you in the future, I hope you don't hate me all your life, OK

She tried hard to force her tears back, not to let her tears flow. She pretended to be strong and said, "Miss, even if you do it, I'm sorry, but fang'er thinks that miss is right. Fang'er is so stupid that she doesn't dislike me. If you do it, even if it's wrong, fang'er will think that miss is right, so don't think about it, Fang'er won't hate her all her life. "

"Go and get ready to go to the north of the city," Ouyang qinshao said with a smile. Instead of continuing the topic, she patted her hand and said, "Miss, I'm sick. I can't go out to blow, so I'm going to trouble you to do these things."

Fang'er shakes her head and says, "Miss, why don't you know you are so shameless? You just cheat others. If you want to cheat fang'er, please find another excuse, OK?"

Ouyang qinshao heartless grin: "too lazy to think."

"Then how can you not say that you are too lazy to chew when eating delicious food, miss?" Fang'er points to the door. Yu Heng holds several oil papers in his hand. The fragrance has already floated in. No wonder fang'er has such a tone.

Ouyang qinshao only smiles but doesn't speak. Fang'er doesn't care about it either. After giving a gift to Yu Heng, she retreats.

Yu Heng didn't understand what the master and servant were doing. He only knew that if he didn't eat any more, he would be cold. So he quickly came to Ouyang qinshao's bed and showed her things one by one. "Elder sister, do you want to see if they are all your favorite food?"

Not to mention it, he immediately grabbed a piece of potato and put it in his mouth. He put up his big finger to praise Yu Heng for buying the right one.

Yuheng watched Ouyang qinshao eat happily, and carefully delivered tea to her, for fear of swallowing her, "eat slowly, not in a hurry, there are many more, if you like, I'll buy them for you."

"That's enough, that's enough..." Ouyang qinshao quickly refused: "I've been addicted to it. Don't be too serious. By the way, I heard that you've already returned to the barracks. What's the matter? Don't you mean to take ten days off? Why have you been called back all of a sudden? "

Yu Heng nodded and said, "my father wanted me to find a military officer in Kyoto. General Sima also wanted me to do so. So he took me to the military department and met some generals. If I succeed, I may be on duty in the Imperial Palace in a few years."

"No?" As soon as Ouyang qinshao heard this, he thought it was not a good job. He especially heard that the relationship between men and women in the palace was in disorder. A man like Yu Heng was very popular with the maids in the palace. He might seduce her innocent brother away at any time, so he immediately refused: "don't you want to... How can this man with a knife get a pen?", You'd better prepare for the autumn test. "

Yuheng didn't understand Ouyang qinshao's concerns, but he didn't have any special ideas. Especially after seeing his elder sister's talent and learning, he felt that her elder sister wanted to be as knowledgeable as her, so he always wanted him to participate in the autumn exam.